its been a long journey.

HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY SWEETHEART! ^^ 

so coincidentally, april is the month that you turn 17 & its also our 17th monthsary! heehee okay, no link.

soooooooooo, poly life has started & its the 2nd week tomorrow alr! please work hard okay? i dont want you to fail any modules in year one! but dont stress yourself out too! :) i know you can do it. <3

remember the first day we first started talking to each other? `cause thats what started you and i. even till today, i can still remember that day clearly. that day has officially become one of the days that i will remember for the rest of my life. i hope its the same for you too. :) whatever we may do, you are here for me &  i'll be there for you. remember, im your 24/7 girlfriend! :D 

right from the start, i have put my 100% trust in you. trusting you is my decision, proving me right is your choice. & i believe, i never made the wrong choice. <3 thank you for everything that you have given me the past 17 months. it meant alot to me. i hope all that doesnt change. im not perfect, neither are you. thats why i dont expect you to be a perfect boyfriend. i always believe that its okay to fight, its okay to have disagreements because thats what makes us stronger.

honestly, i dont need someone that sees whats good about me. i need someone that sees the bad, and still wants me. in the past 16 years of my life, everyone that i met asked me why my eyes were that weird. but i do not have an answer to that. the only thing i know is that it has been like this since i was 4 years old. its not like i had a choice & come on, i dont want to look like this too. i faced discrimination at times but well, those are what made me who i am today. baby, youre the first person that i met that has never asked me why my eyes were the way they were & has never treated me like a different person. that meant alot to me because you accept me for who i am. i still remember the day when i had my operation, before i went in, you told me 'i dont think you need the operation. you look pretty just the way you are'. do you know that my heart melted when i heard that. thank you baby, for accepting me for who i am. :') 

i love you. i always will.

`cause there will be no sunlight, if i lose you baby. there will be no clear skies, if i lose you baby. just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same. if you walk away, everyday it will rain, rain, rain. promise. promise me you wont leave.