only you

HELLO :)

YAY its friday tmr! And best thing is, there's no school! Sports carnival! :D but its in school. Like sian only. Don't feel like going tmr. Waste of time only lo. Zzz.

Wild wild wet tmr! <3 4 days of a week passed just like that. ._. And its exams next week alr T.T I'm scared. Bleah. I really can go bonkers if my everyday life is a repetition. Home > school > home
-.-
Sigh.

I really don't know where my smile has gone to. I envy those who laugh everyday. I miss those days. I want my smile and laughter back. :( where's my happiness. :(

Haizz. I wanna sleep alr. So BYEBYE!





I want my smile back.

live. laugh. love.

HELLO :)

This week passes so fast and its tuesday alr! :D yay! Soon, friday will come! No school on that day! Sports carnival. Like shoik only.

Anws, on the bus home now. :) just finished frisbee match. Today's match was tough but well, we won in the end. Indeed a good game! :D hahaha great game guys. Like what me and baolan say ' our team got 4 awesome botaks! ' :D hahaha
Sweaty and stinky ttm. Gotta go home and bathe!

Officially counting down 7 days to mid year exams .___. Well, I've decided. Mug for all the subjects and do the best I can and probably aim for b3, a2 and a1. :) besides amaths of course. HAHAH just try my best and even if fail, try border line fail ba. Lalala.

EH YOU. BETTER STUDY HOR. WHO PROMISE ME SAY CT3 WILL PASS ALL EXCEPT AMATHS!?!?!? >:( don't friend you liao.
I know you can do very well, its just that you don't wanna study only. But think of it in another point of view, just study for these few months, do well for 'o's and enjoy a good future. :) coming to think of it, isn't it worthwhile?
Soooooooooo pass 5 or more subjects. :) for mye. That's all. If you fail more than 2, I swear, you're dead this time round. :) jiayous.

Ahma cooked curry for dinner! Yum yum yum :D

Anws, BYEBYE! :)



You can always make me laugh :D <3

Before you judge anybody else's relationship, keep in mind that every lover has a different kind of love.

hold on and nvr let go,

HELLO :)

3 days of holidays pass so fast and its alr sunday. ._.
There's school tmr again. sian ttm.
Good thing is next week fri there's no school! :D sports carnival! But its in school -.-
MYE is in a week's time. Scared. Totally not prepared for this exam. :( srsly gotta start studying alr. Lalala. No time to play alr. Hmm..

Anws, went to emilene's bday bbq with jerome and hiaplee ytd. Had a great time there! Hahah the ppl there damn funny laa. :D
The sea breeze was like shoik only. Sat down there for hours without even feeling tired. ;) simply love it. I think after o's I wouldn't mind spending everyday there. ^^ heehee

Lalala. Going to bathe alr! So BYEBYE :D





Will you still love me tomorrow? <3

5TH MONTH, ♥

HELLO :)

had leadership investiture in school yesterday! pretty cool but scary at the same time! HAHAH my mum went down to support! first time! :D

had dinner with mummy and jerome at the canteen! laugh until stomach pain :D sat there and talk till at 8.30 and left school after that. waled to the AJC bus stop and sat there for like 10 mins or so then decided to go hub to buy KOI! :D mummy wanted to treat jerome but he has to go home so oh well! next time ba! heehee.

slept at 12+ last night. :) since theres no school today!

22.04.11
went out to celebrate our 5th month-sary today! :D like awesome only! heehee went to vivo city. walked ard, buy food and went to the sky garden to sit there! spent like 1h ++ there. HAHAHA
dont like you laa! month-sary day make me cry -.-
had fun playing with water there too! heehee. went to have dinner at some japanese restuarant afterwards!simple dinner but enjoyable and feeling blissful :)  ♥

went home afterwards!

time flies, and its our 5th month-sary alr! :) many things have happened and im glad that all these didnt chnage our feelings for each other :) and thank you for tolerating my unexpected temper changes and most of the time, youre the one that suffers from it. sorry. shldnt have took it out on you x: i promise i wont do it again :) thanks for staying with me.

today's gonna be the last time we're going out before the MYE, like what you promised ypur mum and what i promised my mum :) i hope today has been enjoyable for you and pls study hard for your exams yeah? dont disappoint your parents! :) i will help you in any way that i can if you shld need me.

we have come thus far tgt, hand in hand and im sure, we still have a long long long way to go together. :)

with you, i feel secure. ^^

i love you honey ;)

well, thats all for today! :D pretty tired and theres still amaths tuition tmr. ugh. shall update more tmr! BYEBYE and GOODNIGHT :>

153 days, and still counting on ♥

so near yet so far..

HELLO :)

Putting a mask nowwwwww~ :p

Its finally wednesday! And its thursday tmr! Just one more day of hell and I can enjoy my weekend! :D shoik.
But first, there's the stupid science common test -.-

I miss those days when I was a sec 1, 2, 3 where common test is on every friday and not everyday of a certain week. It makes me feel like its exam. :( I don't like the feeling.
And speaking of it, mid year exam is like in 2 weeks time. OMG OMG OMG IM SO NOT READY LAA.
Gotta pass this MYE. Jiayou jiayou! :)

Lalala. School was fun today, especially during lunch break. Seeing them run around like small kids and their jokes really make me laugh like shit. :D heehee.

And tmr is the award ceremony alr! Soooo not looking forward to it -.- ppl get to go home at 5+ and those awards winners only get to go home at 8+ or 9+ ugh. .____.

So yeah. That's about it for today! :) I'm gonna enjoy the cold cold feeling of the mask on my face. So shuang. HAHAH
BYEBYE and GOODYNIGHT!




If given a choice, I will still choose to bottle everything up. That's what I have always been doing and I'm kinda used to it alr :)

HELLO :)

Good morning! :)

Lalala. Otw to school now! So siannn.
Sorry to pangseh you today. :(( really feel damn bad. Today's choir syf and serene pei me go school on my syf day so as a friend, I felt kinda obliged to pei her go school. And I understand that ms low wants you to be in school by 6.50 to play frisbee. So yeah. Sorry. :((
Promise to make it up to you somehow :)

Common test again today -.- but its chinese paper! :) so shld be okay. Heehee.
Having rehearsal for the outstanding leadership award again after school. Ugh. Boring ttm.

Kay la. I no mood post alr. Probably will be back for a 2nd post later. :) BYEBYE. Have a good day!





When you have gotten used to doing smth with that special someone, it just feels weird if that person is not with you.

give me a break.

HELLO :)

Just here for a short post today.

Finished el and humans work and I'm like half dead alr .__. Damn tired. Srsly. My eyelids are sooooo heavy. I think they are going to fall anytime la. Zzz.

Anws, school was fine today :) just that I think I'm going to fail my ss common test. I totally blank out during the test. T.T dead.
After school, had th rehearsal for the outstanding leadership award this thurs. One word : BORING. Sat down there for like a freaking 3h -.- doing nothing! -.- omg. There's still another rehearsal tmr. Ugh.

Okayyyy my whole body is aching from sitting in the same position for the past 2h soo I'm going to bed alr. :)
BYEBYE and goodnight! ;)




Wonder what would my life be like, if I never got to know you :) <3

pain pain pain :(

HELLO :)

Today was a terrible day. Cramps nearly killed me. -.-
Woke up feeling pain today. ._. Ignored it. Went to hub for lunch and ate one prata only. Lost the appetite to eat anyth. Walked ard hub and it started to hurt like shit. Ugh. Suddenly felt very nauseous. x: sis accompanied me to the toilet. Otw there, I saw stars and nearly fainted. Damn scary. Vomitted and felt damn terrible. ._. My sis described my face as AS WHITE AS A PAPER. :o
Went home, ate medicine and felt so much better. But having slight fever now. :( don't know what's wrong with me. Keep falling sick this year. Zzz.
Bet you must be damn worried. :) sorry dear! I'm fine alr so don't worry le kay! Hahaha

Must be one of the worst cramps that I ever had. Zzz.
So, was actually planning to study today but the sudden cramp screw everything up. Homework left undone and revision for common test totally not done at all. :( dead. Sure flunk next week's common test.

Just so you know, I'm not born to be perfect. I may not be the perfect daughter/perfect sister/perfect girlf/perfect best friend or friend/perfect girl/perfect leader/perfect person in life. But at the very least, I'm trying my best. Nobody's perfect. If you want the perfect me, dream on. GO FIND YOURSELF A DOLL YEAH? It might be easier. (;

Anws, I'm gonna sleep alr. So BYEBYE and GOODNIGHT! :D




I miss you~ <3

im not a happy girl anymore.

HELLO (:

Tuition, today was fine. :) kinda bored though. Dinesh absent, nobody pei me talk -.- lalala.
Went out with jerome and co. after that. Hahaha had a great time laughing. :) and went back home after that. Pretty uch my day today. Heehee. Simple but enjoyable.

Well, I'm not really myself these days. I really dk what's the reason behind it. ._. I want my smile back. Idk where it has gone to. :(
Probably just worried abt too many things. ._.
I want a hug that can erase all my worries. I want a hug that's sincere, a hug that's from the heart. I want it tight but at the same time, comfortable. I want it from you because you're the only one that can give me the perfect hugs that I want.
Where are you my dear? :(

ugh. Depression state now. -.- hate it.

Home alone now. So scary~ don't like being at home alone.

Anws, going to sleep soon. BYEBYE :)






Probably, one day I should just disappear and never come back. :(

one in a million ,

Someday, if I run away, will you chase after me? :(

:'(

HELLO

Not in a good mood these days. Wondering where my smile went to :( keep getting irritated over stuffs. Sigh.
Sorry dear, you're the one that always suffer when I'm not in a good mood. :( shouldn't have taken it out on you. 对不起 :(

What makes you think that I won't study for my O's? Ya, like idk its just 6 more months to my exams. So? Its not like as if idk how to plan my time. If its because of the fact that I've got a boyf, that you're nagging at me now, I don't give a fuck. Last year, sis also have a boyf when she took her exams. And you didn't say anyth abt it? Nvr even nag at her? Wts. -.-
And you even said ' if cannot pass o lvl how? What are you gonna do? ' Wtf. Srsly. Its not like im planning to flunk my exams or anyth right. if you nvr see me study, don't accuse me of not studying. And do you have any idead how hurtful is that to hear it from you? -.- just because I'm in the first class, you expect me to do better than sis. -.- everybody is DIFFERENT. -.-
What a biased mum I have. Not just biased. EXTREMELY BIASED.
To you, sis is always the most guai one, and me, always the one that is more rebellious. -.- whatever la. Srsly. I don't give a damn anymore.


:( :( :( sigh. Really feel like crying.
I want a hug :'(

i miss you, terribly~

HELLO :)

School was alright today. HAHAH funny things happened. Laugh like hell :D VA ended early too! Got to go home early heehee.

Get to skip half a day of school tmr! :D YAY! Like awesome only :D
Performance for the australians! Miss playing noah's ark and sg flyer like mad! Miss my instruments and my crazy section! Heehee.

Next week is common test week again -.- wtf. Totally hate it. Zzz.

And there's no school next fri! :D good friday! AWESOME! Heehee.

Going to study for chem test tmr! So BYEBYE! :D







every now and then, I fall apart. :(

boohoo~

HELLO :)

at school''s computer lab now! :D

well, life been pretty  stressful lately. kinda irritated and sad these days. so hard to control my temper. -.- hate it.
srsly. tchrs give homework as though paper is free zzz -.-
cant seem to finish it. :(

lalala. today's my brother's bday so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN LIM!
you maybe an ass most of the time but youre still my brother :) stop being so irritating and make me scold you all the time. it tiring yknow? :p enjoy your bday!

going to J8 later at night for a wonderful dinner! update more later!

BYEBYE. :)



one problem after another :(

awesome

HELLO :D

Lalala just changed my blogskin! Simple but nice! Love it! Hahah <3 Another week has just passed just like that. Pretty scary. MYE is just round the corners and I really have to buck up alr! ._. Scared. You better jiayou also kay! Hahaha must pass hor! If not you will get it from me! :D heehee Glad that SYF is over and my life is back to normal! But bad thing is, VA everyday -.- sian ttm. Srsly. Was supposed to play frisbee last thurs after VA but didnt and ended up sitting by the side and cheering for the guys! They're simply awesome! :D won both matches! Continue to jiayou yeah? ;) Otw to take family photo now. Hahaha LOL. Kay BYEBYE :) I need you to know, I'm missing you lots，dumbass :D

sigh.

HELLO :)

To my dearest YCKSB, you guys did a great job! I'm so proud of you guys. Being a silver medalist band, is not suck a band thing yknow? :) at least it gives you a goal to work towards for the next SYF. So CHEER UP and SMILE kay?
YCKSB, you're awesome. <3


Ytd, they announced the results for SYF 2011. Kinda disappointed with the results but I know we all did our best and that's enough alr. :) work hard and I'm sure you guys can get the gold back. :) cried like shit, tgt with the committee members and other band members ytd. Damn heartache to see them cry :( well, its all over and a brand new chapter begins. :) let's jiayou tgt!


Yknow what? I really dk what to say. Sigh.
No matter what people say or what I saw for myself, I chose to believe and trust you till the very end. But is it worth it? Does she matter more to you than I am to you? Probably, a yes, in your heart that even you are not aware of it. Sometimes, I really dk if I can trust whatever that you say. It just seems so fake. As though you didn't mean it. If that's the case, I rather you don't say anything. Srsly.
People often say let bygones be bygones but is that even possible? Someway, somehow, it will remain there FOREVER. Say that I'm petty or what, I don't give a damn.
I'm really wondering if I made the right choice. :(


Shld really go sleep alr. Goodnight peeps. BYEBYE.



Why can't I stop crying? :( :( :(

im yours, ♥

HELLO :D

Dear JEROME,
HAPPY SWEET 16!
i really have to say, youre like a big kid. HAHAH  forever so childish~ anws, 16 years old alr, must be more mature kay? :)
we've been through thicks & thins tgt and probably the one that will be scarred in our memory would be the one that happened on 21 march right? HAHAH that night, you and i cried alot and didnt want each other to worry so we both spoke nothing abt it the next day at school. ._. pretty obvious uh dear. :)
you asked me 'will you stay by my side?'
to be truthful, i did hesistate before i replied you. but the only reason for that was because i didnt want to get you into anymore troubles. i really felt very bad.
but now, i want you to know:
i will never leave you. :) this is my promise to you.
no matter what happens, youre the one that is always by my side, encouraging me, telling me not to give up and stay strong because i have you :)
now, its my turn.
always rmb, everything that we have been through only makes us stronger and closer. :) you will never ever have to face anything alone because i will be with you, dear ;) a day spent with you, is a day worth living.
thanks for being by my side, giving me the courage that i need to face whatever difficulties that i face in life. and also for putting a smile on my face everyday ♥



sorry that i cant pei you today due to SYF ._.
i hope that you enjoyed the pre-celebration on sat and your birthday present! i know you like it alot! HAHAH. :D

i love you baby :)


and thats my birthday post to my dearest :)

040411, has another special event happening too!
its YCKSB BIG DAY!
at 11am, we had our SYF competition at SCH. it was great :) really. im sure all of us enjoyed the moment on stage ^^
dont worry about the results that will be released tmr because its not the results that matter. its the process that matter. through the days of working so hard for SYF, all of us learnt something and all these things will be with us through the rest of our life. :) so have a good sleep tonight and lets await the results tmr.

YCKSB, youre awesome

:(

What are words when you don't mean it when you say them.
Truthfully, I'm kinda starting to doubt if what you said are true.
Its not the first time anw.
Kay whatever bye.