it must have been love.

hey dearest,

today is your birthday. happy 17th birthday! its really great knowing you & being there for you. im glad youre strong enough to fight for our love, knowing that no matter how many times we fought, youre always there for me, giving me the courage to move on & ask me not to give up. youve always been there for me & always willing to accompany me with an open arms. :) its your birthday! please be more mature & stop being so childish! HAHAHA dont give me your innocent look when you know you did something wrong! dont work on me! hee. its a sad thing that we cant celebrate your birthday this year. :( because of your mother. well, i hope you enjoyed this morning short time together baby! dont worry, we will find a day after poly starts & go out for a mini belated celebration okay? & you will get your present then too! ^^ thank you for everything! enjoy your day to fullest yeah (although i know you prolly wont) ? 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! 

in life, we learn lessons. sometimes we learn it the hard way, sometimes we learn too late. for me, i learn lessons too late. i need to say im sorry & this is the best way i know how. we had a big fight just yesterday. it totally suck. :( im sorry love. its all because of me. i will try to change okay? i promise. :)

Remember you're with me, I'm glad that you're mine and I'm yours. But just remember some things, I hate it when we fight, I hate the way we ignore each other, I hate when I'll cry every night. Nothings will ever make me smile if we let each other down. Baby don't forget that you're the only one who'll make me smile, you're the only one who'll make my day. don't forget, that you're my everything. Remember the day we met? We did not expect us to be what we are today. But I realised for somethings, I never ever thought a guy like you would ever come to me. Of all why you? Perhaps you will be my other half. Nothing can describe the way I feel when I'm with you. You're the sunrise to my day, I'll do the same to you too. When I need you, I know you will be there. I know you're trying your best. Baby please don't have any doubts, after every down we face. I really love you, with my only heart and sou. You're my only one. xoxo *hearts*

iloveyou. <3<3