hello! today is yet a long day.. and the thought of having to go school tomorrow is really killing me and i really wish to just stay at home.. like damn freaking tired lah..

and guess what..
iris lim shi hui broke her record ytd and slept only at 12++ going to 1.! i know thats kinda lame but i never slept so late.. ok maybe when i was small.. around 5-6 yrs old?? with my sis. hahaha. we used to play or rather mess up our room and just leave the mess there and then go to sleep. and sometimes or most of the tim, we sleep at 3+. but now, studies getting up with us and have to concentrate more have to sleep earlier.. haha.

and im damn freaking bored!! like theres nothing in the world for me to do.. like everyday is just study and study and study.. my mum expects me to do well for the MYE but i dont even know if i can loh. i hate maths alot and i know i cant do well in it.. and im damn worried about it. the maths questions dont always hvae a definite answers and you can go crazy just finding the answer for one question. and maths is really driving me crazy lah.

how i wish that.

1. lfe could be more relaxing..

2. laugh around with friends all day long.

3. become more richer by t least $300??
(i dont think thats even possible..).______.

4. my mum will give me my own cashcard and let me use it..
(yah. and in my dreams she will ever let me have it.. ): )

5. studies will improve and do better in maths.

6. go to a good class next year.
(preferbly 301/302??) if thats possible.. :)

7. wishing that my life would be more interesting..

8. new clothes and shoes!! and a new bag!!

9. go shopping with friends this year end or june holidays and get some new stuffs.

10. get my squint to be corrected as soon as possible. an operation by the eye checkup? thats what the doctor said. she say if i want she can arrange for it. haha. cant wait to correct my squint.. :D
(gettng more irritated by it.. stuck with it for almost 10 yrs!!)

11. wishig that there will be no more fights between friends but some are just inevitable. like you dont wanna fight but sometimes people just do somethings to make you wanna quarrek with them.
(im not impkying to anyone. so dont be paranoid.)

12. wishing that i will stop thinking about things which i know that is impossible to be even happening.

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ok. i guess i just have to admit to what christine has said. she often say that im prone to acidents and i have no chore but to agree with her.
let me tell you about the accidents i have in my life:

1. P1 i used to fal down alot of times and on both my kneecaps there are some disgusting scars which i want to get rid of..

2. this continued to P2.. -.-

3. P3 nothing serious happen..

4. P4. the most dreadful year of my whole 14 year of life.
-i sprained my ankle while going down the stairs and my leg have to be put on cast for 1 month and i have to be on crothches.. i hate that.
-theres one more time when i fall down at the parade square the rough rough floor and my forehead scratched aginst the floor and i have to go for stitches and then theres the stupid bloody scar on my forehead. I HATE IT!!

5. nothing serious happen and same for P6.

6. then sec 1, i sprain my ankle again but not very serious but it hurts when i walk.
(at that time. not now since it has already recovered.)

7. sec 2. until now. everything is fine. except for 1 ime during pe leson, christine cut my leg with the floor ball stick and it hurts alot. and then i think just a few days back, i cut my leg but i dont know when and where i cut it.

see, my life is like "full of acidents" and sometimes i will even trip when im walking. ._______________.

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ok. i think thats all for today. a pretty long post. like a rubbish that im talking about. -.-
bye!