Tuesday, May 22, 2012

18 months together.

HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY TO YOU BABY! <3
i just want you to know, i really love you. i really do. i never want to lose you. i know its cheesy but this is how i feel. i know im not the best thing out there but im trying to be one of your best ever, thank you baby, for choosing such a messed up girl like me to be your girlfriend. thank you for being mine. i really cant see myself with anyone else but you. i know perhaps i say i love you too many times, but each time i say it, my feelings grow more & more for you. 
its true. i have thoughts of leaving you before. i was thinking perhaps your life would be better without me because i feel like im burdening you. baby, i just want you to know, if one day i leave you. i choose to leave not because of my own selfish reasons but i just know that things will be worse if i stay. i hope one day i wont have to do that. you mean so much more to me than you will ever know. <3
i know im demanding, im fussy, i always like to guailan you, im not perfect. :( but i am trying my best to be a better girlfriend for you. but, im not perfect. neither are you. to say the truth, you really piss me off at times HAHAH stop giving me the innocent look when you know you have done something wrong okay! 
(read more in the card & the message i send you last night!)

thanks for coming to NYP to pick me up after school! ^^ 
went to suntec for dinner & we had astons! the food is cheap & we had a filling meal too! heehee & thanks for the fondue treat baby! 
its been a long long long time since we went out to celebrate! sorry that you had to skip CCA just to make time for me! i really appreciate it alot! heehee. 
i had a fun time with you today!

this is the card that i forgot to pass to you just now /: haiz, sotong me! give you the next time i see you! remind me okay! heehee.

i love you. i always will. <3
no measure of time with you will be long enough. but lets start with forever.

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