all i need is you.

just had dinner with baby! ^^ heehee totally made my day. its been a long time since i get to spend time with him alone, just the 2 of us. but hes has to go home at 8 so we spent less than 2 hours together. :( but well, i cant be so greedy. at least i get to spend some time with him! <3<3

it really broke my heart when you told me that on the first day when you went back to malaysia, that your family went out & left you alone at home with your grandparents. :( how can they do this to you. she was the one who asked you to go back with them & she left you there alone. tsk. she call herself a parent? seriously. no offence, but i really hate her. :(

went to watch 孩子不坏 with my family ytd! that movie was pretty nice! :) one thing that i learned : THINK POSITIVE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OKAY BYE.

how worse can today get?

baby's finally back from malaysia! met up with him just now. 

im sorry that i threw my temper at you again. im angry because you promised me that we would go out today & you would be coming to my house to bai nian, it all end up as empty promises again? i know its not your fault, its your mum. this is why i dislike her. seriously. how many months has O's been over alr? shes another one that doesnt keep her promises. -.- i hate people who dont keep their promises. anw, please keep your promise that we will go out soon & that you will come to my house to bai nian. this is the last chance alr baby. i love you. <3

bitch. didnt i just warn you about shooting your mouth off before getting your facts right? what are you after? breaking up my friendships before you are happy? please, are you trying to tell me that you have no best friends & youre jealous that i have one & there you are, trying to destroy my friendship? oh, you got the wrong target this time round. the one that im talking about her in the last few posts, is not her. wtf srsly. whatever the case is, just fucking stop what you are doing. you think i dont know what shit you have been doing behind my back? all those thaat you said of me, arent true AT ALL. it just shows how ugly your heart really is. you have a problem with me having a boyf? if no, then why do you keep going around spreading rumours that arent true at all about us? piece of advice? LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT, IF NOT NO ONE WILL EVER TRUST YOU EVER AGAIN. OH AND PLEASE LEARN TO GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START SHOOTING YOUR MOUTH OFF. THANKS. & dont worry. im not going to do anything to you. im just gonna sit & watch while karma fuck you up.

christine,

are you gonna let what someone told you, ruin our 4 years of friendship? we've been through so much. rmb you said those are what that shaped us today? & youre going to let what she told you ruin this friendship? did you even ask me if that was true? you should know that if i have anything that im not happy about, i would just say it to you, why would i have to scold you on my blog? when i say we are best friends forever & that we will keep in touch after sec sch, i really mean it. with that, i dont have to do whatever you said i did right? you listen to whatever she says but did you even give me a chance to explain? can i just ask of you to be fair for once & listen to my explanation? anw, i sent you sms-es last night. im sure you saw it. reply me soon. i dont want to lose my best friend over something that werent even made clear to me. 

without you, day 8 (part 2)

CNY 2012

most of the pictures that i took during CNY! :) didnt take much pictures these year. but collected many ang paos! HAHAHA. i get to keep around $200+! YAY. 

slept at 2.30am last night because i was watching some movie on channel 5. quite nice actually! & i slept till 1.50pm this morning. :o to make it worse, i fell asleep around 4+ & woke up around 6.30pm. IMMA TURNING INTO A PIG ALR. OMG. expecting to sleep late again tonight, cause i want to catch up on a korean drama :D 

hey love, youre finally coming back tmr! my patience is running out alr you know~~~~~ later i dont want wait alr then you know! >:( hmph. 

OKAY BYE.

without you, day 8

I miss you, baby. :(
Today's the 2nd day of CNY but I'm not really feeling the CNY mood. I mean, there's still feeling like its CNY but well, lacking something. maybe because a lot of my relatives are overseas, hope things will turn for the better next week! :)

Baby, your family are like back in SG alr but you're still there. ._. your girlf is really bored here yknow? ._. aiyoooo, if I happen to see your mother around howww? ._. TELL MEEEEEE. come back soon okay? I really miss you very much. :(
<3<3
& I'm sorry that I ddnt blog for the past 3 days. kinda busy, going around bai nian & all. but you know still love you! ;)

YAY TMR EVERYONE HAS TO GO TO SCHOOL. EXCEPT ME. WOOHOO.

OKAY BYE.

without you, day 5.

对你， 我有着说不完的亏欠.

comparing how i treat you & how you treat me, it really makes me feel so guilty. you pamper me like no one else has ever done so. you showed me that not all guys are the same. you care for my every need & that prince charming does exist. 

come on, where do you find a guy whose willing to piggyback you up a stairs & attend to you like a caring mother when youre having bad menses cramp? where do you find a guy whos willing to stay no matter how bad your temper/PMS is? where do you find a guy whos willing to do anything just so that his girl is happy? where do you find a guy who goes against his parents when he has been a good boy for the past 16 years, just for your sake?where do you find a guy whos willing to give his whole world to his girl? dont think this guy exist? well, this guy does exist & hes my boyfriend. 

he always say hes the luckiest guy on earth to find me but, im the one whos the luckiest. i have a temper that not many can tolerate. he saw the real me & still chose to stay. i swear i can never find another guy like him. 

people say, to be able to love once in a lifetime is enough, if you love the right one. (true that.)

to me, he is god's best gift to me. i dont think i will love another guy in my life, for he makes me wanna say i do. 

14 months together. not easy. the journey has been tough & long but its worthwhile to know i have him. hes currenly in malacca now. cant celebrate 14th monthsary together. :( but, just knowing that he is fine there, is the best present that i can ever wish for. 

HAPPY 14TH MONTHSARY BABY! <3<3 HOPE YOURE HAVING A GREAT TIME THERE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! COME BACK SOON OKAY? I LOVE YOU. :*:*:*

without you, day 4.

4th day! ^^ heehee baby, its tomorrow! hahaha so fast right! 

14th monthsary! <3<3 super long post tmr! wait for it! 

not your fault that you cant get internet there. :) countryside ma, cant blame it. just 4 more days okay baby? very fast de! you everyday play with your cousin, time will pass by very fast! trust me! i was hoping that you can come back earlier but i think gone case le uh? :( 

ready for valentine's day? hee i hope you are! i have plans in mind alr, but im not going to tell you. NEHNEHNIPOOPOO. HAHAHAHA. eh, you better have some plans for me too! & no more late presents le hor! if not, im going to be so mad!! 

come back soon okay, my dear? i miss you so much. im so so not used to seeing you around for so long. :( come back soon okay? i wanna hug you. <3

its chinese new year's eve tmr! hahah reunion dinner! having it at 2 different houses this time. -.- sian. so busy. nvm, it just means more ang pao! 

have a happy chinese new year, everyone! 

GONG XI FA CAI, HONG PAO NA LAI. HAHAHA. ^^ 

OKAY BYE. 

without you, day 3.

today wasnt a really happy day for me. :( suddenly all the new year clothes dont look nice anymore. boohoo. :( 

as the days passes, i miss you so much more. :( very very not used to seeing you for so many days~ :( finally can contact you, but the internet connection there sucks srsly. come back real soon okay? <3

to be honest, i cant imagine my life without you anymore. you are a part of my daily routine, a day feels so incomplete if i dont get to talk to you, ive tried so hard not to get so attached. but i realize how worse my life would probably be if i didnt met you. how lame would my days be if you werent in them. please dont leave okay? i dont want to ever lose you. <3<3

feel that we can relate to this song alot! listen to the lyrics! <3 

sian day today. cooped up at home for most of the day. :( nothing much to say. dont really look forward to the new year. :( hope tmr will be a better day. 

current nails! <3 nice? 

OKAY BYE.