smile!

HELLO! :)

i know my blog is super dead. ._. sorry!

well, band concert is tmr! JIAYOU EVERYBODY! ^^ hee.

aiya i lazy update le! so BYEBYE!



how long will this happiness last? c:

3 wishes !

HELLO PPL! ^^

sorry for neglecting my blog for so long! lazy update. hee.

anws, today is my bday!
thanks to all that wished me! be it on FB or sms! love you all! ^^

anws, had band investiture on fri(10/12)
headed to sofea's house with the sec 3 comm to do the refreshments. had sort of a bonding session there. :)
changed and headed back to school. investiture started and it was awesome! gonna miss the graduating batch of sec 4s!
refreshments were almost finished! ^^ cool.
(shall upload the photos another time!)

well, i lazy to update alr la. so BYEBYE!



just a smile from you. :)

a new beginning ,

HELLO.

sorry for not updating for like so freaking long. my comp spoil so i cant use. will try to update more frequently. :)

hmm.. been having band practices this week. well, really time to start practising. super long nvr touch instrument alr. bleah. lalala.
OH YA. CONCERT IS COMING UP SOON! 27 DEC AT SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL. :) IF YOU'RE INTERESTED, FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME FOR TICKETS!

aiyo, i lazy update le. sorry! :) BYEBYE!



smiles for me? c:

stop playing games.

HELLO.

sorry for MIA-ing for so long. been busy and dont really have time to use comp so yeah.. :(
well, bridging started for like 2 weeks+ alr. and its killing me. so freaking sian can. hope it faster end.

went to watch MEGAMIND with sera, lishan, sumitro and regan on 11/11. watched night movie cos we had bridging in the morning. :) it was awesome! HAHA. laughed like crazy.

im like super duper freaking sian now. trying to find some info for tmr's mock asean conference but srsly cant seem to find anything. and i have no idea what to find also. LOL.
but good thing is can skip bridging tmr. hee.

ugh. forget it. i dont want blog alr. BYEBYE.
p.s the lightning outside is so scary can. :/




you were so close to being mine.

EXAMS, I HATE YOU.

HELLO.

my blog has been dead for more than 2 weeks. SORRY!

well, exams are offcially over! YAY. HAHA.
but dk if can pass not. :( maybe just a pass? hope so ba.

ppl after exams can enjoy but im suffering in school with prisheela. -.-
since mornign 9 until now. so sian. and worst thing still, tmr and sat still hve to come to school though we got no more school. AND. next week, got bridging. SO TIRED.

okay lah. im going for lunch w/ lala, and lishan! :D
so BYEBYE.



in my heart, lies a memory to tell the stars above.

game over.

HELLO.

i know my blog is pretty dead. and i guess it will still be. sorry guys.
internet is down, currently at my uncle's house. ._.
and EOY is just like 7 days away. mugging the past few days. damn tired. :(
so yeah, probably start updating after the exams. didnt know that sec 3 life could be this stressed. blah.

so, lets see. spent the past few days mugging at home.
I FINALLY FINISH MY SS NOTES! SO SHOIK CAN! HAHA. :D
yay. next subject will be emaths. :) then science. and then maybe amaths? :/
well, i kinda give up on amaths alr. its driving me crazy. today went through past year papers during lesson and i was like wth?! i totally forgotten everything. that i have to admit. LOL.
i think i will be happy if i can get 20-40 marks for the paper. ZZ. 
my aim now is to pass all my subjects. maybe aim for B3 and above? except for amaths. like duh. :>

I THINK IM GOING TO GO CRAZY SOON. LOOKING AT THE MOUNTAIN OF BOOKS, I CANT SEEM TO FINISH REVISING. UGH. TIME TO CHOING. :) JIAYOU.

YAY. study + lunch with alexa tmr! <3 HAHA.
gotta knock some maths into that girl :) promised her a treat to pizza hut if she passes her emaths for EOY.
HAHA. for that, ALEXA CHOO NING TING, MUST PASS EOY KAY?

so many things happening in my life now. doesnt seem to even have to time to stop and rest just for a while. :( sigh. i wish time could slow down.
its alr october and its coming to the end of 2010 alr! OMG. so fast. time really flies.

OH. and theres SL carnival like 3 days after exams end? how do we have time to prepare for it? -.-
sec 3 life officially sucks.
but, still life must go on isnt it? LALALA.

im going back to my books alr(sounds like a nerd, doesnt it? ._.)!
kay. BYEBYE.



our game ended before it even begun. like wow?

perhaps, i should have realised it long ago.

HELLO.

today's common test was quite okay. :) glad that i studied. actually dont feel like studying since its not going to be included in CA2. but well, hope that i can pass can alr.

i srsly gotta start studying alr. ._.
gotta be promoted to sec4. just pass EL and 2 other subj.
sounds easy uh. fail EL, kena retain. UGH. zz.
have to buck up alr. :(

lalala.
im addicted to sticky alr! OMG. :)

anws, BYEBYE.



i will stay to the decision i made, and will not waver.

nothing stays the same.

HELLO.

currently blogging in school. :)
supposed to do some maths survey thing but apparently almost half of my class like anyhow do. :D hee.
and im one of them. idc alr. :)

and yeah, this week is so boring. ._.

officially counting down to exams. 18 days more. :/


anws i lazy update so BYEBYE. :)

not that innocent.

HELLO.

sorry for neglecting this blog for so damn long. ._.
been asked to update. ._. HOR SHIHUI. :)

well, a tiring week. though i only attended school for 3 days? lalala.
down with fever, headache, throat infection and eye infection for two days. -.-
better alr. thanks to those that showed concern. love you guys! ♥

and shit. my elearning work still with me leh HOW? :(
when it was due, i wasnt in school. how give sia. teacher sure kp. ugh.forget it.

actually wanted to go out tmr but cancelled it.
but my mummy bringing me to her friend's house for hari raya! YAY.
can eat the yummy food again. BUT i got throat infection. :( who cares. LOL.

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rmb the times when we were young, how much we yearn to grow up and now that we are young adults, we wish that we can rewind the past and just be a innocent kid where there is no backstabbing, heartbreaks, tears on pillow, whatever. and now? everything changes. but what can we do? nothing. absolutely nothing.

all we can do is just endure the pain, face the truth and get on with life. well, thats life for us isnt it?



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6 more days to the end of sept. which also means 24 more days to exams. :x

so many things that i wanna do.

1) get a haircut! going haywire alr. ._.

2) go down to sticky! and get many packets of sweets!

3) koi koi koi. :)

4) time to start mugging. lalala.

i really give up on him alr! believe me. :) but i know you all still wont believe. :(

lalala. BYEBYE.

when will you give me my smile?



here we go, again.

HI. :)

hmmm.. seem to lose track of time during the holiday that past so fast. :/
friday seems like saturday to me, and sunday feels like saturday. -.-
seems like i really dont want to go back to school.

anws,
went to watch FRIED RICE PARADISE yesterday! its damn awesome! :D
hee.
'you want cow? i give you cow pei cow bu' hah. the most epic line.

went united square after that. hee. wanted to try the 'made in candy' sweets. taste kinda weird though. ._.
but still quite nice.
then went home and had dinner.

well, still left with the stupid humans powerpoint still not done. I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING IT.
but if i dont do, 2 other ppl wont have marks too. blah. SO FKING SIAN.

tmr morning sure cnnot wake up one. HAHA. so usd to waking up like 11+ to 12+ this whole week. body alarmclock sure cannot work. :P
CAN I ASK FOR AN EXTENDED HOLIDAY? ^^
lalala.

anws. gotta go do the powerpoint al. BYEBYE. :)



everything seems to be a lie.

little thing that she needs ,

HI. :)

holidays coming to an end alr. :( so fast.
homework still not done yet. OMG. have to choing like siao alr.

anws. been having combined rehearsal during the holidays. seriously waste my time. go there, stay until so late, then say cancel. zz. and my leg got like 2 blisters cos wear court shoes. -.- in the end also cancel.
next week is the actual thing alr. :D YAY. finally going to end alr.

lalala. im going back to my work alr. BYEBYE. :D



i tried to smile, but i cant.

miracles ?

HI. :D

another boring day. LOL.

holidays doesnt seems like holidays lah. :(
flooded with homeworks and have to go back to school for rehearsal. BLAH.
what kind of holiday is this. sucks.

last night, thunder so loud. i woke up in the middle of the night due to it. -.-
zz. damn scary.

anws. BYEBYE. :)




that date. that day. 1 year has past.

11 :11

MORNING. :D

went back to school to collect result slip. ._.
just by hearing what the teacher is saying can feel the stress alr lah. :/
anws yah.
english - C5
chinese - A1
combined humanities - A1
amaths - F9 -.-
emaths - A1
p. chem - C5
p. physics - F9(cos i nvr study for common test-.-)

blah. sucks right? :( really gotta buck up for EOY.

anws, im gonna bathe alr. gotta go back school for band. (:

BYEBYE.



yknow, ppl are becoming so fake nowadays that its so hard to differentiate who's real and who's fake.

♥

HI :)
its elearning once again. ._.
at first cannot even access website. -.- can alr, i see the amt of work i dont feel like doing alr. LOL.
from morning until now, i only finish emaths. HAHA. idc alr. got the whole holiday to do. :D

anws, yah. have been trying to upload photos to FB but it takes a freaking long time. wait until i damn sian.:(

ltr gotta go back to school for parents meeting. blah. dont even know whether my mom going not. zz.

anws i going back to my work. (:

BYEBYE. :)

lock.fuck.love

                                                        my awesome section + mr tie! :D

HI :D

teachers' day celebration on tues was considered a success? kinda. :)
well, tiring but its worth it! hee.
anws. didnt get to go back to primary school due to band photo taking. :(
realised i really miss them alot. really very sad cannot go back la. so many ppl went ytd. blah.
walao. walao. walao. walao. walao. walao. walao. >:(

anws, went KFC with the usual peeps(:
saw pri sch friends there too! awesome! HAHA.

well, went home after that. tired.

no school today! YAY.
tmr and fri also dont have! :D
but need go back school take result slip and fri got band. BLAHBLAH.

so freaking tired these days. craving for KFC's eggtart. :(

BYEBYE. (:



its nvr going to be the same, again.

tell me what i wanna hear ,

HELLO.

19/8/10 thurs
went for band in the afternoon for awhile and then left for yog. (:
went home to changed and meet christine at bout 5 and had dinner and did our homework. HAHA.
met up with aloysius and regan to go for the 2nd game and wow the its super crowded!
went to sit down and the game started!
within 3 mins, singapore scored a goal! awesome! the crowd went wild! HAHA.
and in the end, SINGAPORE WON! 3:2 AGAINST MONTENEGRO.
and of course, singapore went into semi-finals! ahaha.
which is tonight! cant wait to watch.

20/8/10 fri
combined brass and perc seriously damn fun! haha. did remix version of noah's ark storm! but i kinda no mood.
anws, gave yog swimming a miss. gave the tickets to my sister. (:
while i went home to sleep. HAHA.
slept at 8pm and woke up at 12pm the next morning. pig right. ._. OMG.

21/8/10 sat
met christine and the rest at 5 went for dinner and met the others at YMS building. HAHA.
for brassanova concert.
damn cool! they seriously damn pro and the pieces all very nice!
went home after that. (:

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school tmr and homework still not done. die alr.
amaths common test sure gone case. AHHH.

gonna go my homework alr. BYEBYE.



letting go doesnt mean giving up but rather just accepting the fact that there are things that cannot be.

shut up.

HELLO.

sorry for the lack of posts. ._. think this blog going die soon.

sat 14/8/10
went sentosa with sera, lishan, amanda, aloysius, regan, elvis, ramsay, seraphim and her bf(weixiang).
met at 8 in the morning. ._. thanks to somebody.
then ate and went off to sentosa! :D
played volleyball and we poured flour on seraphim as a bday bash and in the end all of us kena. but its fun! HAHA. then went into the sea and play. then came up for snacks then went into sea again. hee.
bathed in the public with the girls. fun! but awkward though. ( WITH CLOTHES ON!)
went outside universal studios awhile. bought somethings from HERSHEY shop. and took some photos and went for dinner. SUBWAY!
after that went to the waterpark and slack while then went home. (:
reached home at 11+.

mon 16/8/10
went for the YOG spectatorship! SOCCER!
IT WAS AWESOME. trust me. (though i dont like soccer.)
its was BOLIVIA vs HAITI.
score was 9 : 0.
bolivia won! the sensation of seeing the players score a goal is damn cool! and you cant resist the temptation to stand up and cheer for them! HAHA.

im going again tmr! YAY.
and swimming spectatorship on friday!

OH. SINGAPORE'S SWIMMING TEAM, RAINER NG. YOU ROCK.
SILVER MEDALIST! AWESOME!
ROCK ON TEAM SG.

im suddenly like turning into a sports fan. OMG. heh.

been having combined rehearsal for 45th anniversary. TIRING.
went there, play 1/2 times then go alr. Zz.
worst thing, fri still have. but im leaving early! :)

anws, im going to do my work alr. homework seems to be incompletable. :( so tired lah. blah.

my sis got A2 for her chinese 'O'! :D awesome.

BYEBYE.


i've had enough.

enjoying the moment ,

MORNING. :D

now its like 6.09am. and im here blogging! HAHA.
cause my family's asleep nobody knows. LOL.

anws. yah. theres school today. so fun isnt it? ._.
boo. amaths classtest. sure fail.

BYEBYE.

NDP = AWESOME!

HI.

9/8/10
a day i wont forget. :D
it has been a long journey. starting from march 2010, started the training. rmb how much we used to hate it last time? and now? 5 months ltr, we love it and dont want it to end.
ytd, marks the end of it.
special memories never to be forgotten, the fun and laughter we had, the awesome dance steps we learned and of course, the superb choreographers we have.
MR DAN, MS SHERMAINE AND JIAHONG. :D
they have been with us through out the whole journey. so much patience, so much hardwork and indeed ytd, everything paid off.
OF COURSE.  NOT FORGETTING MR SIVA, MS HENG, MS LOW AND ALL THE TEACHERS.
they have always been by us encouraging us, supporting us.
NDP has bought us many first times, and many new friends, (:
so sad that it ended but im sure all of us will nvr forget the sensation on stage performing and the applause by the audiences.
NDP ROCK ON.

wee! finally ended!
ytd was really the best day in my life! HAHA. had so much fun throughout the whole day with my friends. laughing, playing. :D
party after the whole performnce was the most awesome part. HAHA. water fight! and taking photos! heh.
reached home at 11+ last night. fell asleep very fast. HAHA.

school starting tmr again. :( blah.
gonna finish up my homeworks! it has been due for weeks. OMG. esp. amaths. -.-

alright. BYEBYE!



wanting to ask a simple question but so afraid of that simple answer.

no more what ifs.

HI.

sat 7/8/10
went for dunman chalet with the comm(s).
was laughing like crazy on the bus. :D HAHA.
walked there and me and christine was laughing over something. heh.
then went there. super awkward. then after that played some games with them then laugh and laugh.
then not so weird alr. (:
forfeit for games : drink 1 full cup of water. ._.
i drank the most. and i went to toilet like 4 times when i reach home?! damn zz.
but it was damn fun! HAHA.
left at 10+. reached home at bout 11+ going 12. :x

sun 8/8/10
went city area to shop for awhile. damn boring. blah. and i ate damn alot for dinner today! :) awesome.



anws. tmr is national day alr! final performance! YAY.
all the hard work will be paid off. (:
but still, have the dont-want-it-to-end feeling.
cant wait for tmr! jiayou yckss.

okay. BYEBYE. i want go take my nap. :D





it must be a dream.

never ending ,

HI.

sorry havent been updating for a long time. (:

anws. last sat was ndp's preview alr. so fast right? 5 months gone past just like that. first time performing for the public as a mass display. kinda nervous. HAHA. but it was not bad i heard.
through this ndp, been through many first times. first time performing for the nation, first time going on tv, first time staying out so late on sat nights and many more first times.
gonna miss ndp ALOT. the times we had fun just by laughing ard with 201`09. and the feeling of satisfaction when we finished our item and hearing the audience's applause and cheers. :D
might not even get another chance like this. though its tiring, i believed all of us enjoyed it.

mon is the actual day alr. SO EXCITED! hope we do well. ^^

this week gone by quite fast. this year went by even faster.
tmr got early release! YAY.

i dont think i will be updating this bog so often. been busy with stuffs. i dont even have enough time to sleep alr. blah. so tired. becoming a panda soon. :( so yeah.. will try to update as often as possible. HAHA.

kay. BYEBYE. :>



its never so easy.

bittersweet ,

HELLO.

sorry! havent been updating or like almost going to 2 weeks. :D very tired and lazy use comp.

anws, had night rehearsal at padang on tues and it was fun! HAHA.
but wed was tiring.
this week i was almost late for school 2 days in a row. -.- damn scary. seriously. but who cares.
aiya i lazy type out everything.

ytd's NE show 3 was awesome. :D had fun eating, playing with 201`09 peeps. HAHA
really miss those times with them.
performance was ok. (:

im sorry if i upset you last night. i was just very pissed off. i hope you will understand.

amaths class test tmr. sian. gotta go study. BYEBYE.



you will never know ,

a million pieces ,

HI.

today is the start if the week feeling damn low. :( idk why also.
and today timetable is damn long! dk how they plan one also.

OH YEAH THERES NO NDP TMR! ^^ SO HAPPY! HAHA.

and last sat's rehearsal was awesome! the primary 5 students were so enthu! HAHA. OH. we had our make up on too. :)

was craving for koi for a long time and shihui went with me today! HAHA. so happy.

OHYA. SPAIN WON! CHAMPION! I WON $6 FORM MY MOM ALR! HAHA.

kay. BYEBYE.



somethings are better not to be said.

plain awesome.

HI.

i know i havent been posting for a very long time. :D sorry!
been busy with school, ndp and cca. very tired. and thus, im in no mood to use comp. LOL.

so anws, life has been pretty normal. nothing much. lalala.

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saw the videos on FB that was taken abt a year ago. :D at KFC. with liyana, congzhu, deborah,dafinah and christine. HAHA. WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD. its damn epic but at the same time, its damn awesome. ^^

i made a small bet with my mum and sis ytd. :D
i bet on spain and they bet on germany for last night's match.
in the end, SPAIN WON! yay! andandand i won $4! WOOTS! AWESOME!
HAHA.

i want drink koi! :(

anws. BYEBYE. i want go sleep! :)



is it worth holding on for so long?

trust ,

HI.

this week was awesome. why? cause its the last week of the holidays! :(
anws. lets see.

thurs 24/6/10
had band in the morning then homed! HAHA
its my mummy's bday so we went J8 to eat swensen! eat until damn shuang. :D

fri 25/6/10
went collect cake in the morning then went down to chalet. :D ohh. the cake is damn heavy.
then slacked ard awhile. those who stayed over on 24th told me ghost stories that totally freaked me out. ._. then started with the games. HAHA.
then bbq-ed the food (or rather i look at them bbq-ing) then came back and started the bbq.
busy busy busy.
cut the cake and started the cake smash! ^^ akmost everybody kena.
pack up, took some photos and left. (:
was chatting with them on the mrt. had a pretty long talk then.
261 with shihui and she freaked me out on the bus. -.-
reached home at abt 12. woah. damn tired.

sat 26/6/10
overslept and ended up rushing out of house. ._.
reached school. talk and slack. then went down to padang.
wl. we sit down there for damn long and they keep feeding us with food. OH. we had KFC for dinner. (:
then changed into our costumes and went to perform. HAHA.
otw back to the place we put on bags,

ME : YAY. CAN GO HOME LIAO.
CHRISTINE : YAY. CAN 脱裤 LIAO.

i was like ZZ! sound so wrong. ><

anws. took our supper and homed! reached home bout 10+.

this is week is tiring yet awesome! HAHA.

tmr school reopening liao. :( suddenly feel that time passes so fast. dont feel like going back to school. SIGH.

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Ctrl Z on the keyboard helps you to go back to the previous page.
IF life has a Ctrl Z too, which day do you wish to go back to?
IF given a chance to live life again, will you choose to?

I WILL.

kay. BYEBYE. :D



where has the old you gone to?

rainbow connection ,

HI.

tmr went out with christine to study. or rather she studied. (:
then had lunch and went to coffee bean awhile then to arcade! ^^
played basketball. woots! i cleared all stages! HAHA. YAY.
after that walk ard and homed.

was baking since the time i got home. ._. gotta go check on my biscuits! HAHA.

theres band tmr. and its my mummy's bday! YAY.

okay. BYEBYE.



you nvr know what you've done.

bet you wont ,

HI.

just 1 week of holiday left. :(
time passes so fast! and my holiday assignments are not done yet. kay shit.

anws. went padang for ndp rehearsal today. HAHA.
its kinda funny dancing when buses, cars , tourists , pedastrians walk/drive past and look. ._.
but anws. today is fun! had fun with the usual. :D

-rewind
last sat, first ndp at padang.
woah. its scorching hot and srsly can die. danced under the sun and finally got back under the shelter and drank loads of water. HAHA.
the rehearsal at evening was better. much more cooler. YAY.

OHYA. i totally freaked out just now.
i was changing my bedsheets so i lifted up my bed and saw a brown thing. ._.
i wanted to touch it then i realized it a croakroach. then i was screaming like hell for my grandmother.
its just so YUCK. ><

my mother's bday this thurs. idk what to buy/ do for her leh. suggestions anybody? :D

anws. BYEBYE.



i believe 11:11 :>

collition of emotions ,

HI.

today morning, heavy rain. ._.
screwed up plans.
and heard that many placs in singapore are flooded. woah.

anws. went bishan library to meet christine and when i went on bus, my phone died. -.- irritating.
studied. she did, but i didnt. HAHA.
slacked ard, and went arcade! HAH. i won her! :D YAY.
then she went for her dental appointment while i went home.

holidays ending alr. and i havent even touched my amaths. wl. dont feel like doing. :(

band tmr. (:

BYEBYE.



what was that supposed to mean?

superficial ,

HI.

sorry for th lack of posts. lazy update and besides im not free too. HAHA.

sat 12/6
had ndp practice at kranji. (: FUN! OHYA. THERES FIREWORKS DISPLAY AT THE END OF IT! WHOO!

today 15/6
went back school for ndp. boring. ._. felt like sleeping.  OMG. literally.


SIGH. fking pissed off.

BYEBYE.



trust.
i tried hard to convince myself that i can trust you once again and that we could put the past behind us. seems like im wrong isnt it?
trust me. i wont talk to you ever again. hold my words for this.
dont you know once the trust is gone, its so hard to get it back.

here we go.

HI.

gave band a missed today. had check up.
apparently, the doc thinks that its better to do my op next year after my o lvel.
YAH. its has been postponed from after my PSLE to after my olevel. -.-
anws. i wont see that doc for 1 and 1/2 years from now. YAY.

anws. theres ndp tmr. :( srsly dont feel like going. OMG.
and after that my sis is going for check up at KK so i have to follow to. ._.
whats up with check-ups and my family anws.

life nowadays. is boring but not boring at the same time? kay. wth am i talking.

YAH. somebody went overseas and left me here to rot. HOR. :D

i dont want crap alr. BYEBYE.



just a simple wish.

miracles ?

HI.

damn sleepy right now. slept at 2+ last night. watchin some taiwan's entertainment show on tv.
ITS DAMN FUNNY. SRSLY. haha. laughed until i became damn high and cant sleep. -_-
and yah. couldnt wake up this morning. ._.my sis too. she overslept and missed school. pro right.

its hard to sleep early during school holidays.

band tmr. gosh. morning practices.

anws. BYEBYE.


it was more than i expected.

♥

HI.

today, im supposed to be sleeping in BUT theres some stupid construction work under my block that woke me up at 9+ when i slept at 12+ last night. -.- gosh. i wonder when will the construction be done.

anws. went hub for AHMEI CAFE. HEEHEE.
went cotton on after that. mummy bought me a dress! YAY. :D
homed after that.
did my chem holiday homework. guai right? (:
LOL.

i realize when i see something that pisses me off, the feeling stays there for a god damn long time.
its SO hard to pretend that nothing happened. wtf.

anws. BYEBYE. ^^


once, i wished for something and it came true.
now, i make a wish once more. will it come true?

just a smile ,

HI.

today's the first band practice. um, how say. quite okay? im so screwed up. i havent practice for a long time. OMG.
gotta start practising.

WL. my house downstairs the 'mama shop' close for 1 month. -.- then i have to walk al the way to cheers just to buy things. Zz.

i think theres something wrong with me. :/ i cant sleep at night but i feel so damn sleepy in the afternoon/evening.
holidays is causing all the problems. OMG.

anws. went AMK hub MAC with alexa after band today.HAHA. we talk for like damn long lah. :D right right right alexa?

OMG. its just so fking disgusting. im feeling so disgusted right now.
 (not someone from our school. so dont be over sensitive. srsly.)

nvm. BYEBYE.


fairytale much?!

wow.

HI.

today went meet my sis at hub after her MTL 'o' level today for KOI. :D HEEHEE. damn shoik sia.
homed after that.

this is why i hate holidays. stuck at home with nothing to do. YAH and the only time to go out is when i have $$. but that seldom happens. HAH. kay. LOL.

blah. im in no mood to blog.

band practice starting this thurs. ._.

going for some bbq tmr. gonna stink like some dk what again. LOL.


BYEBYE.


so close yet so far.

i want chocolates!

HI.

today went for lunch with my family at hub and came home with my sis while my mom brought my bro out. YAY.
and also we only realized that we didnt bring our keys when we were in the lift. how pro can that be. LOL.
and now we are sitting in the living room waiting like morons for my grandma to come back. ._.

now its the holidays and i feel like going for a shopping spree. srsly shopping. :D
i want to go to candy empire to buy chocolates and sweets! OMG.

gosh. so tired.

BYEBYE. ^^



i wish i told you.

^^

HI.

im back from NDP training at kranji campsite. HAHA. the time now is 11.19pm and im still very hyper. ^^ idk why also.
anws. trainig was better than i expected. HAHA. it was fun! although its freaking hot and we all sweat and stink. YAY.

anws. i havent bathe yet and im damn sticky. ._.

i wanna go bathe alr! BYEBYE.



i just wish for a little more attention from you.

lock.fuck.love

HI.

got back my results for MYE. :/
failed 2.
passed the rest! ^^
HEEHEE. i passed my english and pure chem! YAY. HAHA.

okay. anws. ytd, went back to school to verify marks. then went canteen to assemble. went to kranji campsite for ndp training. ITS SO DAMN HOT. and i got sunburn. -.- idiot. tmr still have sia. afternoon to night. OMG. gonna miss 'down with love' :( wonder what time i will reach home lah.

today went out with my family to town. gosh its crowded ttm.
takashimaya >> wisma atria >> far east >> home. LOL.
had linch at seoul garden. eat until damn full but quite shoik. ^^ craving for it since the start of exams. HAHA.

should i tell you?

anws. i nothing to update alr. BYEBYE.


i just wanna be happy. is it so hard?

2nd post.

(:
changed my blogskin since i got nothing to do. HAHA. love this blogskin. :D

anws. yah. im suppose to go and fetch my bro ytd but i went out so i called my sis to pick him up. and in the end she took a nap and my grandma went to pick him up and i didnt know what until i came home. and i got scolding. my fault again? I DID CALL MY SIS OK. wtf. everytime its like that. whatever lah. im not going to pick him up today.

blah. nvm. :)

BYEBYE.


i wish i could make a wish right now.

collition of emotions ,

HI.

ytd 24/5/10

met up with sera and sofea at amk hub first. then trained to bishan to meet julian, clement, shawn and charles. watched shrek forever after 3D. well quite nice. HAHA. i like the endin although the front part was kinda boring. LOL.
walked ard and went to arcade. HAHA. we spent alot of money there but it was fun though. played mario kart and some bball games with the girls HAHA. and that explains why im having muscle aches this morning. :(
nvm. homed after that. (:

today is a rotting day at home. HAHA. well kept myself occpied with books and comp and yeah all thse shit stuffs. LOL.

tmr going back to school to check the MYE exams scripts. its seems kinda fast though. ._. soon, holidays are coming. well. not exactly holiday. with only wed and sun to myself do you call that a holiday? :/ gonna be busy with NDP and band for the holiday. gosh. hope it doesnt come so soon. first time ever i dont wish for holidays.

anws. bought a new book. 'sweet little lies' an L.A. candy novel. not bad. quite nice. HAHA.

kay. BYEBYE.



i miss you. the old you.

emotional rollercoaster ,

gosh. i wish i had these cute biscuits for breakfast every morning.

YES. FINALLY DONE. FINISH ALL PAPERS.
amaths, physics, ss sure FAIL.
physics paper 2 was hard like dk what crap sia. -.-

OHOHOH. I GOT MY IC. ^^ HAHA. FEEL SO GROWN UP. BUT I LOOK FREAKING FAT.

ok. im having super freaking headache right now that everything seems so blur. :/ hate feeling sick. nvm. i shall go eat panadol.

YAY. I GOT NO PRACTICAL NEXT MON. NO NEED GO SCHOOL CAN SLEEP! :D finally. this is the day i have been waiting for.

anws. BYEBYE. sorry. really not feeling well.






its you who let me know that happy endings doesnt exist.

fking pissed off.

HI.

im here blogging when i should be studying. :/
nvm. i shall study ltr. LOL.

BYEBYE.

if you think i care so much, i can tell you. i dont give a damn. so what lah. pls. think you very good. go look yourself in the mirror. fucked up attitude. pms like nobody business. whatever lah. i dont care alr.BITCH,

im just so disappointed with you.

I DONT GIVE A DAMN !!

HI.

2 papers down. 6 more to go. blah.
for the first time, i had no confidence that i will pass the 2 papers. i wasnt even concentrating lah. wl. ._. well, whats done cannot be undone.

dont wish to talk about school. hate it.

anws. spent my afternoons after home. SLEEPING. :D HAHA. damn shoik.
quite long since i took LONG naps. haha.

main papers are starting next week and i havent even started revising. srsly. not even one. power right. wtf. srsly not in the mood to study at all.

well, these days im not really in the mood to do anything. srsly. somebody is pissing me off. like srsly. wtf. do you even know what a bitch you have became? idk you anymore.

lalalala. BYEBYE. 



how can you forget someone, who gave you so much to rmb?

lock.fuck.love

HI.

WOW. exams are officially starting tmr. and i HAVENT even started revising for anything. believe it or not. :D haha. im going to start soon.

ok. anws. today was a tiring day in school. not a very good day i suppose. ._.
stayed back for extra chinese lesson after school. haha. helped a bit. homed after that.

OH. ytd. ran 2.4 again. fk lah. run until my leg got blisters until now still pain. idiot. and somemore i didnt fail the first time round lah.

anws. i gtg alr. BYEBYE.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE HAVING EXAMS ! ^^


you know, i often wonder. perhaps you would feel better if we werent friends yah? and i wonder what would happen if we nvr met?

im tired alr.

HI.

wl. i accidentally delted my previous post and i gotta retype. Zz!

kay anws.

:( tmr is monday. AH. and my first paper is on thurs. damn fast lah. wl. i havent even staretd studying yet. power right. HAH.
gotta force myself to start studying alr. especially MATH(s). SIGH.

today, woke up and went amk hub with my mummy. had breakfast/lunch at ah mei cafe again. cant seem to get sick of it. HEEHEE. eat until damn full sia.
then went to bank. she deposited some money and took out $50 for me! YAY. got money spend alr. HAHA. love her.
then went ntuc for some grocery shopping. and i bought for her, her fav. durian pancake. queued damn long but its worth it. HAH. homed after that.

made some jelly. (: very long nvr eat alr. HAH.  and she made her almond jelly. eww. oops.

kay lah. i gotta go do my amaths homework. she nagging at me alr. HAHA. (:

BYEBYE.


-recalling it now, somehow it feels like a dream to me. it seems so unrealistic.

no words could express how i feel ,

HI. :D

went thomson with my siblings and my mom and my ahma to eat desserts. LOL. quite nice actually. HAHA.
after that went to have what uh abalone minced meat noodle. -.- inside only got ONE piece of abalone loh. Zz!
homed after that.

did some revision for amaths. WL. my 8 marks for amaths ct fly away. :( i know how to do that question and i totally blank out ytd. wtf !
SIGH.

anws. going for dinner for mothers' day. cos my uncle they all say tmr very crowded. ._.

ok. BYEBYE.


all because of you, wtf. im sorry for messing up your life ok! happy.

OH YA. i just remembered.

FRED PERRY apparels is so damn nice. :D but its expensive too lah.

sera and me went window-shopping(for now. (: ) last sat at cathay. wow. its srsly damn nice.
and one hot pink jacket costs $170. ._. but well, we are intending to save up for it. HAHA. right sera?

i tell you ah. if anybody gives me anything from fred perry, i will love that person ttm! HAHA. srsly.

its so nice!

and theres also another shop, ROCKSTAR.
the things there are nice too! but ex! :/
nvm. i shall go shopping when i save up money. HAHA. anybody want join? (:

tell me its all a dream ,

woots! TGIF. :D

ok. had amaths common test. i swear i know how to do but i cant solve it. FUCK. -.- gonna fail. but i hope to pass. SIGH.
ok. 2.4km run. wl. run until can die. my leg got blisters and IT HURTS.
anws. lesson after that was ok. (:

WEE! had mcspicy for lunch for 2 days straight. wa. damn shoik. HAHA.
anws. took a nap after that. heehee.

YAY. its sat tmr! no school! can sleep in. (: heehee.

exams are like next week? and i havent studied for it yet. ._. power right? very lazy to do so. HAIZ.

nvm. BYEBYE. :D




know what? its not the fear of telling you. its the fear of what you will say back.
nvm. you will nvr know.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI ! :D

wl. i have mosquito bites all over me. :'( freaking itchy.

emotional rollercoaster ,

hellos.

lets talk bout ytd. (:

SAT 1/5
went out with sera , nicole, regan, aloysius, ralph, steward and elvis ytd to celebrte regan b'day. ^^

somerset mrt >> cineleisure >> paragon >> homed.

watched date night. woots. that show is damn funny! i rate it 4.5/5. quite worth it. haha. some epic scenes.
went to paragon for fish and co. had our dinner and played dare or double dare. HAHA. was damn fun!
payed the bill. $228.50 if i nvr rmb wrongly. freaking ex. i was shocked when i saw the bill lah.

took cab home with sera and nicole. (: hahas. had a talk with them on the cab.

thanks regan for the movie and dinner treat ! haha.

OH. i got screwed by my mom for reaching home at 10+ but it was worth it! hah.

sun 2/5

slept while people keeps spamming my phone with messages. ._.
went hub for lunch. HAHA. homed.
wanted to do revision for amaths but im in no mood to do so. probably tmr. haha.

................................................................................................................................

YAY! theres no school tmr! whoo! damn shoik! :D
haha. but its time for me to do my revision.

today, i experienced my mood from 8 going down to 1 back to 10 and down to 0 and back to 10 again. LOL. rollercoaster uh. :l

ok. i shall go and have my dinner! BYEBYE.

*pics ltr!


in my life journey , we made a memory together.

do i look like i give a damn ?

HI.

this whole week i nvr touch the comp at all until today! HEEHEE. impressed. (:

exams are like in 2 weeks time. ._. i should start preparing for it soon. i dont want to flunk any subjects. LOL. especially amaths. zz.

anws. today physics CT was all MCQ ques. damn shoik. but think damn hard also. LOL.
haha.

went for competition after school at st. nicholas. lost, but its quite fun though. (: HAHA.
homed after that.

WL. im so freaking tired. i feel like skipping school for just ONE day. srsly. -.-

YAY. im going out tmr. ^^ finally.
haha.

ok. im crapping. BYEBYE.



all i ask for is one last chance to let me tell you what i want to say. ILY.

sophiscated ,

HELLO.

ok. lets start from ytd.

SUN 25/4
my uncle's daughter first month anniversary. went over. (: my mom say the baby look like me when i was young. LOL.
anws. saw my cousin who is the same age as me. he ask me go down play bball with him and his friend. since i nothing do so went down. in the end i sat down there, bbq-ing myself under the damn hot sun. -.- and i got sunburn. Zz!
went jurong point walk walk walk awhile then went my cousin's house. after that ard 8+, back to my uncle's house. eat then homed. (:
well, had a great day.

MON 26/4
long long day in school today.
suprisingly, AMATHS class was damn epic today. wa. mr phua today damn hyper sia. SRSLY. he started doing funny things and the class started laughing. HAHAH.
anws. after that lessons were pretty boring. ._.

i srsly hate school these days. like ttm. not because of studies. nvm. LOL.
but its tiring though. (:

gtg study for my chem class test tmr! BYEBYE.



11:11

just a smile ,

OK. I FLUNK MY EM CT TODAY. SRSLY. OMG. die.

answ. school was ok. except for common test which was hell for me.

slacked with christine, uv, truman and jonathan at band room after school. sec 4s seniors(fy & zh) came in once in awhile lah. had a fun time in band room today! HAHA. went hub with christine after that.

WE ARE SO MAD. WE TOOK 2 NEOPRINTS = $18 but its damn shoik and the pictures is nice!! :D really! HAHA. but we very high after that. homed after that.
i told her the pictures too nice i dont bear to cut. LOL. -.-

ok. i srsly need to study. if not im so dead for mid-year. OK.

kay. being a girl sucks ttm. having ___ once every month is damn irritating ok. and cramps are damn pain. ><

anws. BYEBYE

nehind my smile , is everything you wouldnt understand.

HELLO.

time check now : 6.04am. :D

posting before i go to school ! HEEHEE.

woke up and felt pretty tired and restless. OMG. cant imagine whats going to happen in school. ._. fall asleep in class? BUT THERES NO CLASSES FOR ME TO SLEEP! LOL.

today is friday! i love friday! ^^ short day in school or quite short, then can go home alr! maybe going to sumo house with friends after school. YAY.

ok. gtg. 2nd post ltr? maybe. ^^ BYEBYE wish me luck in school today !

i wished a dream and it came true. once more?

HELLO.

well, today wasnt suck a good day. felt pretty pissed off.srsly. aiya. whatever lah.
always thinking you are so good. wtf. pls loh. you are not ALWAYS RIGHT ok. pls know where you stand.

EM common test tmr. havent study yet. :x well. im going to ltr. if not tmr loh. WHO CARES.
try my best. shld be able to pass. ^^

kay. anws. i got no mood to post alr lah. WTF.

BYEBYE.

p.s. I GOT MY CLASS TEE!
ITS SUPER NICE OK. HEEHEE.

shake off my foolishness.

this week, well, not bad i guess. (:

tues 20/4
did physics class test. i 50-50. ._. CARELESS MISTAKES. omg.

chem SPA assessment. test for cat-ions. had a good laugh with prisheela. HEEHEE. funny sia. had early dismissal for NDP after that shoik sia(as in to break-.-)

YAY. no more NDP until 27 may. ^^

wed 21/4
did my chinese show and tell. kinda messed up th order. ._. well at least its better than the last time. HAHA.
LOL.
had fun during the training. HAHA. damn funny sia.

.........................................................................................................................................................

MYE are like round the corner alr. its really time for me to start mugging if not sure CMI. -.-
kay. i shall be a good girl. LOL.
yah. but i really got to study. i dont want kenna kp by my mum again.

nvm. gtg. BYEBYE.




HI is the smallest thing yet sometimes, the hardest thing to say, for US.

am i losing this war already ?

its another boring day.

well, its monday tmr. and im not sure if i have done all my homeworks. :/
SIGH.
exams are coming in like 2-3 weeks time. ok. im starting to feel the stress alr. srsly. OMG.
can we not have exams? srsk

ok. its srsly time to study. i dont wantto flunk any of my subjects this MYE. ._. the feeling kinda sucks. srsly. ok. maybe im not used to flunking my subjects. ok. whatever.

seems like its going to be a tiring week up ahead AGAIN. tiring. and dark eye rings are forming alr. arghhh. >:(

i guess im ending here yah? (: haha. BYEBYE.



deep down, i know you are just temporary.

-i just hope to get a little more attention from you.

when we say goodbye .

do you still remember that day?

HI.

orchard ion >> takashimaya >> 313 >> orchard central >> homed.

went out with SUNICIA today. ^^ well, talk to her bout things and had lots of fun!
OH. we ate maggie moo's ice cream. wa.. damn nice and shoik sia. HAHA.
pictures soon!

well, im realt tired. :( i feel like giving up on everything. srsly.
no point isnt it?

anws. IM HUNGRY. i want go eat my dinner alr. BYEBYE.



:(

the storm aint over yet.

look, i didnt have a choice.
YCKSS sports carnival
well done 3E1 !
1st place : staff team (ms teo) for skittles!
1st place : BOSSABALL
2nd place : skittles!
YAY! its quite boring though. LOL. after the games. ._.


went to mac with christine, cong, jochebel, dafinah, jaclyn, liyana and shengda. ate MCSPICY. ^^ damn hot and besides i dnt really have any appetite so ate a little only.
homed after that. took nap from 2+ to 5+. shoik sia.

thurs 15/4
school is getting more and more boring day by day. srsly. OMG. i wish for a day i dont need to go to school. -.-


band was fine. (:
reached home at 8+. kenna kp by my mom. ._.


thats pretty much abt it. so BYEBYE.



- those times spent with you is inexpressible. will you ever know?

the heartbreak never ends.

HI. :D

ok. today. went to AJC after school for ELEMENTZ exhibition. well, to say the truth i was pretty impressed by the things they did experiments on. (: HAHAH.
left went back home. had a short chat with shihui on the bus though. well, its kinda good to know the truth also. SIGH.

ok nvm. today pe. was hell tiring. im having muscles ache all over. -.- and of course salon pas all over me! HEEHEE.

didnt complete several homework these days. i reach home sure sleep. HAIZ. and exams are like in 3 weeks time?!

OH. went to celebrate my bro's b'day at ichiban sushi ytd. eat until damn shuang sia. ^^

ok. i shall stop crapping. BYEBYE. :>



happy moments DONT last.

superficial ,

stupid fking hot weather.

OK. idk whats damn wrong with the weather today. its like HOT ttm. and then it started raining. LOL.
what a great weather yah? -.- and theres pe tmr. the field is going to be muddy. EEWW. gross.

so lets see.
basically,

school >> teck ghee cc >> home.

by the time i reach home i was alr sweating like mad. and i went to on the aircon and the whole room is mine! WHOO! damn shoik sia! ok. LOL. took a nap, guessing that this whole week i wouldnt have time for a nap anymore. :(

ok. tmr is my ANNOYING, DISGUSTING, ACTCUTE, IDIOTIC brother's b'day. ^^ whoops. i havent brought i present for him. HEEHEE. tmr going to celebrate! YAY! good food!

ok. im in a hyper mood now. (:
and this is so going to bring my mood down.

IM GOING TO BE A GOOD GIRL AND FINISH MY HOMEWORK. <- AMATHS.

well. survived today lesson. I UNDERSTAND OK. well. he didnt really teach though.
AND I SWEAR I HATE CME LESSONS. im never going to like it anyway. the tchr sucks. srsly. omfg.

ok. anws, this friday is sports carnival = no common test! ^^
hope we can get our class tee. saw my sis's class tee. its grey, black and white. its kinda dull. i only like the pictures. its cute! i described it as cleaner aunty shirt. :/

LOL. ok. i shall stop being hyper. BYEBYE.
ok. wtf. its coming back. -.- GO AWAY PLS. OMG.

HELLO.

ok. my sis is so freaking crazy over _ . -.-
and its like so zz.
and she can get so high just talking to him on MSN.
LOL.
thats my typical sister.

temptation ,

its a tiring week.

oops. sorry for not posting for so long! been SO busy with homework and stuffs. staying back almost every single day in school. -.- tiring like hell.
AND TCHRS GIVE HOMEWORK UNTIL LIKE THERES NO TMR.

guess what time i woke up this morning/afternoon. 1.30PM. shuang sia. dk when was the last time i get to sleep in until so late. :D

well. this week. isnt really a very good week to say the truth. it kinda sucks ttm. srsly. nvm.
let bygones be bygones. ^^

ok. BYEBYE.



im a happy girl! ^^

love struck ,

OMG. panda eyes!

today. had SPA assesment during chemistry. FUCK SIA. the stupid bunsen dont want turn on. everytime also like that. RAWR. omg. THEN THE STUPID 2ND EXPERIMENT DONT WANT TO WORK. >< only the 3rd and 4th one worked. I HATE IT.
nvm. NDP. well had fun. (: kinda. break, crapping with my juniors. HEEHEE. fun peeps! and enjoyed dancing the new movements!
ok. next time must rmb bring deodorant. cos will stink like hell.

i have been skipping my meals. :( no appetite. srsly. OMG. this is so not good. shall try to eat more. HAHA. lol.

kay. nvm. i want go do my homework alr. BYEBYE.




not keeping my hopes too high, just afraid that i will be too disappointed.

GO AWAY LAH.

monday blues?

well. today is a long long day. tiring. lazy elabo.
training after school is a waste of time. srsly. shouldnt have even take part in the first place. ._.

theres ndp tmr. :x i dont want! i very tired. OMG.
going to sweat like a mad cow again.

ok. aiya. these few days alot of troubles. very pekcek and tiring. to even think about it.
nvm

BYEBYE.




i feel like a loser nowadays. feel like crying over little things.

IMY.

its a boring day.

did nothing today. except playing at the swimming pool and getting myself wet. -.-
OH. and i did some workout at the gym too.

haiz. tmr is monday. its going to be a long long day. :(
homework still not done. OMG.

i hope i nvr lived in this world. life suck, reality is cruel, truth hurts. everything sucks. w/o you?

BYEBYE.




living in self-denial, perhaps is a better choice.

love struck.

CIP. total watse of time.

great. i woke up at 5+ to go to school to waste time. -.-
- was alr having stomach ache. pain like dk what hell can!
- and my class didnt want to co-operate while giving out tin cans. wtf.
- super irritated. im alr so irritated. trust you to come and irritate me more. >:(
- split up. went with jonathan, nicholas and christine. had a fun time though. saw peeps at hub mac.
- back to school. WAS HELL DAMN HOT.

ok. and i nearly lose my phone. so ZZ. i left it at bus-stop and happily walk off. ran back to school thinking its was there and then ran back to bus-stop.
well thank you seraphina, sofea and julian. yah. he told me that my phone was there. LOL. OH. and sera and sofea for caring. :D
sweating like some mad cow like that. -.-
homed.

went to ehub with family. my leg hurts like hell from the running. well. brought quite a number of stuffs. saw tianfu with his friend there.
had dinner at lemongrass then homed. TIRED.

I FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY PHONE. SHOULD I? (:

kay. im spending $$ like nobody's business and soon my mom will kp me. whatever.

BYEBYE.




the more i try to avoid you, i will see you everywhere.

finally the pain has passed ,

HI!

ok. its like 12am now and im still not asleep. ^^

was looking at the convo my sis talking to __ damn funny can! HEEHEE.

ok. wanted to log into msn. BUT MY MSN FAILED ME! my sis can log in i cant! -.- sucker.

anws. i want go sleep before i become panda tmr. BYEBYE.
i think maybe im falling for you? :x

temptation ,

TGIF. good friday. :D

slept all the way till 12 plus this morning.WA. DAMN SHOIK. very long nvr sleep until so late alr. heehee.
woke up and went for lunch at mac. whoo! mcspicy. YEAH. ^^

andandand. i realise i havent done my pure chem elearning which is due ytd! :/ getting more and more forgetful and lazy!

tmr got CIP. FLAGDAY. gotta stand under the freaking hot sun for damn long. hate it. i want to sleep!

i damn headache now. :( damn pekcek.

BYEBYE.



i need to talk to you.

sophiscated ,

OH. LIKE FINALLY.

kay. my 'ama' is lagging for the whole day. damn pekcek sia.
was damn emo just now. but hor lucky got ___ to cheer me up wor! feel honoured! faster! LOL.

kay. today sectional was quite fun. crapped and laugh with my section until like hell. :D

CHRISTINE AH. TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE. PLS.

nvm. haiz. was pretty pissed.
eh. just get facts right ok. I DONT HAVE A CHOICE. its not like as if i want it so much lah. pls.

waste my breath. waste my time. whatever. im washing my hands off it.

OH YEAH. TMR NO SCHOOL!
GOOD FRIDAY! three cheers for the person who created this holiday! but sat got CIP. :( gotta stand under the sun for damn long.

NVM. BYEBYE. ^^y




it really hurts deep inside trying to pretend that you're ok when you are not.

its never real ,

hello.

zz. today stay back for nothing. everytime one loh. waste my time. if not i can go eat my mcspicy alr lah. -.- anws. went band room to practice and all those stuffs. chatted with seniors. crap srsly.
home with shihui.

AH. OMG. I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING SCHOOL TMR. i want be sick! then i no need go school alr.
I HATE THURSDAY. sucks.

homework. everyday. how to finish like that! can die one sia OMG.

nvm. not really in the mood now. BYEBYE.



i regret it. living in self-denial is so much better.

you know you love me,

stinky and smelly. :(

back home from school not long ago. stink, smelly, totally shagged.
idiot sia. PE in the morning so smelly alr then still got ndp. ._. think we not tired meh. still got homework. OMG.

haiz. i have a bad feelig about it. srsly.

justin bieber doesnt sound nice when he sings live. :/ he sounds weird for some reasons.

nvm. i want go do homework alr. :D
BYEBYE!

p.s. I WANT EAT MCSPICY. OMG.



im sick and tired of this alr.

temptation ,

kay. great. msn doesnt want to work with me. -.- cant upload file! damn it.

been eating all afternoon. drinks, chocolate,sweets whatever. i think im going to grow fat. cause its all unhealthy food! OMG. should cut down on it. okay.

"i tell your mummy ...!" damn funny. got me laughing for the past few days like a mad woman smiling/laughing to my phone! :D

ok. nvm. i want go do my work alr. BYEBYE.



damn it. here we go again.

oh baby. ♥

was baking ytd. and great. i scalded my own hand. freaking pain. :(
but the cookies turn out nice! yay!

ok. anws. tmr got school. ._. so boring. and not fair! sec 4s only need to study on thurs! cos they having motivational workshop on mon tues wed. shoik lah. so sian.

i have the urge to make myself fall sick so that i woudnt have to go to school. how great can that be.

ok. i srsly want chocolates now. :/ wonder if i wil get fat(i doubt so.)

kay. nvm. i want go do CME project. -.-

BYEBYE.



its all the little things that count. ♥

when we say goodbye .

kenna bully. :( by rebecca. haha.

ok. im damn tired now. srsly. my dark eyerings coming out alr. OMG. gonna become a panda soon.

these days i srsly have no life alr.
school.cca.ndp.homework. repeat over and over again. zz!

hate it. :(

nvm. had a great laugh today. totally high like hell. OH. I NEARLY STEPPED ON A CAT THIS MORNING. ._. damn scary. OMG.

OH. AND BITCH. GROW UP YAH? FUCKER. no life. no friends. YOU DESERVE IT.
IN YOUR FACE BITCH.

BYEBYE.



rmb we used to talk everyday, i miss that. :(

lingering attachment ,

AMATHS SURE FAIL.
wonder if this would be the first 0 i get for test. :( stupid tchr. set so hard. ask him GND lah. idiot.

YAY. tday early release. shoik sia. no EL. ^^
went band room and sat outside with liyana, christine, cong, deborah and dafinah. HAHAHA. laugh like mad ppl. very long nr laugh until like that alr. (: I MISS THEM SO MUCH.

since school reopen, every single day has been HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK & MORE HOMEWORK.-.- dont even have time to rest can? :l freaking stress and tired. T.T

tmr. pe. die. heard that it very tiring. 2.4 run sia.

anws. i lazy blog uh. so yah. :D BYEBYE.



its never going to be the same.

shake off my foolishness.

homework. homework. homework. everyday! ._.

anyways. sorry for not posting for so long. um yah. BEEN BUSY WITH HOMEWORK, NDP and stuffs.
so tired.

aiya. i lazy post also. cos i still got a lot of homework undone. :( what a pathetic life.
BYEBYE.
fuck sia. come back so tired my mom still scold me FOR NO REASON SOMEMORE.


i want eat XIAOLONGBAO , MCSPICY , CHOCOLATE AND SWEET!

I WANT CHOCOLATES & SWEETS! 

 :(

my heart ,

school is reopening tmr.
mixed feelings. ._.

well. this holiday pretty good and bad. school take up most of holiday. :(
left with today to play and slack. haiz.

OHMY. IM CRAVING FOR KOI.

nvm. see you guys in sch tmr! ^^
BYEBYE.



i thought,

OMG. I HAVENT FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS.

  DAMN IT.

ILY

BOO!

today :
- went for band. was fine.
- met up with my mom and sis for lunch.
- met junhui and derrick for his present. HAHA.
-walk ard and homed. (:

was damn tired.

OH. AND KOI CAFE IS SO DAMN NICE!
go try the ICE CREAM MILK TEA. its $2.90 but its worth it!! trust me!
wow. like doing free advertisement sia. ._.

school is reopening on MON alr. i havent even enjoy my holiday! :(
maybe weekends? ^^
my sis more jialat. tmr last day alr. VA LESSON everyday starting next week. pity her. wakaka.

BYEBYE. :)




i miss the times.

YOU MADE ME DO THIS. LEAVING ME WITH NO CHOICE.
srsly. I HAVE NO MORE TRUST IN YOU.
wth do people mean by BEST FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.

SPAMMERS ARE DOGS. pls loh. HUMJI.

alright. im srsly damn pissed alr. this is MY blog alright. NOT YOURS. srsly wtf. i didnt even do naything. you got do naything guilty? scared ppl expose you ah. pls. get a life lah. no balls.

argh. im pissed. no wonder your class so many people dont like you. you deserve it alright. fuck off.
mean so what. i dont care. its the truth anyway what.
who likes dogs.

anws. byebye.



FUCK OFF LAH.

star struck.

SHAGGED.

today ndp training from 10-5. OMG. can die.
- did formation for 3 segments.
- change abit of dance movements.

came home. freakin tired. ._.

i want to go eat the shabu-shi thing at amk hub. HAHA. ok. thats random.

LOL. there goes my holidays. 2 days to ndp training and 2 days to band. worst holiday ever. -.-

BYEBYE.



those times are what i called happiness.

was talking on the phone with _ on sat night.

just to let you know, im very touched by what you did. srsly. thanks! i love you much much! ^^

                                  

                                                            im losing it soon.
dont push me so much so that im only left with the choice of confronting you.

love struck ,

i can say im rather pissed/sad now. :(

time now is 11.06pm. and im still not asleep and theres ndp tmr. :x
know why?

after i reach home at 6+, i went to bathe and feel asleep until 9+ then i wake up for my dinner. how do you expect me to sleep right? (:

anws. ndp is so damn tiring. and the food sucks. so dry can?
oh. and had breakfast with cong, deborah,edwyn,sheng da at park mac before ndp. damn shoik ah. ^^

OMG. i srsly starting to think if you are putting on an act or what. ._. disgusting.

OH. and to that known(if you ever read this) :

OH GOD. PLS LAH. you want spam also no need so obvious right. i can just say out your name HERE and just disgrace you. you know why i didnt? to save you face. you got no balls is it? spam after i straight unprivate my blog. pls. do you think what you are doing is SO right? beofre you say bout others go think bout yourself first can? OH. and you think i care so much? snatching people's friend away is something so right to do uh? to you, perhaps. get a life pls.

im just pissed.

i shall go get my sleep alr. (: BYEBYE. and nights.





the feeling of getting hurt by someone whom you trust so much.

superficial ,

you double-faced person. trust me to think that you will be my _.

well. i finished every of my e-learning assignments. except for emaths.

tmr im going out. (: hope that can lift my mood up. fk it.

dont even feel like going to sch on MON for ndp. thought of seeing double-face people srsly pissed me off. wtf. no balls coward(S).

nvm. just wasting my time only. who cares.

anws. BYEBYE.


so much so for trust. best friends dont last.

shake off my foolishness.

                                                                cute right? ^^



BOO!
lol.

came back from training at st. nic. was super boring. only 3 of us went. me, shihui and mingjun.
wth lah. shouldnt have went. waste my time. ._.

crap with shihui on the way back. saw valerie at mrt station.

oh gosh. i have only completed EL and HUMANITIES for HBL. -.-
going to do CL and science ltr. AHHH. SO SIAN.

OMG. nvm. have a good night peeps! sweet dreams. :D

BYEBYE!

make me smile will you?

collition of emotions ,

IM TIRED. :x

slept at 12+ last night. my sis teaching me balancing chemistry equations which i dont get it at all. ._.
was damn tired and woke up at 11+ this morning. HAHA.

did HBL. copy dwn everything then ltr then do cause going to st. nicholas ltr. SIAN.

OMG. theres so much to do for chem lah. -.-

AHH. can die one. anws. im going to do my work first. (:

BYEBYE.




everytime is like the first time.

damn it.

hellos.

today shihui came my house to do elearning. :D
had a fun time. completed EL. ^^ shoik sia. HAHA.
had mac for lunch.
crapped bout things.

OMG. SRSLY. I HATE E-LEARNING. SUCKS.

oh gosh. theres still training at st. nicholas tmr. ._. dont feel like going sia. haiz.

AND GREAT. I LEFT MY EMATHS TB IN MY LOCKER AND I CANT DO MY ELEARNING.  wtf sia.

anws. BYEBYE!


two different people, from two different worlds.

lock.fuck.love

that was what you said you want. fine. i agree. and then, you were the one who said that again. oh. pls. how many times have that happened? this is not the first time. what now? im a toy? you want this and i agree then what you throw me aside? eh pls. i have feelings too. you dont give a damn abt my feelings. srsly what do you expect more? wtf.

i hate life.

i want everything she got.

                                                

                                pri sch kids are clever peeps. (:



hellos.

survived school today which was freaking boring. ._.
amaths. wasn listening as usual srsly i dont get a single shit what hes talking in class alright.
OMG. -.-
pe. this sucks. we ran 4 rounds around the school and did 500 jumping jacks! wtf lah. damn freaking tiring. think we robot? not tired one meh. and my leg got blister! freaking pain can?!
OH OH OH. I RMB SOMETHING freaky that happened to me in school today.
i went to to the toilet alone during the last period just before plus one test. then when i first went in, the lights didnt on as the sensor wasnt working. so i walked out off the switch and on it again. then i walked in. still didnt on. i mumbled to myself. 'walao. can on the lights not. stupid lights always not working one' instantly, the lights went ON. i was damn freaking like wtf. after that i went to the cubicle. like duh. kay. then after i finish my business i stood up and immediately the toilet seat slammed down. I SWEAR I FREAKED OUT RIGHT THERE ALRIGHT.  i flushed and i washed my hands and run back to class. OH GOSH. IM NVR GOING TOILET ALONE EVER AGAIN. that was freaking scary. AHHHHHHHHHH! LIKE SRSLY OH MY FKING GOD.
after that stayed back in school for the training. OMG. this is like the worst one i have ever attended can? so zz. waste my time. anws. yah. homed after that.

tmr got e-learning. this march holiday is going to suck like hell.
- tons of homework.
-ndp training.
-band.
power right. is this what you call a holiday? wtf.

OMG. im so tired. ._.

nvm. BYEBYE!




to YOU and YOU :
im tired of having to believe in empty promises alright?

all wrong.

hellos.

so fast. term 1 has past. tmr is the last day of school alr. :(
feel kinda sad. idk why. zz.

ok. so wow. today had 2 periods of relief. damn shoik can?! hope he don come tmr! HAHA!

oh gosh. i feel like sleeping now. ._.

BYEBYE.


im always there for anybody but who will be there for me when i need somebody?

naive ,

                                          these are the times that i miss. (:

hellos.

WOW. i think im falling sick alr. been coughing for the past 3 days. T.T
aiya. heck care.

tmr got school. i havent finish my hw. AMATHS. ._. sian.

theres something i want you to know. i can frgive but i cant forget. the pain has alr been done. dont blame me for ignoring you. you started it first. i know its unintentionally but so what?

OH GOSH. IM HUNGRY. lol.

when we wre young , we thought of growing up fast. BUT now. i guess many are regretting it uh. what were we thinking whe we were small btw?

OH. i brought percy jackson and the lightning thief. :D the book of course. ITS DAMN NICE!

FYI. i hate my sis. OMG. everyday kp me like nobody's business. so what if you are older. you think i care?

anws. i shall be a good kid and go do my homework. (:

BYEBYE.




its sad when people you know became people you knew.

OMG. I LOST THAT POST. :(

all those memories, i tired my best to rmb as long as long as i can but i realise that i have forgotten alr. :(

broken smile ,

hellos.

(Y). today is saturday. waiting for this day for a very long time alr. currently now at my uncle's house. so boring. entertaining kids again. as usual.

kay. nvm. AH. IMBORED. i want go out!! :o

BYEBYE!


you will never understand.

lingering attachment ,

hellos.

WOW. todya passed so fast.
AND I ACTUALLY ENJOYED NDP TRAINING LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME.

i tried to hide my emotions to the best that i can but failed. idk is it my emotions are written all oer my face or what. i tried my best not to let it show alr. but ...

SICK is the word.
coughing for the past few dyas alr. ._. so irrtating.

anws. i wanna go sleep alr. very tired. BYEBYE.



i told myself not to cry no matter what happen but can i still stay strong? i told myself. its nothing. dont bother so much abt it but why does the pain sensation keep lingering in me?

shake off my foolishness.

i got a big big bump on my head. IT HURTS! like damn alot. :(
pain.



i should have never believed you.

you suck. (:

hellos.

today actually passed quite fast. i guess.
school was ok.
band was fun. (: wasnt really expecting to be so ok.

nvm. so much problems. ._.

EEYER. tmr still got NDP. -.-
not fair loh! the sec 3 boys tmr no training cos dont know what instructor sick or somthing like thta. so zzz.
idiot loh. should make them join us to dance lah. HAHA. then we will laugh like hell. LOL.

haiya. so irritating. < that was totally random. (:

LOL.
byebye!



zzz.

miracles ?

hellos.

sorry. haha. i know my blog is kinda dead these days. BUT im really busy. ._.

NDP training.
UNCLEARBLE HOMEWORKS.
TESTS.
etc..

im so freaking tired.

being in the first class really sucks. every single tchrs expects everything to be perfect. grades, character, attitude. like whatever? first class students not humans meh. specially celebrate tchr's b'day for her and she gave she rude and fking comments. pls. i ran all the way from one shoping mall to another and my leg is freaking pain now just to collect the freaking cake. seriously. wont you apprecite it? i would rather be in 3E2 if things were like that.
so many problems are surfacing. with the new class, old friends. wtf.
people are changing. so much. im not saying that i nvr change. its just that the difference its so much that i cant even believe it. once so close, now? the gap is widening. im missing my old class, my old peeps. those are whta i call true friends. now? people is changing, everything is.

nvm. im just so freaking stressed these days. !@#$%^&*(()*&^%$#@!
so freaking tired. i just wish to rest.

oh gosh. theres amaths tmr and i havent finish the homework and beisdes that. theres still chinese and EL. wth sia.

nvm. i goiing to do my homework alr. so byebye.





'sometimes you just have to pretend everything's ok, hold back the tears and just walk away.'
do i still strong enough to do that?
how i wish you would be by my side, lending me a shoulder to cry on. but that will nvr happen.

collition of emotions ,

hellos.

FRI 26/2
school >> st. nicholas >> novena sq 2 >> home

yah. school is boring. especially physics. ._.
went down to st. nicholas girls' school for some chinese training competition. quite fun.
OH. AND 叶老师 is damn nice. (: she paid for the cab fee down to st. nic and then she took mrt back to school herself. and we talk alot! like random stuffs. HAHA.

went to novena sq 2 to order cake. after that went home. (: so tired!

SAT 27/2
went to my mum' boss house to bainian today. bungalow sia. then ate and played black jack. HAHA. lost $$. :(
tehn after that homed. was tired.

.....................................................................................................................................................

these days im damn tired. i think not enough sleep. ._.
and plus so many things is happening. so freaking stressed. ah. nvm.

anws. i lazy elabo. so byebye!
im going FB alr. :D




go away lah.

flawless.

hellos.

YAY. i survived 3 days of camp. :D
so lets see.

day 1
CCAC >> check bags >> class flag >> lunch >>amazing race(oh.this sucks.) >> dinner >>shower >> telematch >>supper >> SLEEP! ^^
oh. and christine says that i sleep damn unglam. ._. well lets see. :D

day 2
woke up at 5+(with my body aching all over) >> wash up >> morning streches >>breakfast >>kayaking(this is ULTRA tiring) >> shower >> lunch >> cycling(this is TIRING TOO.) >> shower >> BBQ >> video(OMG. got my unglam siol. wtf. feel like digging a hole and burying myself in it. -.-) >> debrief >> SLEEP!
had morning streches and my bones were like *crack crack crack* i was like O.O!
and great. i didnt get any sleep cause of two pigs namely congzhu and christine who were snoring beside me! and congzhu was sleeping so close to me! christine also! i kenna snadwich-ed siol! and CHRISTINE kindly put her leg on mine! ._.

day 3
woke up(compained to chrisitine and cong and we burst out laughing. :D) >> wash up >> pack up >> gather >> beakfast >> area cleaning >> chit-chat >> BREAK CAMP!
and i only realise how tired i was when i slept all the way on the bus from campsite back to school. ._. power right. i know.

and instructor kaz was damn good to us ok! his attitude change damn alot! and hes damn freaking funny. :D IDK why you all have to treat him like that. anws. he was so nice to swtch our area cleaning duty with 3A4  to go and clean the toilet while we only had to pick up litter. SEE HOW NICE HE IS.
oh. and 3e2's instructor wayne is damn funny can. HAHA. LOL.

anws. i kinda enjoyed the camp. ^^ fun fun fun! I MISS THE INSTRUCTORS! T.T

KFC after that with F.A.. crapped and laughed alot!
and today popeyes with liyana and cong. FREAKING FUNNY. ;D

yah. i need go alr. im having physics CT tmr. :<
OH. AND MRS TING IS SO NICE TO POSTPONE OUR SS CLASSTEST TO NEXT MON. ^^

anws. byebye!



oh. and amaths CT.

3E1 - 16 F9 (and im one of them. expected.)
3E2 - 25 F9 (and yet their average score is higher than ours!)

thas totally random.

fragments of broken heart ,

hellos.

im now blogging with my cousin's comp at his house. ._.
anws. my ears are so god damn painful now cos my LITTLE cousins are screaming like hell. OMG.

OHYA. and i baby-sitted 2 babies just now and i have the  baby smell on me. THEY ARE SO CUTE!

kay. nvm. i went all the way down to amk central sportslink to look for my bottle and they told me sold out alr. idiot sia. go so many places all dont have. OMG. so i bought another bottle which cost me $17.90. :< damn ex sia.

ah. i still got alot of homework to clear. before i go for the camp. tchrs all give so much. especislly CL. and the most power thing is the next day after camp we having SS class test and then after school still got band. :< IMAGINE HOW TIRING THAT IS.

anws. BYE!





to you.
OMG. are so you like so despo for him that almost every of your blog post you will mention him like in detail somemore? pls lah. think if he will ever like you first alright. sounds harsh but its the truth though.