today is 初一 which means the first day of CNY.. this morning woke up at 89am and went to 2 relative house.. of course got hong bao.. haha.

24th jan
at first, i was still happily reading my twilight book when suddenly, shi hui called me. quite shock to recieve a call from her cause likearound 8 plus liao.. so i just pick up and first thing i heard was a voice sounding damn super duper sad.. she told me a damn shocking news.. i was so shocked that i stood there stunned.. i kept on asking her if it was true and i only believe it when i saw it with my own eyes on the newspaper.. i was lie so shocked la.. then i clled sheng da and told him about it.. he seemed rather shocked too.. and then ext thing i realize i was crying.. i was like damn shock that when i called him, i don even noe how to break the news to him sia.. then i no choice but to just say it out.. we both agred that we just saw him alive happily walking and now, the next moment, he's gone.. very soon, in about the next 1 to 2 hours.. alot of people know about it already.. and in just one night which is just a short 2 to 3 hours, lots of people called me.. like super duper damn sad la.. its CNY eve eve leh.. and in this point of time, this kind of things have to happen.. haiz.. thx alot to those who called to ask about me and you guys somehow made me feel more relax.. and just an advice..
treasure thoe around you with the heart like you first met them.. cause you dont know when or where they might just dissapear out of your sight and you might not get to see them again.. its a really terrible feeling.. trust me.. treasure them before you lose them and started crying.. its all too late..

25th jan
life still have to continue despite knowing the heart-saddening news right?? somemore its CNY eve and its time to have reunion dinner.. its delicious though every year also eat the same thing but it still feels great when you are eaing together with your family right?? then continue with the chit-chatting.. then watch tv then night-time..

26th jan
as i said above, first day of CNY.. afetr the relative visiting this morning, went to hub to met liyana first cause today liyana, sheng da, cong, christine and shi hui coming my house to 拜年.. haha. so happy.. first time got friend coming my house during CNY.. had great fun with them.. bu once i see shihui, i suddenly remember the news she told me on sat.. although trying my best to get over it, but it still somehow lingers somehow in my heart.. though me and him are not very close, but we still got tal to each other and the feeling of losing a junior at the beginning of the year really sucks.. but sheng da and gals really cheered me up.. thx you guys alot.. sorry.. dont have the photos now so shall post it in the next post yeah??


haiz.. so my conclusion is, no matter how close or how stranger(maybe wrong word to use, but couldn't find other words) you are o that person, cherish every moment you have with that person so you will not regret it in the rest of your life..
and happy CNY!!!