babylove, ♥

22nd August 2011, is the first day we day we got together. till now, its the 9th month alr. :) wow. i never thought we could actually walk this far together. these 9 months together with you, has truly been the best 9 months of my life. truth is, if i could be with anyone, it'd still be you. there maybe heartbreaks, tears, disappointments, tantrums, etc in this relationship. but hey, all these exists in all other relationships right? :) & i believe we got closer through the fights. its because we fought, we cried, we undersand each other & their mistakes, promise not to hurt them anymore ith the same mistakes. thats who we grow isnt it? .

i wonder.. whats on your mind 9 months ago!? hahah i remember that we didnt really talk. but i did notice your smile. a real smile. that was the first thing i fell in love with. :) i wonder what did i do to catch your eye & to make you fall in love with me every single day? hee. but now that i have got you, im not going to let you go. :)

we went on dates & because you couldnt come out very often, i cherish every single second we have together. its amazing how early we would meet each other how late we'll go home. its like we have the whole world to ourselves. hee. each time youre with me, i secretly wish that the clock would tick slower so that i have more time with you. :)

9 months together, it hasnt been easy for both of us. i went through so much because of your parents. it was terrible because each time youre home, i cant help but worry for you. not knowing what may happen. & its very hard not being able to see you everytime. especially so when im not in the right mood, when i wish that you could cuddle me in your arms telling me 'hey, everything's alright already'. ♥

evem after millions of quarrels, disappointments & heartbreaks, i still want to say, i still love you, i still need you, i still miss you. not a billion fights can make me hate you. :) ♥

in this relationship, we laugh, we tease, we cried, we threw tantrums, we prank each other, we hug, we kiss.

i just want to thank you for being my best friend, my love, my entertainer, my everything.

thank you for giving in always, just so that we can maintain a quarrel-free relationship.

thank you for letting me know that there's that someone who is always willing to be there for me no matter what.

thank you for having faith in me, for believing in me, for not giving up on me, & of course for this relationship despite the countless fights we encountered.

thank you for being the only person who's willing to change the whole world for me & do anything for me.

thank you for cracking jokes & trying your very best to put a smile on my face everyday. ♥

i dont know how long more we still have ahead of us but one thing is for sure, i will never let you walk this journey alone. ;) baby, im sorry. i promise that i will never be rude to hurt you whenever im down or rather angry.

you may ask, 'hunnie, why are you writing all these?' & i dont have one particular answer. i guess i just want you to know i realise im one damn lucky girl to have met you.

happy 9th month-sary, deardear! no doubt youre the best boyfriend ever. keep that smile on your face yeah? i love you & i always will, baby. ♥