Friday, May 27, 2011

XOXO,

  • OH YEAH. MTL INTENSIVE IS FINALLY OVER!
  • but im definitely going to miss it. :(
  • well, this would means that O lvl is nearing.
  • OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
  • IM SCARED. AHHHHHHHH
  • sigh.
  • strangers > friends > best friends > friends > strangers.
  • this is a vicious cycle isnt is? so sick of it. so be it luh. i dont give a damn anymore.
take a step back. fucking look at yourself. you are human. you are beautiful. and you can be anything. you can be everything. do not hate because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly and worthless. do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. cry when you need to, and let go when its time. dont hang onto painful memories because youre afraid to forget. let go of  the things that are in the past. forget things that arent worth remembering. stop taking things for granted. stop taking life for granted. live for something. live for yourself. fall in love. fall out of love. fall in love. fall out of love. do this over and over until you know what is really is to love someone. question things. tell people how you feel. sleep under the stars. create. imagine. inspire. share something wonderful. make something beautiful then destroy it. meet new people. make someone's day. follow your dreams. live your life to its full potential. let go of all the horrible things in your life and just live. and one day, when youre old, look back with no regrets. :)
im going to live my life in this manner, from now on. im not going to give a fuck who those hurt me once. i gave chances but it was not cherished. so whatever alright?

k whatever, bye.



you know you truly love someone, when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.
i really am afraid of losing you. :')

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