today was a usual day in school except fot that i didnt go for speech day.. cause im not playing for symphonic movement.. so i came home and revise abit for the upcoming MYE.. actually this time not muchtopics i also dont know why. (last year got 2 pages this year only 1..) anw, but alot of things tested on one subject.. >____<

lucky starting with chinese.. not much to study except just flip through the notes.. hen followed by english then so on and so forth..

today, i made a decision that i know i will regret but what done cannot be undone.. i know i will regret it but its really my last choice.. ialso wanna go but i no need go.. and theres no use in going.. though i really regret it alot.. been thinking about it on the way home.. tried to forget it by doing homework. it does help a little.. (:

I HATE YOU!!
(not revealing who is it..)

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my aim for the mid-year is to do better in all subjects than last year.. but i dont think i can loh.. .______. sian..

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these few days, life is so so so luan.. every single thing.. i dont like the month of april.. everything just dont seem right.. once one thing goes wrong, everything will be.. i dont know why..
im hoping for a miracle to happen but its clear to me that it will not..


its really hard to say goodbye..