ITS HOLIDAY BABY

WOOHOO EXAMS ARE OVER BABY! HOLIDAYS ARE HERE, ITS TIME TO PARTYYYYYYYY! SENTOSA WITH POLY MATES TOMORROW! 

papers were quite okay. hopefully can do well. ^^

21 MONTHS TOGETHER :) 

sorry that i cant celebrate with you yesterday due to exams. promise to make it up to you! 

you know i love you. heehee.

this ain't a fairytale.

call this studying? hahah maybe? POA is driving me crazy. :( been doing past year papers the whole day and the feeling of not being sure if im ready for the paper tomorrow afternoon really sucks. hopefully, the paper will have mercy on me. *keeping my fingers crossed* 

gave up on studying. shall watch tv from now till 11pm~ and study tomorrow morning instead. hopefully i wont fall asleep halfway through the paper. :o 4-6pm. my nap time. le sigh. 

marketing paper last friday wasnt too bad afterall! bombed answers for a few questions and it turned out right. seems like lady luck is on my side huh? hahah. 

exam committee, you guys are crazy. cramming POA, stats and macroecons in a week and worse of all, one on tues, the other on wed and the last on thurs. how to study?! ass. 

not really in a mood to study now. :( feeling down out of a sudden. i totally hate how a thing/song/scene can bring back all the memories i thought i have long forgotten. its funny how day by day, nothing changes but when you look back one day, everything changed. life, playing a trick on all of us?

i miss you. 

okay bye.

quick recap.

1st August 2012

took part in NYP's ninja run! damn tiring even though its a obstacle course that can be completed in less than 3 mins LOL. 

ninjas of HS1201? HAHA

9th August 2012

HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ^^

always proud to be a singaporean.

went to marina square to catch firewo1rks with buddies and it was awesome~~ heehee. went to play pool for awhile before heading home. 

i dont look like 17? /: kena routine check by police at amk pool LOL. 

10 August 2012

met up with 4E1`11. my all time favourite class. :) miss all of them so much especially some. its great to see each other once in a while and know that all are doing fine. 

looking forward to the next meetup!

its been a really long time since i updated my blog. :o

busy with school yeah? projects and ICAs ended but exams coming up. #lifeofapolystudent

the good things is, i got A for both statistics and macroecons project! woohoo! hard work did paid off afterall HAHAHA 

study break for 4 days before having marketing paper on friday~ done with notes for all modules just havent start doing work. been sitting in front of my study table for 5 hours the past few days. end up, backache -.- salonpas did make it better though. 

thinking if i should take a break from the books and just chillax all day. continue with marketing tomorrow? seems legit. ;) 

love is having exam in school at 230. all the best! i love you.

everyone seems to be ending exams on the day im starting mine. wts.

probably wont be updating till exams are over. see you guys then! ^^

OKAY BYEBYE.

my definition of happiness

school > cineleisure orchard > orchard central > bugis plus > home. 

caught Ice age 4 with babylove on tuesday after school ^^ never too old for cartoons heehee. i personally think that this is the best out the Ice Age series. went to bugis plus to buy his long overdue birthday present from quiksilver! sorry for owing you so long baby! /: 

bought for him a cap and hes like a happy boy after we bought it. heehee so cute. 

had dinner at KFC after that and homed! 

been a long long time since we had so much fun together ^^ 

buddies in school~~~~

been having sore throat for a week alr :( it totally sucks. and it seems to be getting worse alr. and i still have marketing presentation tomorrow :( hope it doesnt get any worse. but im not being an obedient patient either. keep eating stuffs that im not suppose to eat. /////:

OKAY BYEBYE.

young love.

happy 20th monthsary to you baby! ♥

thank you for being that shoulder to cry on and the wiper of my tears (even if most of the time youre the reason behind it) we've been through it all together. the worst of fights but always the best makeups. i understand your past and all the hardships you have to endure as a child growing up. i accept you and im here for you through it all. youre my best friend and lover all wrapped in one. i want to travel the world with you someday; and experience everything there is to experience in life. i want to experience it with you right by my side. i want it all and i want it with you.

if i could give you one thing in life, i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special youre in my eyes. 

如果我带来的只是灾难，你是否有勇气陪我走完？ 

i love you and im so so so sorry for making your life harder because of that. ♥

i could really use a hug right now.

life.

its kinda fucked up isnt it? 

how all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. no reason, no explanation, no words said. they just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. 

sometimes, i really wish i could look into your mind and take back all the secrets that i told you. because deep down, do you really care? i'd rather stay quiet than explain my problems to people who dont give a fuck. 

you said you would always be here? thats all bullshit now. 

this week has been so draining :( especially yesterday. spent 12 hours in school with only 3 hours of break. zomg. never want that kind of day anymore. 2 more ICA, 4 exams to go. jiayou. this shit is going to be over soon. 

okay byebye.

you matter to me.

只要我对的起自己, 就够了. 

i dont owe anyone any explanations for my actions. dont like me? remember its mind over matter. i dont mind and you dont matter. 都说了, 对号入座的人是白痴. enough said. :) 

looking back to my growing history, im a big girl now. those heartbreaks, smiles and everything that i have experienced through the years has made me who i am today. i may not be a girl that everyone likes but i dont care. im too busy loving the people who love me, to have time to hate those who hate me. because i dont give a fuck. i believe that if people are trying to bring you down, it only means that youre above them. so try harder. :) because it doesnt hurt me at all.

finally feeling so much better today. glad that the nauseous-ness is gone, just left with giddy-ness. many many thanks to those who cared. :) appreciate it very very very much. love you all. 

look at my to-do list for the next 2-3 weeks. :( so so busy. 

tests, presentations, seminars. really cant afford to be missing school. well well, tahan for one more month! exams will be here soon. /:

im glad things are turning for the better alr. :) and im glad that we are talking more now. i take it that we are fine alr? i need you more than you think i do. all in all, im glad to have you back by my side. i love you. 

time to get back to my business report. .______. okay byebye.