haiz... feeling so frustrated so decided to blog... let me ask u guys something... is friendship so fragile that because of some small matters and then all the important and memorable friendship that we spend so much time to try to make so many best friends and now its all gone?! i don wan this to happen and i think nobody who is involved in this or whoever is in 101 would ever thought that this would happen.. 101 was very or rather quite close to each other and then one thing happen one after another and now.. haiz.. don know why feel lyk crying today.. then now is like so many people in our class quarrel and the people arond them also feel very vexed cause is lyk become the "ingredients" in a "sandwich" stuck in the middle.. haiz.. forget it.. those are unhappy memories tat i don wan already le.. but recalling of wat happen today makes my heart breaks.. don talk aout the unhappy things le..

happy things..
i scored 84/100 marks for chinese CA2 but i realised that i don feel happy.. :/

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i cried today..
it was the most terrible day i had in my 13 years of my life..
i hate today..
so many things happen today.. those who quarrel quarrel.. those who are pathetic are stuck in the middle..
take me and sheng da for an example..
for no reason, we became the "ingredients" between the two bread.. i don wan to mention the names.. and we were lyk don know wat to do about it and i really is having a headach now..
why must all this things happen at this point of time when it is the exams period? next monday is the exams and all this things happen now..
S1 quarrel with S2 and then they fall out and the friendship is broken up.. and i become the "ingredients" again.. then S1 scolded S2 then S1 badmouth about S2 then K thought that S1 was badmouthing her and so on and so forth.. don feel lyk talking about all this anymore..
i can't take all this anymore.. one of these days, i will definitely cry for a whole day.. can u all please don torture me lyk tat? i beg of you.. i really wish to do well for the EOY exams and being promoted to sec 2 express.. i beg of u.. :'x

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can't i juz have friendships with no friendship problem at all?
i seriously miss the sweet times and memories we have together.. can i have it back? oh god, please don take it away from me juz like that.. please? i beg you..