reminisce.

once again, its the 22nd!

many things has happened lately. how i wish we can go back to how it was in the past. its like everything isnt the same anymore. firstly, we are in different polys and our schedule for everyday is different. its so hard to balance everything out. during the days when youre free, i have projects to finish. i hope that you can be more understanding that i have 3 major projects that i have to complete before school reopen & i have been going back to school for the whole of this week and im really tired. i know you have been very understanding alr but im sorry baby. give me 3 weeks. by then, i would have completed the projects and would have more time for you.

nowadays, we meet up for like less than 2 hours each day. that feeling really sucks yknow? /: sometimes, i do wonder where this relationship is going and whether is this the best for us. 

after 19 months of being together, im pretty much drained out from having to face your family and all. how long more can we go? i really dont know. theres too much uncertainty in this relationship.

i know i shouldnt be saying all these now but idk, these are what i have to tell you this month. 

all in all, im thankful that you have stayed by my side for the past 19 months and tried to put a smile on my face everyday. im sorry that you have to put up with my not-so-good temper and all. /: for that, im feeling very guilty. 

i love you. <3

these are my loots for the month of june! /: too much huh? 7 bottoms & 7 tops. oops. 

i may have left out some that i dont remember buying as well. HAHAH i really need to stop shopping! 

but do you see the polka dot highwaist shorts? it used to be a skirt that i bought last year & i wore it once only. soooo, i got it transformed into a shorts? its really damn damn nice! love it! <3

and i think im addicted to playing pool alr. :x how how how?

OKAY BYE.