idk if its me or if its the night that making me feel so insecure. my mind runs wild at times when im all alone, trying to get some sleep/trying to get some alone time. very wild, in fact. i start thinking of the future, thinking about all the negative things & end up crying myself to sleep. adding trouble to my life right? i know. how i wish i can stop my mind from all these negative thoughts. & the only way is to sleep. sighhhh.

baby, i miss you so much right now. i was happy through most part of the day but idk why im feeling so sad now. i want a hug from you, telling me its okay nothing's gonna happen. :( 

this is the reason why i hate nights.