LAST DAY OF 2011.

MY BEST BUDDIES.

they have been with me through the 4 years in YCKSS. ^^ same class in sec 1 & sec 2! same CCA. they added colours to my life & are always there for me. <3<3 love them truck lots!

AWESOME PEOPLE ROCKS.

went for eye operation on 14 dec! look at the 2 stickers on my forehead. -.- i know i look retarded with that. boohoo.

know what this is? its freakinggggg painful when they put the needle in. T.T & even more painful when the nurse apply anasthetic medicine through this! (as in, the medicine is in a syringe & she put it through a hole on top of that thing) but well, the medicine really works wonder. i was unconcious(sp?) very soon & when i woke up, the operation is over alr! ^^

see this boy? <3<3

he rushed down to the hospital to pei me for a short wile before my operation & rushed down to work. during his break, he rushed down to the hospital AGAIN, just to make sure im fine.

he came to my house everyday after my operation, to take care of me & clean my eyes for me. its really very dirty as 'juices' would be produced after the operation & when it dried up, its really disgusting. YUCK. but he came everyday & dont mind it being dirty, & clean it up for me! :')

he would do anything just to make sure im happy. heehee.

31st december 2011, 404 days of being together. ^^

no doubt, the journey till now, had been tough. BUT!! it has all been worth it. he showed me that he really love me & will be there for me whenever i need a listening ear/a shoulder to lean on. <3<3 thats all i need.

he may not be very good-looking, he may not be there for me always, he may have the ideal boyfroend i have in mind. he is not perfect. & im not either. i dont need him to be perfect. i just need someone who is willing to stay, no matter what happens. <3<3 baby, just know that im glad to have you. :')

today, is the last day of 2011. ))): why did this year pass by so fast!? tmr is the start of 2012! & its just a few days away from the release of the O level 2011 result. :o AHHHHHHHHHHH. TOTALLY FREAKING OUT. hope everything will turn out fine. *keeping my fingers crossed*

anw, i hope that everyone will have a great year ahead! HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYONE! ^^ HEEHEE.

sooooo, its a new year tmr & its time to set new year's resolution again!

• pray hard that O LEVEL result will turn out well!
• study hard (ermmm, okay luh, maybe?)
• make new friends & keep the old ones close! :)
• learn more skills
• be a better daughter, sister, friend & girlfriend! <3<3
• SMILE & ENJOY LIFE EVERYDAY. & MOST IMPORTANTLY DONT LOOK BACK IN LIFE.

so whats yours?!?!? :D

*MY NAILS DIARY*

HEEHEE. NAIL DESIGN FOR NOV & DEC. ^^ NICEEEEE~?

going for countdown later with babylove & friends.

OKAY. BYE.

HAPPY 13TH MONTHSARY BABY.

i love you. <3<3<3

GRADUATION,

YCKSB investiture is finally over. 

officialy an alumni of YCKSB! WOOHOO. 

received many gifts from juniors as well as friends who are graduating together with me. took many photos, shall upload them to FB soon. ;) 

gonna miss them all so much. especially my awesome perkachng! <3<3

even though the number of guests that turned up was pathetically little & several hiccups during the earlier part of the day, im glad that it still ended well. 

& to my commitee`11, great job well done guys. we may not be the best committee to lead the band, but im sure all of us have put in alot of effort in making this band a better one & im sure it did. ^^ it was certainly an enjoyable time working with all of you. gonna miss you guys so much! <3<3

as we enter the next phase of our lives, it seems to me that everything changes again. why cant everything just stay the same, just like how it was in secondary school. no doubt, secondary school life hold the best time of my life for the past 16 years. cliques, best friend, first crush, first time wanting to top the class, first boyfriend, first prom night. sure, many are going to say that theres always a first time to everything. its not my first time leaving a school where all my friends are but its just unlike primary school graduation. ): well, i guess, all i can do is leave it to fate. but just si you know, i never want to lose my best friend as well as all my other friends that were once close/still close now. 

OKAY BYE.

beloved,

9 dec 2011- out with tuesday clique

had a really memorable day with them! heehee appreciate their gifts! ^^ & of course what they did for me. it was really so nice of them luh! TUESDAY CLIQUE FTW.

11 dec 2011 - first picture taken with my new itouch! ;)

first picture taken with my new itouch! ;)

 12 dec 2011- out with babylove

 look at my love with the pooh bear head. HAHAHA cute uh?

 ASTONS & ANDERSEN'S CHOCOLATE FONDUE WITH FAMILY & BABYLOVE.

 had a fun day out with babylove! ^^ didnt want to waste money on movie this time round sp we headed down for buffet lunch at seoul garden. wasnt that nice though. should have gone to ajisen ramen instead! BLEAH. walked around orchard for awhile before heading down to somerset & then dhouby ghaut & bugis! had neoprints taken with him! YAY. headed back to amk to fetch my brother before heading down to astons! the food is superb. thumbs up! super worth the $$ !

even though there were a few hiccups towards the end of the day that made me a little upset but in general, baby! thanks for the wonderful day! heehee. i really enjoyed myself with you & my family! (; it was so fun! but yknow, with you, holding my hands, staying beside me, thats enough for me alr. because having you is the luckiest thing that has happened in my life. <3<3

13 dec 2011 - out with christine & junhui

 went to visit babylove at work & have lunch after junhui & christine left! ^^

14 dec 2011 - my operation day

 hey baby, im sorry that i threw my temper at you on that day even though you were alr feeling very down. ): i threw my temper because you couldnt accompany me to the hospital & there was nothing i can do about it. ): sorry.

anyway, im really glad that you still came in the end, the last few minutes before i go in for my operation. :D spent some time with you, & that really made my day! i love you baby!

19 dec 2011 - shopping with mummy, sis & babylove!

 went CNY shopping with them & still ended up going home empty handed. -.- sigh.

& my sotong babylove went all the way to takashimaya, happily thinking that he got work, only to end up finding himself having off-day. HAHAHA blur right!?

20 dec 2011 -  first post-operation checkup

went back for checkup today! doctor say that im recovering well & the wound looks fine, meaning no infection! YAY. the only thing is that.. the stitches in my left eye is always getting on my nerves & keeps my eye itching all day longggggggggg. ugh. -.- doctor say it will melt away on its own after a few days o.o lets see then!

done with operation, just that my eyes are still red & uncomfortable nowwwwww. ): still tolerable though! YCKSB investiture tmr! last one alr.

OKAY BYEBYE.



sweetheart,

life has really been boring these days. -.- i really wanna go to work! in serious need of $$. 

recently, the weather is really terrible. its either scorching hot or raining cats & dogs. sian ttm.

but oh well, it seems like after the heavy rain just now, the sun is coming out but setting soon. LOLOL. all good things must come to an end right?

OHYA, YKNOW THE MELTYKISS CHOCOLATE? LOOK DAMN NICE SIA~~ I WANT THE VANILLA FLAVOUR ONE~~~ YUM YUM. HEEHEE.

baby, i just want a truthful answer. are we coming to an end soon? ): i keep having those feelings these days & you know how accurate my instincts are. sighhh. you say you would love me forever & always but how long is your 'forever & always' ? )'': 

OKAY BYE.

best friends forever, ♥

specially for ms christine yang mehmeh~~

HEY BITCH, HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY YO~ :)  

in a blink of an eye, we are graduating alr! can you believe it that we're in the same class for 4 years? HAHAH getting sick of you yo :p just kidding~~~ thanks for being there for me whenever i needed a listening ear. :) youre an awesome friend! reallyyyyyyy. anws, through this 4 years, many things has happened. we quarreled, we laugh, we cry, we fight. heh remember all those crazy things we did? embarrassing max but with you, who cares. HAHAH. it was really fun & crazy. gonna miss those memories so much. & dont eat so much kay~~ later become one fat fat fat pig :D

enjoy your day to the fullest okay!? HAHAH we'll find a day to go out soon~~~ & your present is still with meeeeee! 

SMILE EVERYDAY KAY. HEE CAN REMOVE YOUR BRACES SOON ALR RIGHT, THEN BECOME PRETTY GIRL ALR. ;) 

*dont be too touched by this post okay?! :p 

it has gotta be you.

4 days into december. 

dont you feel that 2011 has pass by too quickly? we have always been ranting in our lower sec years about how we hope that time would pass by faster & all. but now that we are sec 4s, somehow deep inside all of us, we hope that time would pass by slower so that we dont have to move on to the next phase of our lifes so soon. but oh well, time waits for no one.

remember those times when we were just small kids? we were all genuinely happy back then. we had nothing to worry about. everyday the routine is the same : wake up, play, eat, sleep. we live in harmony, we dont hold grudges, we were happy. seems pretty boring back then uh? but now, thats the life that many of us desire. this lasted till a time when i was sec 2?  as we grow up, life changes. we realize that theres no such thing as fairytale, happy endings dont come that easily & prince charming doesnt exist. as i begin sec 3, life took a big blow on me. new friends, new environment, new responsibilities, new enemies - i just couldnt adapt to it. but as time passes, things change. made new friends who would probably stay longer than those before. nothing lasts forever - true that.

well well, pretty much plan out what i would want to do for this 6 months alr. :)

• watch 'youre the apple of my eye' !!
• try cooking different dishes. (japanese curry rice, cakes, cookies, jellies! YUMYUM)
• go make-up shopping real soon.
• find a job after my operation.
• earn & save more $$ to buy the things i want!
• spend more time with beloved(s), creating more memories together.
• eat, sleep, eat, sleep.
• SMILE & GET THROUGH THE DAY.

okay, im irriated cause i keep getting mini electric shocks from the laptop as it is charging. -.- it hurts. ugh.

okay, byebye. 

PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE.

HELLO.

glad that the market near my house is finally re-opened! was closed down for several months for re-construction. miss the food there so much. :o

now, that its reopened alr, i dont have to eat the limited variety of food at the coffee shops alr! heh heh.

anws, went for pre-operation checkup two days ago. doctor did some measurements, had several checkups to make sure im fit for the operation & a briefing. all done in about 1h. pretty fast huh?

I CANT EAT/DRINK ANYTHING AFTER 7AM ON OPERATION DAY. ): MY OPERATION ONLY STARTS AT 1PM. OMG. I WILL BE SO FAMISHED. )'':

REPAINTED MY NAILS~~~ HEH. NICE RIGHT? :D

SEE THIS LAZY BOY? HAHAHA HE REFUSE TO HAVE HIS HAIR CUT EVER SINCE THE END OF 0 LVL & NOW ITS GETTING KINDA OUTTA CONTROL.

HEY LAZY BOY, I KNOW YOU ARE SO GOING TO TICKLE ME TO DEATH THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME AFTER YOU SEE THIS POST. BUT WHO CARES. :p AT LEAST NOT ME. HEH HEH HEH. GO HAVE YOUR HAIR CUT KAYYYYY. YOU LOOK SO MUCH NICER WITH A NEATER HAIR! THEN CAN SEDUCE MORE CUSTOMERS TO GO BUY THINGS. LOLOL. JUST KIDDING. ;) HOPE YOU CAN GO OUT & WATCH MOVIE WITH ME TMR. LET ME KNOW SOON KAY? I LOVE YOU.

okay, byebye.

you make my dream come true,

8 days ago, 22nd november 2011, was our 1st anniversary! <3 heehee. we managed to have dinner together at a cozy restaurant~~ awesome.

baby, i just want you to know im sorry for all the things that i did to upset you. ): i didnt mean it. but lets just forget all the unhappiness & walk towards a brighter future yeah? <3 after all that happened, im glad we're still together. who would have thought we will be together for so long?

baby,

if there comes a day when we cant be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. <3

im glad that everything is over alr. secondary school life, prom night, last YCKSB concert.

it was awesome. i can say, this concert is so much better than the last concert!

IM SO HAPPY THAT I DIDNT SCREW UP THE SOLO! HEH HEH.

well well, its all over. all good things have to come to an end. :)

everyone seems to be working, except me. ): stuck at home everyday doing nothing. bleah. sucks ttm.

look at my nails! its nice isnt it? heehee. so damn bored at home luh.

its officially..

2 days to my last pre-operation check-up,

12 days to my birthday,

14 days to my operation,

21 days to YCKSB band investiture,

22 days to 13th monthsary,

25 days to christmas,

31 days to the end of 2011. <3

2011 pass by so quickly. in a blink of an eye, we are all alumni of YCKSS. no longer students. heehee. 2012 is coming~~~~ sigh, why do time have to pass by so fast?

OKAY BYE.

GRAD NIGHT.

 before makeup! :)

 babylove, <3

 liyana!

 charmaine!

 jacob!

 christine, twinneh :)

ramsay!

 

 seraphina, darling! :)

 natasha, darling no. 2! :)

 tuesday clique, <3!

 prisheela!

serene! :)

HELLO :)

prom night is officially over & its really goodbye to my secondary school friends & teachers. gonna miss them all. last night was really a star studded night! everyone is so pretty & handsome! saw another side of everyone last night. :) everyone deserves the title of prom king & prom queen. :)

theres always a good side to goodbyes. goodbyes just means that we're starting a new chapter of our lifes. we will meet new people, be in new places, become a whole new different person. but whats most important is that we do not forget the beautiful memories that all of us have created together. people come & go, but memories stay forever.

it really was a memorable night. how i wish, it would last forever. <3

went back to school today for band in the morning, feeling really tired.

but made it through full band, happy that my hard work paid off. i still didnt manage to perfect the solo but im glad that i had made tremendous improvement. :) heehee.

its like youve changed into another person in just one night. just because you had them, i meant nothing anymore. so what am i to you? just when we are going to graduate, this has to happen. im tired. really tired. so which is the real you, afterall?

hey dear, its going to be our first  anniversary next tuesday! im really sorry that we may not be able to celebrate it on the actual day itself again as i might be having alumni band after band camp. /: i will see what i can do alright? but i can assure you, even if its a later celebration, we would still have the time of our lifes, because whats most important is, we have each other. right? <3

alright, thats all for tonight. BYEBYE. :)

PISSED OFF MAX.

i dotn like your mum. ): she doesnt keep her promise. she say once o level is over, you will have your freedom & you can go out. but now, when its over, she say hmm let me think. wtf?
so what if we are together? big deal? what era is this alr? as long as it doesnt affect studie, its okay what. even my mum also never say anything, she say so much for what. old foggy mindset. -.-
& who the hell is she to scold me? twice. in public. i will never forget it. even my mum doesnt scold me like this. fuck. i tell myself, next time this happen, i wont be a pushover anymore. fucking irritating. you think im the only girl that text your son? he is your son, im someone else's daughter as well. -.-
if you dont give me the respect i deserve, why should i give you the respect you want? tsk.

SCHOOL'S OUT!

HELLO :) been on hiatus due to the freaking O level exams. everyday study & study. but oh well, hope my hardwork will pay off! *keeping my fingers crossed* glad that the hectic school life is all over & i finally get to enjoy! okay, maybe not so soon. ): having band practices almost everyday. oh gosh.

AND IM PLAYING A TIMPANI SOLO FOR CONCERT. OMGOMGOMG. IMMA FREAKING OUT.

YAY THERES CLASS CHALET TMR :D although i can only head down at night. sigh. but well, at least i get to spend more time with my classmates! heh. 4E1`11 is awesome <3

well, heading down to school for alumni band & then to class chalet then back to band on wed afternoon. busy busy girl.

going for eye appointment on thurs. /: last checkup before operation on 14 dec. scared~~~ hope everything will turn out fine! & the stupid appointment is at 9.30am. ugh. make me wake up so early. dont know gonna drag how long again. siannnn.

PROM NIGHT IS ON FRI. WOOHOO. CANT WAIT FOR IT! ITS GONNA BE A GOOD GOOD NIGHT. HAHAHA.

OHYA I WANT TO WATCH 那些年， 我们一起追的女孩! :) so far, feedbacks are all thumbs up!

*sorry that i threw my temper at you this afternoon. ): im sorry. its my fault. keeping myself busy with band stuffs & neglecting you. 对不起. dont angry le kay? <3<3 iloveyou.

OKAY. BYEBYE. <3 YEAR 4s ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY. HEE.



IM BORED.

HELLO.

YES, IM STUCK WITH THESE TWO BOOKS & A LAPPY PROVIDING ME MUSIC! <3

DONT MIND ME. HAHAHAH. I WAS TOO BORED FROM DOING ALL THOSE MCQS.

THE As. Bs. Cs. Ds.

& WHEN MY ANSWER IS WRONG, I GO 'OMG WHYYYYYYYYY'

UGH.

SO YEAH. I KINDA GAVE UP ON PHYSICS AFTER A FEW CHAPTERS. IM NOT GOOD WITH NUMBERS. ): WELL, SEE HOW IT GOES TMR!

HOPE I CAN DO WELL. ///: (FAT HOPE)

OKAY, BYE.

lots of love,

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY DEARDEAR! HEH HEH HEH.

I know life with me hasnt always been an easy ride. ///: thank you for putting in so much effort in keeping us going & thank you for always being there for me! appreciate it alot. <3

stay strong during this exam period yeah? the hell is going to be over soon! 'O' level is in a month's time. so fast huh? study hard kay? :) always rmb,

加油加油再加油! HEEHEE.

alright, read more in the card! I smurf you, baby. <3

LALALA. had a new haircut just now! :D

(uhhhhhh not much difference? //: yeah. i know.)

the hairdresser say my hair very nice! she thought i got rebond or dye. LOL. HAHAH.

well well, prelims was quite okay? i screwed emaths paper 2 today though. SIGH. its okay! im going to work hard for 'O' level! (okay, so zihigh -.-)

LAST PAPER TMR! GONNA TAKE A GOOD REST & START MY ENGINE ALL OVER AGAIN!

DECIDED TO SAY BYEBYE TO AMATHS & SAY HELLO TO MY 5 REMAINING SUBJECTS! 我靠你们了！

life, keeps going on & on. whether we want it to or not. i guess everything is fated? ///:

tell me, what am i suppose to do, to get the best of both worlds (sounds cliche, but yeah) ?

do i always have to sacrifice something for another? why has it gotta be like this?

going for operation on 14 dec. uhm, should i say im happy? well, im pretty much very very scared. dk what might happen during the operation & after the operation. ///: well, wish me luck peeps! <3

alright, gonna watch 灿烂的遗产. nice show. heehee.

& GETTING BACK TO MY BOOKS AT 8PM.

OKAY. BYE.