Monday, October 1, 2012

the best i can i ever ask for.






25th September 2012.
out with my buddies to teo heng! hell, that was lots of fun! first time hearing them sing and heehee, kinda unexpected but it was damn damn damn fun. :) headed to play at the sky garden before going to dakota for dinner! totally enjoyed my day with them and thanks jarrett for sending me home that night. 


September wasnt a nice month because we kept fighting. :( i dont like to quarrel with you. i hope what i wanted to say to you has gotten through. because i dont want to have to explain to you anymore. remember, its our last chance. prove me wrong. 
i dont want to lose you over something that doesnt affect the both of us directly. fuck whatever your friends say. i dont give a shit anymore. tell them whatever you want. you have your freedom of speech, so do they. it goes the same to me and my friends as well. but who are they to judge me when they dont fucking know anything. photos on FB means shit seriously. afterall, its up to you if you want believe me. photos on FB, im not going to remove it because i dont have a guilty conscience.  i hope things will change for the better. really.  this is a relationship between me and you. not between your friends, my friends nor your family. i had enough. up to you if you want to believe what she say, i can tell you none of that shit is true. for the last time, 我跟他之间真的没有什么,信不信由你。but if there is something really going on between us is what you guys want to see, you know im capable of doing it right baby? i mark my words. sorry for making it sound so harsh. 
like what i said, im a Sagittarius. i need my freedom. i dont want to be in a relationship with no trust, a relationship that i cant have any guy friends. 
i love you. i still do.

mummy bought mini snow skin moon cakes! forever my favourite. *.* you jelly? hahaha went down to vivo with love just to collect it. abit siao uh? from orchard all the way to vivo just for moon cakes and back to AMK. LOLOL. anyway, the moon cakes are really special and nice! heehee. 
thank you love for doing so much for me. that includes going out with my mum and sis to get cupboards for my bedroom, re-arranging the whole layout of my bedroom. 辛苦你了. <3 p="p">




back to the good old days. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
went back to YCK on saturday to have a band alumni meeting about the upcoming concert and uhm, the attendance was pathetic. thats all i can say. LOL. i had fun laughing with these crazy kiddos and i certainly miss them. hope shengda like the A&F cologne that we bought for him!
best friends for 4 years and still counting on. :)
















mid-autumn festival yesterday! :) 
tried vegetarian tze char for the first time yesterday. not too bad! it taste just like the normal one! hahaha 
headed to chinese garden with jarrett and sean to watch fireworks and lanterns display! had a great time with them walking around the garden and taking photos! hahaha walked to JCube and watched ice hockey with the boys while waiting for vanessa! awesome game~ we should watch it again heehee. 
these two boys ah, keep making me run today. -.- i managed to catch up with them! hahah yeah~ girl power! 
prata at bukit gombak, somewhere near jarrett's house. prata like so so leh cause i feel like im consuming smoke instead of prata. wtf. 
went to xiaoguilin at bukit batok to play with lanterns, sparklers and candles! ahhhh childhood memories! its 1.20am and we are playing around like kids. ^^ next year, mid autumn festival, we have a date at the exact same place. deal? 
cabbed home while they stayed over at jarrett's house. my mum PMS and dont let me stay. i was like dafug. and luckily buddies was nice enough to send me off. and once again, sean's jacket landed up with me again HAHAHA because i forgot to return to him. oops. 
these buddies, i would never trade anything for them. i love my buddies. <3>

two of my bestest bestest guy friends. forever saying sarcastic remarks to me but can always make me smile. hahaha they always think im retarded LOL. but thats okay. i hope our friendship will last a lifetime. thanks for being such nice friends and dont be too touched when you see this. HAHAHA  

OKAY BYE.

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