miracles ?

hellos.

sorry. haha. i know my blog is kinda dead these days. BUT im really busy. ._.

NDP training.
UNCLEARBLE HOMEWORKS.
TESTS.
etc..

im so freaking tired.

being in the first class really sucks. every single tchrs expects everything to be perfect. grades, character, attitude. like whatever? first class students not humans meh. specially celebrate tchr's b'day for her and she gave she rude and fking comments. pls. i ran all the way from one shoping mall to another and my leg is freaking pain now just to collect the freaking cake. seriously. wont you apprecite it? i would rather be in 3E2 if things were like that.
so many problems are surfacing. with the new class, old friends. wtf.
people are changing. so much. im not saying that i nvr change. its just that the difference its so much that i cant even believe it. once so close, now? the gap is widening. im missing my old class, my old peeps. those are whta i call true friends. now? people is changing, everything is.

nvm. im just so freaking stressed these days. !@#$%^&*(()*&^%$#@!
so freaking tired. i just wish to rest.

oh gosh. theres amaths tmr and i havent finish the homework and beisdes that. theres still chinese and EL. wth sia.

nvm. i goiing to do my homework alr. so byebye.





'sometimes you just have to pretend everything's ok, hold back the tears and just walk away.'
do i still strong enough to do that?
how i wish you would be by my side, lending me a shoulder to cry on. but that will nvr happen.