Wednesday, January 18, 2012

without you, day 1.

THIS BOY WENT BACK TO MALACCA, FIRST THING THIS MORNING. 
i miss him so so so so so so so much. <3<3<3
cried alot yesterday night. held it in for the whole day. it felt terrible. i guess i just cant bear to let him leave, just not used to life without him. say that im dependent on him? yeah, i admit. without him around, theres no one to sweettalk me, no one to make decisions for me, no one to hug me, no one to cheer me up, no one for me to disturb. cried so much that my eyes were damn swollen this morning. FML. but i told myself i will be strong, waiting for him to come back. :) 
was so worried the whole morning about him. worried because idk where he is, idk how he is, idk if he is safe. BUT! he called me at around 4+ & told me he reach there safely le! finally can put my mind at ease. :)))) super happy to hear his voice because i didnt see him since yesterday afternoon! 
he wont be in singapore for 8 days. :( so longggg. so not used to having him around. so not used to not receiving his goodmorning & goodnight texts. it sucksss. got through the first day! 7 days left! ^^ maybe he will come back earlier? heehee. just hoping to see him real soon! 
oh well, will be posting every single day for the next 8 days till he come back! (eh! i kept my promise okay! hahaha) well, keeping myself entertained, letting him know im safe, whatever. hahaha

baby, im fine! :) i hope you are too! hows seeing your grandparents after not seeing them for about 2 years? miss them so much right? i bet they miss you too! & i miss you too! hahaha abit extra. eh, you never keep your promise lehhhh. you say will contact me, contact your head! hahahaha but i understand its hard to find internet/wifi there. ;) no worries okay? just keep yourself safe! &&& overseas calls very expensive lehhh! dont need always call me okay? i know you miss me but no need like that luh. :p HAHAHA. SO BHB. just come back soon okay? & you this pi gu! say want help me to carry drinks back to my house for CNY in the end, carry until go back malacca uh?!?!?!? !@#$%^&*)(!@#$%^&*)( make me wake up so early in the morning & went down to help me ahma push 5 big cartons of drinks home. my arms nearly break. T.T dont friend you then you know!?!? hahah & yknow something? my mummy prepared a ang pao for you lehhh! inside how much idk luhhh, but WHAT IS THIS. SHE LIKE YOU SO MUCH UH UH UH UH. EH THEN I DONT HAVE UH?!? WHAT IS THIS. HAHAHAH okay luh, i dont want disturb you alr ( bet youre laughing when you see this! ugh, evil pi gu!) lastly, my flu is better alr! but still not fully recovered yet! i will take care of myself! you too okay? :) muacks muacks! i love youuuuuuu! :*:*:* 

baby, watch this! this is sooooo sweeeeeet! 
i would die, not being able to see you for so long. :( not kidding. 

(this picture is for you, baby! i know you miss me! ^^ hahaha) 

anws! was busy busy the whole day! went market with my mum & ahma this morning! bought 5 cartons of drinks & mandarin oranges back for CNY! i tell you, its freaking heavy!! my arms nearly broke. -.- sweating like a mad cow when i came home. tsk. 
went to BBQ bak kwa when i reached home! (smelly alr, might as well finish all the smelly chores first. hahah) pretty easy job! no prob for me! ;) 
accompanied my mum back to her office to get some stuffs & 90% of her colleagues asked her this question :
'your daughter uh? this year sec 2 uh?' 
I WAS LIKE HELLO. IM TURNING 17 THIS YEAR. PLEASE. -.- 
i heard this like over 10 times today. but, i heard compliments too! saying im pretty & tall & has good figure! hahaha LOLOL ^^ 
came back home & removed my bling bling nail polish & tried french manicure but failed. :( & now my nails are naked. HAHAH shall try again tmr afternoon! since im so freeeee ~~~

okayyyy, my baby called me just now & told me to sleep early! hahaha i shall be a good girl! since im waking up at 8+ to go cushion cover shopping with my mummy & ahma tomorrow! :) 
BYEBYE. 

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