WTF.

whats up with parents these days? seriously. 

first, my 'dad'. EX DAD I MEAN. he totally suck. big time. 

come on, you dont want pay for my poly education nor my laptop & now, you dont even want to give us that little amount of money for pocket money every month? how fucked up can you get? seriously. just twp sets of formal wear for my sis & i & youre like 'why me again? just gave you $100 each.' my mum is paying for our poly education, daily expenses & all. that hard to even buy that for us? yknow what? go fuck off. with that woman that you gave us up for her. dont come back for us when she leaves you okay. dream on that we will want you back. we shall see about it. cant wait till im 21. i wont have to go out with you ANYMORE. the word 'daddy' has become so unfamiliar to me. has not been saying that word for at least 5 years alr? dont expect me to say it anymore. get it right. i have no father ever since i was 10. im getting along fine with it. & i will continue to be. I HATE YOU. 

next, love's mum. i know i have no right to say anything about her but she is really getting on my nerves. at chalet, she called you 2 times to ask if im there with you. you lied saying that im not there & she even asked you to go home straight away if im there. wtf. i will never be your mother's favourite. idk whats going to happen in future. but right now, i feel so tired. everytime i go out with you, its like walking in a field filled with dynamite everywhere. she will call out of nowhere & thats it. come on, youre turning 17 next week alr. im really sick of it. not worth it breaking up with you because of her. i know but im really tired alr love. idk how long i can hold on. 

whats becoming to this world? someone, save me. im getting even more disappointed each day by what our parents are doing. my mood is really at its very bottom now. i could cry any moment. fuck this shit.