16 months.

HEY BABY, HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARY! ;)

we have come a long long way together! & im glad that you have never left me. heehee youre awesome. really. yknow something? after being together for so long, it makes me even more comfirm that youre the only one i want to spend the rest of my life with. :) to the others reading this, you may feel cheesy, mushy or whatever. i dont care. im saying words from the bottom of my heart. & i really mean it. <3<3

i found it really sweet when my grandmother told me about her love story with my grandfather (she told me because i asked, of course) heehee. soooo, they met through a blind date & uhm, it was love at first sight? sweet. <3<3 hmm, if im not wrong they were each other's first love. i always enjoy listening to other people's love story, like my grandparents' or disney's love story. but, what matter to me more is that im creating a love story of my own with you, my love. a story unlike any other. ^^

sure, we fight & i get sad sometimes but this relationship is the best thing in my life besides my family & friends. im hapy because of you & despite our arguments, i'd only be unhappy if we weren't together. <3 someone once told me. 'when a guy cries because of  a relationship, thats when you know he cares. he cries because he lost you over one stupid little thing. not all guys are the same, some are douches & wont give a fuck if he just got dumped. but when a guy cries over you, over your relationship ending, you know hes a keeper. so dont fuck it up even more. take the opportunity to show him that you care too. its not always the guys that fucks up. its the girls also.' this is really true. im sorry if i hurt you baby. i know, i said i wouldnt. :( i really didnt mean it. but i kept to one promise! that we will tell each other anything that happens! im proud of that! heehee.

again, we werent able to go out & celebrate. but, i had a great morning with you! im sure things will turn out better once poly starts! ^^ right? im looking forward to dates starting next month! you have kept me waiting long enough! :)

last but not least, i love you.