Saturday, March 10, 2012

unable to make up for.

HELLO. 

soooooo, poly is going to start soon! im not really looking forward to it though. ._. siansation. idk whats wrong with me. everyone's looking forward to it, but not me. 

anyway, heading down to IT fair tomorrow with family to get my laptop! :) happy girl. thinking of getting most prolly a toshiba laptop? we shall see about it tomorrow! 

i guess, i havent been able to put it behind me. every little thing reminds me of my late ah gong. so many things that i regret not doing or i regret doing. :( i wish. he could come back to us. i know its impossible. its just too hard for me to handle. i have never told anyone about this. not my family, nor my boyf. i dont want them to worry. i dont think im strong enough to face reality. :( time will heal everything? but how long will it take? :( ah gong, i miss you. this is the 19th day youre gone.

okay, bye.

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