its never real ,

hello.

zz. today stay back for nothing. everytime one loh. waste my time. if not i can go eat my mcspicy alr lah. -.- anws. went band room to practice and all those stuffs. chatted with seniors. crap srsly.
home with shihui.

AH. OMG. I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING SCHOOL TMR. i want be sick! then i no need go school alr.
I HATE THURSDAY. sucks.

homework. everyday. how to finish like that! can die one sia OMG.

nvm. not really in the mood now. BYEBYE.



i regret it. living in self-denial is so much better.

you know you love me,

stinky and smelly. :(

back home from school not long ago. stink, smelly, totally shagged.
idiot sia. PE in the morning so smelly alr then still got ndp. ._. think we not tired meh. still got homework. OMG.

haiz. i have a bad feelig about it. srsly.

justin bieber doesnt sound nice when he sings live. :/ he sounds weird for some reasons.

nvm. i want go do homework alr. :D
BYEBYE!

p.s. I WANT EAT MCSPICY. OMG.



im sick and tired of this alr.

temptation ,

kay. great. msn doesnt want to work with me. -.- cant upload file! damn it.

been eating all afternoon. drinks, chocolate,sweets whatever. i think im going to grow fat. cause its all unhealthy food! OMG. should cut down on it. okay.

"i tell your mummy ...!" damn funny. got me laughing for the past few days like a mad woman smiling/laughing to my phone! :D

ok. nvm. i want go do my work alr. BYEBYE.



damn it. here we go again.

oh baby. ♥

was baking ytd. and great. i scalded my own hand. freaking pain. :(
but the cookies turn out nice! yay!

ok. anws. tmr got school. ._. so boring. and not fair! sec 4s only need to study on thurs! cos they having motivational workshop on mon tues wed. shoik lah. so sian.

i have the urge to make myself fall sick so that i woudnt have to go to school. how great can that be.

ok. i srsly want chocolates now. :/ wonder if i wil get fat(i doubt so.)

kay. nvm. i want go do CME project. -.-

BYEBYE.



its all the little things that count. ♥

when we say goodbye .

kenna bully. :( by rebecca. haha.

ok. im damn tired now. srsly. my dark eyerings coming out alr. OMG. gonna become a panda soon.

these days i srsly have no life alr.
school.cca.ndp.homework. repeat over and over again. zz!

hate it. :(

nvm. had a great laugh today. totally high like hell. OH. I NEARLY STEPPED ON A CAT THIS MORNING. ._. damn scary. OMG.

OH. AND BITCH. GROW UP YAH? FUCKER. no life. no friends. YOU DESERVE IT.
IN YOUR FACE BITCH.

BYEBYE.



rmb we used to talk everyday, i miss that. :(

lingering attachment ,

AMATHS SURE FAIL.
wonder if this would be the first 0 i get for test. :( stupid tchr. set so hard. ask him GND lah. idiot.

YAY. tday early release. shoik sia. no EL. ^^
went band room and sat outside with liyana, christine, cong, deborah and dafinah. HAHAHA. laugh like mad ppl. very long nr laugh until like that alr. (: I MISS THEM SO MUCH.

since school reopen, every single day has been HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK & MORE HOMEWORK.-.- dont even have time to rest can? :l freaking stress and tired. T.T

tmr. pe. die. heard that it very tiring. 2.4 run sia.

anws. i lazy blog uh. so yah. :D BYEBYE.



its never going to be the same.

shake off my foolishness.

homework. homework. homework. everyday! ._.

anyways. sorry for not posting for so long. um yah. BEEN BUSY WITH HOMEWORK, NDP and stuffs.
so tired.

aiya. i lazy post also. cos i still got a lot of homework undone. :( what a pathetic life.
BYEBYE.
fuck sia. come back so tired my mom still scold me FOR NO REASON SOMEMORE.


i want eat XIAOLONGBAO , MCSPICY , CHOCOLATE AND SWEET!

I WANT CHOCOLATES & SWEETS! 

 :(

my heart ,

school is reopening tmr.
mixed feelings. ._.

well. this holiday pretty good and bad. school take up most of holiday. :(
left with today to play and slack. haiz.

OHMY. IM CRAVING FOR KOI.

nvm. see you guys in sch tmr! ^^
BYEBYE.



i thought,

OMG. I HAVENT FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS.

  DAMN IT.

ILY

BOO!

today :
- went for band. was fine.
- met up with my mom and sis for lunch.
- met junhui and derrick for his present. HAHA.
-walk ard and homed. (:

was damn tired.

OH. AND KOI CAFE IS SO DAMN NICE!
go try the ICE CREAM MILK TEA. its $2.90 but its worth it!! trust me!
wow. like doing free advertisement sia. ._.

school is reopening on MON alr. i havent even enjoy my holiday! :(
maybe weekends? ^^
my sis more jialat. tmr last day alr. VA LESSON everyday starting next week. pity her. wakaka.

BYEBYE. :)




i miss the times.

YOU MADE ME DO THIS. LEAVING ME WITH NO CHOICE.
srsly. I HAVE NO MORE TRUST IN YOU.
wth do people mean by BEST FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.

SPAMMERS ARE DOGS. pls loh. HUMJI.

alright. im srsly damn pissed alr. this is MY blog alright. NOT YOURS. srsly wtf. i didnt even do naything. you got do naything guilty? scared ppl expose you ah. pls. get a life lah. no balls.

argh. im pissed. no wonder your class so many people dont like you. you deserve it alright. fuck off.
mean so what. i dont care. its the truth anyway what.
who likes dogs.

anws. byebye.



FUCK OFF LAH.

star struck.

SHAGGED.

today ndp training from 10-5. OMG. can die.
- did formation for 3 segments.
- change abit of dance movements.

came home. freakin tired. ._.

i want to go eat the shabu-shi thing at amk hub. HAHA. ok. thats random.

LOL. there goes my holidays. 2 days to ndp training and 2 days to band. worst holiday ever. -.-

BYEBYE.



those times are what i called happiness.

was talking on the phone with _ on sat night.

just to let you know, im very touched by what you did. srsly. thanks! i love you much much! ^^

                                  

                                                            im losing it soon.
dont push me so much so that im only left with the choice of confronting you.

love struck ,

i can say im rather pissed/sad now. :(

time now is 11.06pm. and im still not asleep and theres ndp tmr. :x
know why?

after i reach home at 6+, i went to bathe and feel asleep until 9+ then i wake up for my dinner. how do you expect me to sleep right? (:

anws. ndp is so damn tiring. and the food sucks. so dry can?
oh. and had breakfast with cong, deborah,edwyn,sheng da at park mac before ndp. damn shoik ah. ^^

OMG. i srsly starting to think if you are putting on an act or what. ._. disgusting.

OH. and to that known(if you ever read this) :

OH GOD. PLS LAH. you want spam also no need so obvious right. i can just say out your name HERE and just disgrace you. you know why i didnt? to save you face. you got no balls is it? spam after i straight unprivate my blog. pls. do you think what you are doing is SO right? beofre you say bout others go think bout yourself first can? OH. and you think i care so much? snatching people's friend away is something so right to do uh? to you, perhaps. get a life pls.

im just pissed.

i shall go get my sleep alr. (: BYEBYE. and nights.





the feeling of getting hurt by someone whom you trust so much.

superficial ,

you double-faced person. trust me to think that you will be my _.

well. i finished every of my e-learning assignments. except for emaths.

tmr im going out. (: hope that can lift my mood up. fk it.

dont even feel like going to sch on MON for ndp. thought of seeing double-face people srsly pissed me off. wtf. no balls coward(S).

nvm. just wasting my time only. who cares.

anws. BYEBYE.


so much so for trust. best friends dont last.

shake off my foolishness.

                                                                cute right? ^^



BOO!
lol.

came back from training at st. nic. was super boring. only 3 of us went. me, shihui and mingjun.
wth lah. shouldnt have went. waste my time. ._.

crap with shihui on the way back. saw valerie at mrt station.

oh gosh. i have only completed EL and HUMANITIES for HBL. -.-
going to do CL and science ltr. AHHH. SO SIAN.

OMG. nvm. have a good night peeps! sweet dreams. :D

BYEBYE!

make me smile will you?

collition of emotions ,

IM TIRED. :x

slept at 12+ last night. my sis teaching me balancing chemistry equations which i dont get it at all. ._.
was damn tired and woke up at 11+ this morning. HAHA.

did HBL. copy dwn everything then ltr then do cause going to st. nicholas ltr. SIAN.

OMG. theres so much to do for chem lah. -.-

AHH. can die one. anws. im going to do my work first. (:

BYEBYE.




everytime is like the first time.

damn it.

hellos.

today shihui came my house to do elearning. :D
had a fun time. completed EL. ^^ shoik sia. HAHA.
had mac for lunch.
crapped bout things.

OMG. SRSLY. I HATE E-LEARNING. SUCKS.

oh gosh. theres still training at st. nicholas tmr. ._. dont feel like going sia. haiz.

AND GREAT. I LEFT MY EMATHS TB IN MY LOCKER AND I CANT DO MY ELEARNING.  wtf sia.

anws. BYEBYE!


two different people, from two different worlds.

lock.fuck.love

that was what you said you want. fine. i agree. and then, you were the one who said that again. oh. pls. how many times have that happened? this is not the first time. what now? im a toy? you want this and i agree then what you throw me aside? eh pls. i have feelings too. you dont give a damn abt my feelings. srsly what do you expect more? wtf.

i hate life.

i want everything she got.

                                                

                                pri sch kids are clever peeps. (:



hellos.

survived school today which was freaking boring. ._.
amaths. wasn listening as usual srsly i dont get a single shit what hes talking in class alright.
OMG. -.-
pe. this sucks. we ran 4 rounds around the school and did 500 jumping jacks! wtf lah. damn freaking tiring. think we robot? not tired one meh. and my leg got blister! freaking pain can?!
OH OH OH. I RMB SOMETHING freaky that happened to me in school today.
i went to to the toilet alone during the last period just before plus one test. then when i first went in, the lights didnt on as the sensor wasnt working. so i walked out off the switch and on it again. then i walked in. still didnt on. i mumbled to myself. 'walao. can on the lights not. stupid lights always not working one' instantly, the lights went ON. i was damn freaking like wtf. after that i went to the cubicle. like duh. kay. then after i finish my business i stood up and immediately the toilet seat slammed down. I SWEAR I FREAKED OUT RIGHT THERE ALRIGHT.  i flushed and i washed my hands and run back to class. OH GOSH. IM NVR GOING TOILET ALONE EVER AGAIN. that was freaking scary. AHHHHHHHHHH! LIKE SRSLY OH MY FKING GOD.
after that stayed back in school for the training. OMG. this is like the worst one i have ever attended can? so zz. waste my time. anws. yah. homed after that.

tmr got e-learning. this march holiday is going to suck like hell.
- tons of homework.
-ndp training.
-band.
power right. is this what you call a holiday? wtf.

OMG. im so tired. ._.

nvm. BYEBYE!




to YOU and YOU :
im tired of having to believe in empty promises alright?

all wrong.

hellos.

so fast. term 1 has past. tmr is the last day of school alr. :(
feel kinda sad. idk why. zz.

ok. so wow. today had 2 periods of relief. damn shoik can?! hope he don come tmr! HAHA!

oh gosh. i feel like sleeping now. ._.

BYEBYE.


im always there for anybody but who will be there for me when i need somebody?

naive ,

                                          these are the times that i miss. (:

hellos.

WOW. i think im falling sick alr. been coughing for the past 3 days. T.T
aiya. heck care.

tmr got school. i havent finish my hw. AMATHS. ._. sian.

theres something i want you to know. i can frgive but i cant forget. the pain has alr been done. dont blame me for ignoring you. you started it first. i know its unintentionally but so what?

OH GOSH. IM HUNGRY. lol.

when we wre young , we thought of growing up fast. BUT now. i guess many are regretting it uh. what were we thinking whe we were small btw?

OH. i brought percy jackson and the lightning thief. :D the book of course. ITS DAMN NICE!

FYI. i hate my sis. OMG. everyday kp me like nobody's business. so what if you are older. you think i care?

anws. i shall be a good kid and go do my homework. (:

BYEBYE.




its sad when people you know became people you knew.

OMG. I LOST THAT POST. :(

all those memories, i tired my best to rmb as long as long as i can but i realise that i have forgotten alr. :(

broken smile ,

hellos.

(Y). today is saturday. waiting for this day for a very long time alr. currently now at my uncle's house. so boring. entertaining kids again. as usual.

kay. nvm. AH. IMBORED. i want go out!! :o

BYEBYE!


you will never understand.

lingering attachment ,

hellos.

WOW. todya passed so fast.
AND I ACTUALLY ENJOYED NDP TRAINING LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME.

i tried to hide my emotions to the best that i can but failed. idk is it my emotions are written all oer my face or what. i tried my best not to let it show alr. but ...

SICK is the word.
coughing for the past few dyas alr. ._. so irrtating.

anws. i wanna go sleep alr. very tired. BYEBYE.



i told myself not to cry no matter what happen but can i still stay strong? i told myself. its nothing. dont bother so much abt it but why does the pain sensation keep lingering in me?

shake off my foolishness.

i got a big big bump on my head. IT HURTS! like damn alot. :(
pain.



i should have never believed you.

you suck. (:

hellos.

today actually passed quite fast. i guess.
school was ok.
band was fun. (: wasnt really expecting to be so ok.

nvm. so much problems. ._.

EEYER. tmr still got NDP. -.-
not fair loh! the sec 3 boys tmr no training cos dont know what instructor sick or somthing like thta. so zzz.
idiot loh. should make them join us to dance lah. HAHA. then we will laugh like hell. LOL.

haiya. so irritating. < that was totally random. (:

LOL.
byebye!



zzz.

miracles ?

hellos.

sorry. haha. i know my blog is kinda dead these days. BUT im really busy. ._.

NDP training.
UNCLEARBLE HOMEWORKS.
TESTS.
etc..

im so freaking tired.

being in the first class really sucks. every single tchrs expects everything to be perfect. grades, character, attitude. like whatever? first class students not humans meh. specially celebrate tchr's b'day for her and she gave she rude and fking comments. pls. i ran all the way from one shoping mall to another and my leg is freaking pain now just to collect the freaking cake. seriously. wont you apprecite it? i would rather be in 3E2 if things were like that.
so many problems are surfacing. with the new class, old friends. wtf.
people are changing. so much. im not saying that i nvr change. its just that the difference its so much that i cant even believe it. once so close, now? the gap is widening. im missing my old class, my old peeps. those are whta i call true friends. now? people is changing, everything is.

nvm. im just so freaking stressed these days. !@#$%^&*(()*&^%$#@!
so freaking tired. i just wish to rest.

oh gosh. theres amaths tmr and i havent finish the homework and beisdes that. theres still chinese and EL. wth sia.

nvm. i goiing to do my homework alr. so byebye.





'sometimes you just have to pretend everything's ok, hold back the tears and just walk away.'
do i still strong enough to do that?
how i wish you would be by my side, lending me a shoulder to cry on. but that will nvr happen.