THIS IS FOR YOU BITCH.

YES YOU. I GUESS YOU WOULDNT BE READING THIS. BUT I JUST WANT TO RANT.

LOOK. HE IS MY BOYF WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. DONT MAKE IT SOUND LIKE HE WENT TO ATTRACT YOU TO MAKE YOU FALL FOR HIM. HE DID NOT OKAY. & YOU SHOULD KNOW FOR YOU, IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A ONE SIDED LOVE. YOU THINK HE WILL BREAK UP WITH ME FOR YOU? DREAM ON BITCH. -.-
& PLEASE. RELATIONSHIP IS FOR TWO PEOPLE. USE YOUR BRAIN & COUNT. IF YOU CANT COUNT, GO BACK TO PRI SCH PLS. FYI, YOU ARE THE THIRD PARTY. YOU THINK YOU HAVE THOSE TWO FRIENDS FOR SUPPORT YOU VERY BIG ISIT? COME ON LA, YOU THINK I SCARED OF YOU GUYS? STOP ACTING LIKE YOU GUYS ARE SO AWESOME. EVERYONE IS HATING YOUR CLASS. YOU THINK SEC ONE BIG FUCK IS IT? -.-
WELL, I JUST HAVE TO TOLERATE YOUR NONSENSE FOR ANOTHER 2 MORE MONTHS & IM DONE WITH YOU. TRUE, HE MAYBE COMING BACK NEXT YEAR AS NPCC CI BUT SO WHAT? EVEN IF WE BREAK UP, YOU THINK HE WILL SET HIS EYES ON YOU? -.- THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. NOT EVEN IN YOUR DREAMS.
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? JUST A FREAKING SEC ONE KID.
GET IT CLEAR ALIGHT. HE IS MINE.


I HATE BITCHES WHO GO AROUND BREAKING UP RELATIONSHIPS. UGH SO PISSED.

ON HIATUS.

HELLO :)

the september holidays are finally here! but! for a sec 4 student, holidays only mean more self-studying & for the N level students, national exams.
its 5 september alr. & O level is a month or less than a month away. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. scared like shit.
choing-ing past year papers over this whole week & hopefully prelims next week wouldnt be so awful like MYE. ///:

been studying since morning! guai right? (okay. lame.)
i srsly need help for properties of circles, arclength&sectorarea for EMATHS. these are killing me. -,- OHOH AND BEARINGS TOO. LIKE SRSLY.

shall get back to my studies! going out with my darling tmr! YAY. HAPPY GIRL. HAHAH. ^^

OKAY BYE.

babylove, ♥

22nd August 2011, is the first day we day we got together. till now, its the 9th month alr. :) wow. i never thought we could actually walk this far together. these 9 months together with you, has truly been the best 9 months of my life. truth is, if i could be with anyone, it'd still be you. there maybe heartbreaks, tears, disappointments, tantrums, etc in this relationship. but hey, all these exists in all other relationships right? :) & i believe we got closer through the fights. its because we fought, we cried, we undersand each other & their mistakes, promise not to hurt them anymore ith the same mistakes. thats who we grow isnt it? .

i wonder.. whats on your mind 9 months ago!? hahah i remember that we didnt really talk. but i did notice your smile. a real smile. that was the first thing i fell in love with. :) i wonder what did i do to catch your eye & to make you fall in love with me every single day? hee. but now that i have got you, im not going to let you go. :)

we went on dates & because you couldnt come out very often, i cherish every single second we have together. its amazing how early we would meet each other how late we'll go home. its like we have the whole world to ourselves. hee. each time youre with me, i secretly wish that the clock would tick slower so that i have more time with you. :)

9 months together, it hasnt been easy for both of us. i went through so much because of your parents. it was terrible because each time youre home, i cant help but worry for you. not knowing what may happen. & its very hard not being able to see you everytime. especially so when im not in the right mood, when i wish that you could cuddle me in your arms telling me 'hey, everything's alright already'. ♥

evem after millions of quarrels, disappointments & heartbreaks, i still want to say, i still love you, i still need you, i still miss you. not a billion fights can make me hate you. :) ♥

in this relationship, we laugh, we tease, we cried, we threw tantrums, we prank each other, we hug, we kiss.

i just want to thank you for being my best friend, my love, my entertainer, my everything.

thank you for giving in always, just so that we can maintain a quarrel-free relationship.

thank you for letting me know that there's that someone who is always willing to be there for me no matter what.

thank you for having faith in me, for believing in me, for not giving up on me, & of course for this relationship despite the countless fights we encountered.

thank you for being the only person who's willing to change the whole world for me & do anything for me.

thank you for cracking jokes & trying your very best to put a smile on my face everyday. ♥

i dont know how long more we still have ahead of us but one thing is for sure, i will never let you walk this journey alone. ;) baby, im sorry. i promise that i will never be rude to hurt you whenever im down or rather angry.

you may ask, 'hunnie, why are you writing all these?' & i dont have one particular answer. i guess i just want you to know i realise im one damn lucky girl to have met you.

happy 9th month-sary, deardear! no doubt youre the best boyfriend ever. keep that smile on your face yeah? i love you & i always will, baby. ♥

PEEKABOO

HELLO.

okayyy its been a super long time since i updated this blog. been kinda busy and lazy too.

anws, my holiday is ending tmr! ): NOOOOOOOO i havent even enjoyed myself yet! somehow, this seems to be the shortest holiday ever. boohoo.
anws, basically i  did everything i could, all except studying. HAHA.
all my homeworks are not done and im not prepared for school tmr. wts.

went to celebrate my mum's bday 2 days ago, at romano restaurant! together with my family, jerome & royce. all of us gave her a treat! :D $120 in total! but the service is great and the food is superb! &&& the ambience there very nice too! gonna go there again! hee.

SO PEKCEK. O LVL IS LIKE IN A FEW MONTHS TIME & IM SO NOT PREPARED FOR IT. I DONT FEEL LIKE & I DONT WANNA STUDY. ): BUT IM EXPECTED TO SCORE WELL. 2 REASONS: IM IN THE FIRST CLASS & IM EXPECTED TO DO BETTER THAN MY SIS SINCE IM IN THE FIRST CLASS. LIKE SINCE WHEN I ASKED TO BE IN IT!? -.-

kayyy, gotta go prepare for school and prepare for school ):

BYEBYE.

FUCKED UP DAYS.

my one and only,

Havent been posting for a week or so :) well, motivational workshop ended last week! truthfully, its awesome. it makes me realise how much time i have wasted, realise my strengths and of course, lots of other things. the power of belief is really superb!

WED 1 JUNE & THURS 2 JUNE

• as usual, went to school for workshop!
• the trainer did some sort of psychological stuffs with us and everyone started crying. even the boys. o.o
• what he said was true. all of us cried our hearts out that day!
• last day of motivational workshop was uhm not as fun as the past 2 days alr.
• but still, i did enjoy myself :)
• pretty sad that its the last day with our trainers alr ):
• went to canteen to have pizza! ms teo ordered for our class! heh.
• had a graduating ceremony at the hall afterwards! hah leroy was damn funny luh.
• things that he said make sense too! :)
• got report book and cca cert. damn disappointed with results. sigh.

slack through friday, saturday, sunday, monday and tuesday. i know i should be studying but just dont feel like it laa. >< very sian. well at least i completed mindmap for natural veg alr! YAY.

been sick for 3 days alr. ): feels so terrible.

at first it was just flu but it has gotten worse. fever came to join in as well zz.

WHY MUST I BE SICK DURING THE HOLIDAYS WHEN I HAVE FINALLY DECIDED THAT I WILL WORK HARD AND STUDY?! UGH.

alright, shall go get some rest! ^^ BYEBYE.

the more buys i meet, the more i realise that.. its only YOU i want to be with. (:

SHAGGED.

just reached home from school! ._. damn freaking tired. OMG.

Kay anws, failed my MYE like shit. srsly. gotta be the worst results ever. :( disappointed but well, what can I do but work very very very very very hard for O lvl!

Lalala. getting over with the sad stuffs!
Attended the first day of ADAM'S KHOO MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP today! :D
Truthfully, I think I was kinda motivated. Although the hours were damn long, but I think its worth it. :) the trainers were funny and friendly! Crack jokes to make us laugh through out the day!
Hope that the rest of the days will be as good as today?
:)
To quote yeah? 'Fake until you make it' so true laa!

Alright, gonna sleep! So byebye! :D  



Sometimes, really wonder if this is a good thing or a bad thing? /: