my valentine,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO YOU, BABY! <3

this is the second year that we are spending valentine's day together! heh same valentine for 2 years. \m/ happy girl. im blessed with such a boyfriend like you. i thank you for your love for this past 1 year, 2 months & 23 days. i dont deny that there were no quarrels, heartbreaks or anything else. whats a relationship without those anyway? im the cause of most of the problems. im sorry baby. i didnt mean to hurt you. without your love & understanding, we couldnt have make it this far. i dont ever want to take you for granted. i dont ever want to remember how it was like before you or how it would be without you. i dont ever want to forget our first kiss or our last touch, or let a day go by without telling you how much you mean to me & how deeply im in love with you & how much i need you. i dont ever want you to doubt the way i feel or how much happier i am because of you. baby, love is cute when its new but love is beautiful when it lasts. <3 

i know, this valentine's day is worse than last year. you cant go out & i know i have no one else to blame but myself. if not for my willfulness, all these wouldnt have happened. im sorry for everything that happened. it has been hard on you, darling. i know, you dont want to ask for permission to go out is because youre afraid that many things will happen. i know you are scared that she might do something to hurt me again. baby, i feel the same way too. im always worried if she will do something to hurt you. you say you would rather let me hate you than let her hurt me. you know i will never never hate you. i will always understand why you do what you are doing. if i can choose, i rather let her do whatever she want to me, in exchange for your freedom. because youre worth it. <3 remember, i'll brave the storm with you, no matter how heavy the rain is. your family is incorrigible, & im really upset by how they treat you. we have been through so much, this is peanuts. :) i swear, i would still want to be your girl in my next life. <3<3

well, promise we would go out & have a post-valentine celebration real soon okay? ;) i wanna watch the vow. <3 although we had a extraordinary celebration this morning! heh i really enjoyed myself! 

my boy, gave me 9  kinder joy with 5 handmade foam roses just now! <3<3 heehee looks like im still a kid in your eyes uh? then you will have to spend more time doting on this kid! :p remember what you said! 1 rose, everyday. looking forward to it! & a gift from you, taste exceptionally delicious! heh.

once again, happy valentine's day to you baby! im looking forward to many more valentine's day with you! i hope you like your present! <3<3 please always smile, because you look nicer when you smile & most importantly, i will always be your reason to smile. 

my dear, if i had to choose between breathing & loving you, i would use my last breath to tell you 'i love you'. <3<3