today was a usual day in school except fot that i didnt go for speech day.. cause im not playing for symphonic movement.. so i came home and revise abit for the upcoming MYE.. actually this time not muchtopics i also dont know why. (last year got 2 pages this year only 1..) anw, but alot of things tested on one subject.. >____<

lucky starting with chinese.. not much to study except just flip through the notes.. hen followed by english then so on and so forth..

today, i made a decision that i know i will regret but what done cannot be undone.. i know i will regret it but its really my last choice.. ialso wanna go but i no need go.. and theres no use in going.. though i really regret it alot.. been thinking about it on the way home.. tried to forget it by doing homework. it does help a little.. (:

I HATE YOU!!
(not revealing who is it..)

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my aim for the mid-year is to do better in all subjects than last year.. but i dont think i can loh.. .______. sian..

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these few days, life is so so so luan.. every single thing.. i dont like the month of april.. everything just dont seem right.. once one thing goes wrong, everything will be.. i dont know why..
im hoping for a miracle to happen but its clear to me that it will not..


its really hard to say goodbye..

hellos. havent update for quite a few days. pretty lazy to update.

lots of things are going through my mind these days. about school, band, exams and especially you..

topics for art exams are out alr.
1. emotions
2. a walk to distance
3. time and tide waits for no man
4. nature

i wonderhow im going to draw it.. going crazy liao.. i seriously got no idea what to draw.

actually these few days my mood is like going up and down.. i also dont know why..
and my handphone dont want cooperate with me.. today cannot activate.. alr very pek cek alr still like that.. wat the fish.. actually i also dont know why i feel so frustrated.. .______.

friday 24 apr

had the chinese 小白龙 competition in hall for the last period.. pretty nervous in the first place but after that ok liao.. then in the end, both the teams of 201 (international and singapore team) won the competition. (: and shihui is suppose to go up and collect the price then she dont want.. then she ask me go up.. then i shake hand with the teacher then 204 chi tchr want take photo but i just walk away. hahaha. and the price was popular voucher $10 each.. .____.
then after that went to band room.. then play doenka exp all over and over again.. hahaha. damn fun.. then after that band room only left me, liyana, christine, cong and deborah with hong kai and some alumnissssss.. then we play truth or dare.. damn funny.. then we have lots of fun 'entertaining' the alumnissss too.. hahaha.
then we went to popular to spend my $10 voucher which we spent it on snacks. hahaha. then we went to our usual spot in amk hub to eat the things. hahaha. consider my treat to the rest of them right?? hahaha.

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life is full of ups and downs which then makes it interesting right? but sometimes these ups and downs can caus alot things to happen and lots of frutration can come in too..


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thats all for today.. gonna prepare for tomorrow school day again.. .______.

hello! today is yet a long day.. and the thought of having to go school tomorrow is really killing me and i really wish to just stay at home.. like damn freaking tired lah..

and guess what..
iris lim shi hui broke her record ytd and slept only at 12++ going to 1.! i know thats kinda lame but i never slept so late.. ok maybe when i was small.. around 5-6 yrs old?? with my sis. hahaha. we used to play or rather mess up our room and just leave the mess there and then go to sleep. and sometimes or most of the tim, we sleep at 3+. but now, studies getting up with us and have to concentrate more have to sleep earlier.. haha.

and im damn freaking bored!! like theres nothing in the world for me to do.. like everyday is just study and study and study.. my mum expects me to do well for the MYE but i dont even know if i can loh. i hate maths alot and i know i cant do well in it.. and im damn worried about it. the maths questions dont always hvae a definite answers and you can go crazy just finding the answer for one question. and maths is really driving me crazy lah.

how i wish that.

1. lfe could be more relaxing..

2. laugh around with friends all day long.

3. become more richer by t least $300??
(i dont think thats even possible..).______.

4. my mum will give me my own cashcard and let me use it..
(yah. and in my dreams she will ever let me have it.. ): )

5. studies will improve and do better in maths.

6. go to a good class next year.
(preferbly 301/302??) if thats possible.. :)

7. wishing that my life would be more interesting..

8. new clothes and shoes!! and a new bag!!

9. go shopping with friends this year end or june holidays and get some new stuffs.

10. get my squint to be corrected as soon as possible. an operation by the eye checkup? thats what the doctor said. she say if i want she can arrange for it. haha. cant wait to correct my squint.. :D
(gettng more irritated by it.. stuck with it for almost 10 yrs!!)

11. wishig that there will be no more fights between friends but some are just inevitable. like you dont wanna fight but sometimes people just do somethings to make you wanna quarrek with them.
(im not impkying to anyone. so dont be paranoid.)

12. wishing that i will stop thinking about things which i know that is impossible to be even happening.

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ok. i guess i just have to admit to what christine has said. she often say that im prone to acidents and i have no chore but to agree with her.
let me tell you about the accidents i have in my life:

1. P1 i used to fal down alot of times and on both my kneecaps there are some disgusting scars which i want to get rid of..

2. this continued to P2.. -.-

3. P3 nothing serious happen..

4. P4. the most dreadful year of my whole 14 year of life.
-i sprained my ankle while going down the stairs and my leg have to be put on cast for 1 month and i have to be on crothches.. i hate that.
-theres one more time when i fall down at the parade square the rough rough floor and my forehead scratched aginst the floor and i have to go for stitches and then theres the stupid bloody scar on my forehead. I HATE IT!!

5. nothing serious happen and same for P6.

6. then sec 1, i sprain my ankle again but not very serious but it hurts when i walk.
(at that time. not now since it has already recovered.)

7. sec 2. until now. everything is fine. except for 1 ime during pe leson, christine cut my leg with the floor ball stick and it hurts alot. and then i think just a few days back, i cut my leg but i dont know when and where i cut it.

see, my life is like "full of acidents" and sometimes i will even trip when im walking. ._______________.

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ok. i think thats all for today. a pretty long post. like a rubbish that im talking about. -.-
bye!

hello. today is just another ordinary day..

today, did the same routine.. did some homeworks, revise, watch tv and things like taht.. thats a boring life right? i know.. and i spent quite a long time on doing the maths questions.. the one one simultaneous equations..do until i damn pek cek.. and i use alot of correction tape. -.-

at night.. talk on the phone with liyana and we were laughing until like shit. i found out that im finally back to my usual self after somethings happen.. but glad to be back to my usual self.. hahaha.


ok. just some pics:






friends are meant to be kept deep down in you heart. and thinking of them will keep you warm.

(some form of randomness by me..??)

thats all for today. gtg. my mum is going to shout at me soon. haha.

p.s: yesterday, my mum brought me to make new lenses. and guess what.. i dont need to waer bifocal lenses anymore!! im so happy!! haha. i can change to normal menses liao. finally after 2 years?? haha. (being super hyp-up) hahaha
and soon, you guys will see me in my news lenses.. :D
(hopeing i wont look weird.. :P )

hi guys.. i know i havent been posting or quite a few days.. cause very lazy on comp and busy with school homework..

been pretty buy thses few days.. with school work all that.. and i have to work extrahard this year as it is streaming this year and i wanna beat my sis.. (though i always do.. hahaha.) ok.. had history and geo common test today.. was pretty easy.. cause i studied and i guess most of it where i studied came out.. so should be able to score pretty well.. (hope so..) :)

things in life have been better in a way some way somehow.. like studies and all that stuff.. but for friendship maybe not.. had a dispute with christine today.. and it was pretty harsh in a way..
because of some stupid reason and like i cried.. is like damn wth lah..

anw, im going to sleep alr.. very tired..



having you in my life really makes me feel better.. (or well, at least abit?)

today is good friday.. which means no school, no COMMON TEST!! yeah!! okok.. (randomness..)

today is a stay at home day for me.. ;( so sian.. watch tv all day long.. actually intended to do maths homework but lazy do.. haha. then slack whole day.. with me alone in the house.. is bored until dont know like what shit la.. -.-

yesterday the band have the post-syf celebration in school. lots of food to eat.. haha. but only ate a little bit.. dont have much appetite.. then after that, come home, damn freaking tired so just bathe, change and sleep.. and guess what.. i broke my own record.. yesterday i slept at 8!! is like damn omg lah..

but yesterday was a pretty unlucky day though..
1. morning when walking to mr tie's homeroom, kanna hit by a football in both shin.
2. when walingto next class out f mr tie's homeroom, nearly kanna slammed by the door.
3. during niche, trip over the gong and nearly fall flat on my face.. -.-

yesterday is dont know shuay unil like what shit like that lah.. and the football in the morning also nearly hit ahcong's head.. it just flew by her and hit the wall and then rebounded back and hit me.. -.-"
anw, tag replies!!
(sorry for the damn late reply..)

cong- haha. thx. but i dont think i would do that though.. :)

bry - hi! long time no see liao. hope you are doing fine!!

nicholas - thx. haha. good luck to choir!!

sunicia - haha. you guys are pro too!! jiayous!!

bel - thx!! :D


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p.s : photos will be uploaded next time.. im sorry.. having some difficulty in connecting my phone and the com.. o.o



had a super bad dream last night which makes my day damn moody when i think about it.. :( wonder what it means.....

hey! today is the big day for YCKSB!! it is our syf today!! i think we did our best as guess what we got??

WE GOT GOLD!! haha.

so happy.. at forst when mr ng and ms lu first enter band room, they were looking pretty sad and for a moment, i thought it was going to be bad news.. and guess what.. he asked us if we think we did our best on stage today.. then everybody kept quiet.. then he suddenly exclaimed.. WE GOT GOLD!! then the whole band started to scream and shout and hug each other and some even cried!!

it was really very happy and relieved to know that the band got gold as we only expected silver.. and then everybody was like on cloud nine when they recieve the result.. haha. and all because of christine yang who said that she wouldnt cry but who still cry alot than anybody else.. i cried too.. i guess its all tears of joy..

its our second year in band and our second year together as friends.. its really a memorable experience that we have today and this day will remain in our hearts forever.. it was really very very very very very surprisingly that christine cried.. because, i never see her cry before.. so weird sia.. haha.

ok.. to cut things short, everybody was elated to recieve the good news and i think everybody can sleep very well tonight.. with the wishes come true, i guess it would be a peaceful night.. haha.

and lastly, i would like to thank all my seniors and alumnissssssssss for helping so much.. i will be very very grateful to all of you all.. and also thx mr ng for helping the band so much and ms lu, mr tie for encouraging the band.. :D

and last but not least.. all my fellow friends who is in this syf.. its really a great feling to work with all of you.. you guys ROCK!!

and i think tats all for today.. i wanna go sleep... very tired.. nite everyone!!

p.s: the pics will be uploaded next time as theres something wrong with my com.. :)





no matter you know it or not, you make me happy by just the little things you do..

today， got nothing to post about.. in a way.. yeah.. :) haha. getting freaking frustrated these few days wuth homework and all that stuff and most importantly, my HANDPHONE!! the stupid handphone that i have now is giving me lots of trouble and it cant be turned on.. i also dont know why.. i guess is because the battery is flat already.. sian.. never use handphone for 3 days liao.. :( i think most probably i getting a new handphone today!! yipee!! haha. ok. lol.

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TAGS REPILIES..

christine - hi!! i didnt know you can be so so "funny".. okk. yu better dont throw my shoe off the second storey anymore and stop raping my shoe!! i dont know why you keep wanting my shoe..?? weird girl.. haha.:D opps.. if she see this i so going to get it from her.. haha. butnever mind.. :P

nicholas - hi!!

ah cong - haha. thx. :P

sunicia - hehe. of course la.. friends forever right? haha.

christine - so you dont really agree that the more we fight the better we get right?? so the more better we get the more you can bully me am i right?? haha. and you feel like drinking juice? can tell me la.. i can treat you.. there's lots of juice you know.. erm.. lots see.. orange juice, apple juice, grape juice, bluberry juice? but definitely no pig juice.. haha. ;D

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okk. thats all for today.. i know the tags replies for chirstine is very lame.. but it is to suit her age.. haha. lol.


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lets end with a joke my mummy told me yesterday..

mary's mother has four children. one is named april, the other may and june. what is the name of the fourth child?

i immediately gave the answer july.. but it was mary.. she said it so fast i dodnt hear so kanna trick. lols..

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its been a long, long week.. band, school, tests, band.. with syf creeping up day by day, and mid-year exams coming, dead shit man.. and things are turning weird.. my academic results are getting weird..

i ask u guys something.. is science or d&t easier? many will say d&t right? i would say science is easier.. i scored 12/15 for bio common test.. and today today, just did the d&t common test. when i first saw the paper, i was like omg.. im so gonna fail.. and indeed in the paper, i dont know how to do a single question.. funny right.. and i swear im so not going to take d&t next year.. if i take, im going to fail it 24/7.. :P and i also dont listen in class so doesnt make any difference.. :P

syf is creeping up day by day.. its getting more intense.. alot of bands are got gold with hornours.. and sometimes, the result we get are damn shocking too.. im damn tired.. i wish that syf would faster be over and everything will be over soon.. so tired!!!!!! :o

and my stupid handphone is not working.. it cant be on and i dont know why.. super frustrated.. i feel liek just crushing the stupid phone.. and i havent been using myphone fora couple of days which im going crazy soon.. i want to change my handphone.. and all thx to my handphone, i havent check my messages for days.. and im super sorry if i never reply.. if you want to blame, blame it on my phone for turning itself on me at this point of time.. what the fish..

and i guess thats all for today.. im going to sleep.. im damn tired and theres band practice tomorrow too.. :( nite everyone.. :)