fuck off.

i may not be the prettiest girl, i may not be the nicest/kindest girl. but i will always try to be there for you. but should you give up trying, why should i continue to try too? :( 

stuck in a point of life where idk what to do anymore. stay at the same place or move on? its not easy to maintain a relationship for 19 months. whats more, my first relationship. it hasnt been the best, with his family objecting and everything. recently, i have come to realize that perhaps his family isnt the big barrier between us after all. perhaps its the fact that we are in different polys. i used to think that things would be easy depite us being in different polys. but. im wrong. with the different timetables and everything, its hard to meetup, not say going out. im sick of it, to say the truth. if you ask me whens the last time we went out together, i really cant remember. :( 

tell me what to do instead of saying sorry every single time when you know it doesnt help at all. 

或许, 放手后, 我们会比较幸福.

how does talking to another guy when youre in a relationship makes you a slut? if that is true, does it mean that i cant have any friends that are of the opposite sex since im in a relationship? wtf? bitch please. just so you know, my clique consists of 6 boys and 2 girls. does that make the both of us, girls, sluts? or is it just because that someone is someone that used to be very dear to you?

theres nothing going on between us. i dont have to explain so much but i really hate getting scolded by people when i did nothing wrong. dafug. seriously. surely, i dont have to report everything to everyone yeah? i have my freedom to what i want to post. 

my life. my choices. my lessons. my mistakes. not your business.

i really should start doing my work instead of blogging, facebook-ing and tweeting. :(

OKAY BYE.