AWESOME PEEPS.

THIS POST, IS DEDICATED TO THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. :)

in no particular order, i shall start my post. 

CHRISTINE YANG ` MY BITCH. 

best friend for 4 years in secondary school. 

im sorry i wasnt there for you when you were feeling upset, im sorry i wasnt there for you 24/7. 

thanks for making my secondary school life a very good one. thanks for being there when i need you. thanks for all those time that we spent having heart to heart talks. :) 

we call each other the most ridiculous names, we bully each other like nobody's business, we laugh like some  mad women, we quarrel, we did almost everything. those are what shaped us today, best friends. 

we said, even when we are going to different polys, we prolly would have lesser time for each other, but we would still be best friends. 

just had a heart to heart talk with her a few days ago, & it was so fun hahah. its been a long long time since we last talked on the phone for almost an hour. i miss those good days. but well, we are both busy with different things in our lifes. /: 

BITCH, im glad youre happy with life in poly. prolly having better times compared to secondary school. you said theres a girl thats just like me. (hopefully she didnt replace me? /: ) i hope we can find more time to meetup & catchup more! i love you, twinneh <3

'A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.' - Walter Winchell.

HAN JIA DING ` MY BROTHER.
waaaaaa, want find one photo of you alone also so hard! ._. but managed to find one! finally hahah.
friends for almost 3 years. i wouldnt have got to know him if not for her. i remember back then, the 5 of us were known as the 豆豆 clique. sound so silly but i had fun with them. :) but slowly things changed & our conversations got lesser & lesser. however, that didnt change our friendship. we only got closer when i got into NYP, after the freshmen orientation. you told me, i cry nit because im weak but because i have been strong for too long. i guess i know what you mean now. :)
thanks for being there for me when i really needed someone & thanks for listening to all my never ending troubles. thanks for showing me care & concern & thanks for being so nice to me. thanks for lending a listening ear when you are not having a good time too as well & thanks for making time to talk to me. he's perhaps the one of those guys who treat me super nice besides my boyfriend or secondary school close friends. thanks kor. :)
must be wondering why im so close to him right? because he can understand how i feel. hes the only one that i know that has been through what im going through now. the feeling where no one knows how you feel really sucks. i thank god that i have him who is always willing to help me out. i appreciate that alot.
even though we are not really siblings, i really feel that youre a big brother to me. :) thanks for everything. you stay strong too alright? time will heal everything. anything can come find me, i will always be here. ^^ i love you (as a brother) <3

JEROME LEE ` MY BOYFRIEND.

(HEEHEE IGNORE HAOWEN'S FACE BEHIND. :P )
1 year 4 months. who would have thought we would be together for so long? but its true, we are still together now.
对他, 我有说不完的对不起和谢谢.
im sorry for all those heartbreaks that i caused you, im sorry for all those days & nights that i messed up. im sorry for taking you for granted at times, im sorry for throwing my tantrums at you. im sorry for being such a sucky girlfriend, sometimes i dont think i deserve you. im sorry for those times where i said hurtful words that hurt you & i only apologise after that when i could have stopped myself from saying all those things. im sorry for asking too much from you, im sorry for being so demanding. im sorry for needing you so much. im sorry for those times when i keep pushing you away but you know, that wasnt what i really want.
thank you for your love through this 16 months, thank you for all those encouraging words. thank you for all those small thoughts, thank you for the gifts. thank you for staying by my side, thank you for not giving up on me, not giving up on us. thank you for all those memories that we have created together. thank you for being there for me. thank you for seeing the real me & still willing to stick around.thank you for giving in always just so that we can maintain a quarrel-free relationship.thnak you for trying to put a smile on my face every single day.
i know you have never blamed me for all those things that i did wrong, but thats what making me very guilty as well. /:
i can never find another guy that love me like you do. perhaps not in this lifetime.
life with me hasnt always been an easy ride. thanks for staying by my side & thank you for putting in so much effort in keeping our relationship going. i get jealous over little things & i know that make me look so silly. but hey, i get jealous, i get mad, i get worried, i get curious but thats all only because i care.
baby, please always know that even if i have a hundred reasons to leave you, i'd still look for that one reason to fight for you. thats my promise. <3
OH & IF YOURE MINE, YOURE ONLY MINE! CALL ME SELFISH BUT IM SORRY, IM NOT SHARING! ^^
i love you.

im the kind of girl who overthink too much & always dampen up her day. /: i used to want to be remembered as the girl who smile even when her heart is broken, & the one who could always brighten up your day even if she couldnt brighten up her own. however now, i know i cant always acheive what i want to do but i know i tried. after so long of trying to stay strong, my walls are startign to crumble down. i need a break from these forced laughters & fake smiles. many a time, im fine, im just not happy.
i wake up each morning, thanking god that i can still see a better tomorrow & that i have such wonderful friends around me. they are the ones that care about me & still continue to stay even after seeing the real me. thanks guys. <3
i always wonder, how would life be without you guys. miserable maybe? /:

HEEHEE ENOUGH RANTING & MUSHY WORDS. BYE.