flawless.

hellos.

today went back to school for the stupid leadership workshop. suppose to have enjoyed it but it sucks. gave me headache until now. ZZZ. did many presentation today. I HATE PRESENTATION ! ==
lunch was okay lah. had fried rice and 1 pathetic fish ball. to me the food was pretty fine but to others abit suckish. maybe cause i very hungry. haha.

after that me and christine kanna chased/stalked by some idiots. ran the distance of a few blocks and then took lift up 8 floor and walk down the stairs and walking back th distance of a few bloks again. all thanks to christine. veyr tired you know. :<

anws, homed. then feel asleep while watching tv then suddenly christine call me. haiz. call me at unwanted time uh. nvm. that always happen.

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um.. yeah. like that loh. and band is resuming next week. happy or sad ? sec3 seniors will be away for bridging and guess se 4s wont be here due to o's ? diediedie. haiz. :(

not feeling really happy today. due to some reasons and i think im falling sick soon. sick better. no need go school. tmr still got leadership training. :o

kay lah. byebye and nights ! ;)



share the joy, double the joy. share the sorrow, half the sorrow. (:

pieces of you.

hellos.

ytd.
went back to school to collect results. (;
was pretty fine lah. haha. quite dissapointed in my chem and history lah. sian.
i failed chem by 1 mark. ==
but okay lah. so far i counted i got 2 A1s ! haha. for geog and chinese. heehee. ^^

then crapped in class. after that went for recess.

had the stupid leadership workshop. it toally sucks alright? so boring lah.
then they provided nasi lemak for lunch. heehee. quite nice lah. but didnt finish. not much appetite. haiz.

tehn wnt hub to meet jiading to pass him the present then we siam. cause dont want be lightbulb there. heehee. xP

went to buy cardigan. then homed.

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today.
woke up at 10 plus. replied sunicia's messsage then met up with her at hub. went to buy her mum's present then walked around and then homed. talk alot. haha. (:

then came home. watch tv and eat mac. heehee. very long never eat le. :B
then use comp loh.

boring day lah.

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haiz. as usual. ALOT of things are happening.
somehow i wished that tmr will never come.
perharps it would be better that way ba.
nothing more to worry about. nothing more to care about.
living and seeing things happening is really a torture.

kay. sorry bout that. i no mood to post le. thinking bout returning to school and things are gonna happen again. the feeling totally sucks.

kay. byebye. c:





sometimes we tend to hold back our tears, so that no one will know how we actually feel.

instincts.

hellos.

today went out with the F.A. although attendance wasnt full. haiz. nvm.
amk hub >> ion orchard >> far east plaza >> bugis >> iluma >> bugis >> amk hub >> home.

had a super long day. was super tired lah. o.o
my leg hurts after a whole day of walking around lah.

anws. brought a dress and shoes for sso concert next fri. pretty looking forward to it. ^^v

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tmr going back to school to check scripts. I VERY SCARED !
what if i fail ? i dont want fail lah. sian. ==

after that still got leadership training. haiz. dont know what we going to do again sia.

kay lah. i lazy post le. byebye! and nights! (;




will tmr really be better ?

flawless.

hellos.

haiz. this morning woke up at 9 plus. Zzz. damn tired lah. plus last night didnt sleep well. I WANT TO SLEEP!

having this freaking headache since this morning. o.o damn giddy now.
kay nvm.

these days. alot of things are happening. be it at home or at school. dont know why also. everything is changing becuase of YOU. idk why but i have this question.
why cant friendships be kept forever without any quarrels at all?
i am sure this applies to many people ba.

ever thought of what would happen to all of us after all those quarrels? perharps we might not be that close anymore or we might never be friends again.
being friends with a new person might cause the relationship between you and your other friends to be sabotaged too. haiz.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING ?!

problems appearing one by one. haiz. obstacles in life? maybe.

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tmr going out with F.A ! so happy. very long never go out le. miss those times. (: going shopping! wee!! ;D

kay lah. i wanna go facebook-ing le. byebye! ^^





a smile a day keeps all the unhappiness away ! ^^ smile more kay.

damn it.

hellos.

today just pass by pretty peacefully. or rather for a short period of time lah.

anws, ytd went to j8 to collect jd's b'dae present. ^^ its very nice. haha. hope he will like it lah.
how i wish it was mine. jkjk.

then came home. then damn dulan.
my mum keep saying the present very ugly. the picture very ugly still dare go print like wth lah. its not hers also right. did she even think of how i will feel or not. its still waht im giving me friend right. then because of that i attitude her. like wtf lah. everytime she did anything, i never say anything. she always SO biased. i never even complained. she is always biased towards dajie. no matter what i do, no matter how well i scored for my exam, no matter how sick i am, no matter how many tears i dropped, would she ever know? NO! cause she doesnt even care. but now. I DONT GIVE A DAMN alright?!! since i have always felt i have been an extra and sometimes i got the feeling that im not your child. but no matter what. I DONT CARE ALRIGHT?!!

sorry. im super duper freaking angry lah. >< ytd when she said that i have the urge to cry but no matter what i cant.. :(
haiz.
and my eyes are like super puffy this morning. ZZZ. ==

haiz. nvm. i wanna go sleep le. byebye. its going to 11 le. nights. :D




is it too late ?

addicted.

hellos.

finally everything is over. ^^ damn happy lah. finally can relax le. but next tues go back school check scripts. scared scared. :<
hope will pass ba.

anws, oral was fine. after that went mac for breakfast then me and christine went to buy stuffs. she brought a new bag and i brought something. ^^

then homed. talk to her on the phone then use comp. after that slept awhile. (: very tired. finally can sleep in le lah. (:

oh gosh. band is resuming next tues. :< tiring. then beofre thta must check scripts then got the stupid leadership training. ZZZ.

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anybody would have thought about the topic trust ? as in like really trust. idk. i just got the feeling that i just couldnt trust anybody these days. when people tell me something i will have to think twice before accepting its the turth or not. perharps of the many stuffs that happened. IDK.

kay lah. i very lazy update le. byebye! ^^




i trust my instincts. ^^

family is in a BIG BIG BIG BIG mess. haiz. how? o.o