trust ,

hellos.

today arh. very boring too. :< sad right? I HATE HOLIDAYS.

kay. i dont feel like blogging. SORRY. byebye. :)






what yours will be yours.

naive ,

hellos.

didnt go anywhere today. stayed home. BORED. AS USUAL.
christinewoke me up with 2 phone calls in the morning. ._.
AS USUAL HOR CHRISTINE. ^^

um yah. thats it. i think. gonna go plaza sing tmr to check out christine's present. TIRED SIA.

kay. nvm. byebye and nights peeps!






its the stupidity of me to have believed you.

promises ?

hellos.

went shopping with family today at bugis junction. ^^
brought lots of clothes. ♥ it.
but hor spent alot of my mom $$ i feel so bad loh. :<

after that homed. changed and everything then use comp. have to go off at 9. ^^

saw a bag at bugis junction and i love it alot! gonna get it! ^^

kay. byebye and nights! ^^




i will not and do not wish to believe anything you said anymore.

never ,

hellos.

band >> toa payoh >> amk hub >> home.

thats bout it for today.

was pretty tired after standing for one whole day.

my mum brought a new headset each for me and my sis. so good right? ^^

ohya and i drew $50 out from my bank acc cause NEED TO BUY CHRISTINE YANG'S PRESENT.
HAHAS! but my acc still got like $830++. O.o i didnt know im so rich. :p

kay. gonna take time to go and do somethings. who want pei me go? :< sian. nobody got time loh. going overseas soon. and MY B'DAY ALSO COMING LE! kay. im ike damn hyper now can?

hahas. kay. i wanna go back to facebook-ing le. byebye and nights! ^^






fairytale simply dont exist.

i thought it was forever ,

hellos.

woke up went for lunch and all those stuffs.

still having sunburn. :< very pain lah. and my leg still got alot of injuries loh. sad sia.

tmr having band. tired.

after that going to get presents with christine. hahas.

* my ama and all have been talking abt a girl who jump off the building at my opp blk. since morning man. go market eat also thn now my uncle come back still talking abt the same topic. haiz.

kay anws. byebye!

p.s. YAY. going wild wild wet again on 16 dec! cant wait. ^^






i had a dream.
it was SO REAL. i thought finally its the time.
but it turns out to be JUST A DREAM.

hey peeps. im sorry. pictures tmr kay? im really tired. :<

SORRY.

stars of love.

hellos.

ahh! very tired! just came back from class chalet. ^^

mon 231109
met shihui christine edwyn and nic at mac. had breakfast then went off to downtown.
crap on the mrt.
alighted and took bus. wated super long.
the girls went ntuc to get stuffs while the guys waited at mac.
we went to ntuc then walk around then went to arcade to take neoprint leaving the guys there to wait. hahas! so bad. went back. waited awhile then check in le.

unpack tehn slack awhile then get the rest of the stuffs then prepare for BBQ. started and all those stuffs lah.

went to pasir ris beach with some of them. creepy but fun. never tried that before. ^^
went back soon.

waited for the rest of them to leave then pack and bathe and then lie on the bed. wanted to ton whole night but slept at 1++. woke up at 4am+ due to the noisy EDWYN.
ater that slept all the way through.

tues 241109
9+ christine called. ._. tired sia.
went to pasir ris beach again. to take photos. went back changed. WILD WILD WET! wa.. paly until i super duper tired. and i tio sunburn! :<
went back bathe and checked out.
subway after that. homed. slept on the bus.

im damn freaking tired now. sunburn hurts and my throat hurts too. :< sick soon.

kay thats all peeps. i shall let the pictures do the talking. ^^ byebye and nights!






you cannot erase the past,
you must let it go.
you cannot change ytd,
you must accept the lessons learnt.

when we say goodbye .

hellos.

today is another BUSY BUSY day. but fun ^^

had band. was super suckish lah. stupid. 2 ppl how have sectionals. ==

went mac with my sis to meet nicholas. collected the money. though not all. but was super pissed loh. nvm.

went to ____ house after that. her brother so cute! ^^

left. went ntuc. brought stuffs. came my house here de SKP. closed. WTH. ._.
then forgte it went bookshop. brought stuffs then homed.

tmr still meeting up to do smething. hahas. for the chalet lah. ^^

class chalet!
venue : downtown coasta sands resort
date: 23-25 nov
time : day 1 : 5pm. bbq! whoo!

hope everything will work out fine. ^^ heehee.

kay. i very tired le. byebye and nights! :D





two different worlds.

collition of emotions ,

hellos.

had band in the morning. was fun though i was ultra tired. :>

went christine's house cos it was raining so heavily. imagine we are walking under shelter and yet we are still wet. imagine how heavy is the rain. (:

had lunch there. crapped. used comp. all that stuffs. then i realise her sister is damn ____ . fill in the blank yourself. ^^ no offence christine.

yup. homed. went to fetch my bro. VERY tired now. :<

at christine's house found out something that really REALLY pissed me off.
eh. wtf lah. just because i told you that we dont need your dad's help cos we dint want to trouble him and all those stuffs then you kp so much. think abt it first can. you also want fresh ingredients right. if you insist that the flavouring wont get in FINE. you dont eat. happy! damn fk-ing pissed off now lah.
we plan so hard yet you didnt even thankyou and over there kpkb. you think very easy plan isit. then you plan loh. stupid.


anws. gtg. have to call shihui abt the class chalet thing. an im SUPER DUPER UPER TIRED. NOW. byebye and nights peeps! :)




im really tired of waiting.

starry starry night ,

hellos.

2nd post. ^^

damn tired now. and having a headache. was with chihui since afternoon to plan bout th class outing, damn pekcek lah.
have to class EVER SINGLE human being in my class. imagine lah. Zzz.
I SWEAR NEXT TIME I DONT WANT PLAN LIAO.

yup. all the hard work is kinda worth it.
details comfirmed.

class chalet ! (:
venue : downtown east coasta sand.
date : 23 nov to 25 nov.

hope you guys will enjoy it. haha. (:

kay. i wanna go facebook-ing le. byebye and nights!
gosh theres still band tmr. AAAHHHH !

if the world end today wouldnt it be good ,

hellos.

today been a pretty short day. woke up and then use comp and wenr for lunch.
came back use comp. then ltr going shihui's house to discuss class outing. ^^

yah. then like that first. come back for a second post later. bye. (:

collition of emotions ,

hellos.

had band today. was pretty fine.
then went opp wth the usual peeps to have lunch. haha.
crapped there and laughed alot. ^^

was discussing with them abt the class outing.
few options though.

1. marina barrage.
2. cycing.
3. wild wild wet.

havent decided which one to choose. 201! tag at my tagboard!

today. hack open my piggy bank.got $60 inside. hahas. trying to find more money. going out alot of times during decmeber. :< im broke. haiz.

yah. kay. i promise i will get the class otuing plan out soon alright? hahas. ^^

kay. i wanna go facebook-ing. byebye and nights ! (:





im just afraid..

LA LA LAND (:

hellos.

today went back to school in the morning to check the subject combi.
ITS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME.
go there see and then go home. ._. retarded sia.
slack in school awhile with christine but left soon cause shes going to zoo and wild wild wet with her family.
then walked home.

thought about alot of things while walking. also about the ques christine ask me at the BBT shop. im not sure myself to say the truth. hahas.

anws. abt the class outing, might be changed to RASA SENTOSA. MAYBE only.
not comfirm. will try to get everything planned out soon! ^^

realise that time really files. half a month has past alr. soon,band camp coming. will die one. ==

haiz. my sis went to her friend's house to bake. AGAIN. and she uses my bag and just throw my things on the bed. WTH lah. ask also nvr ask my permission. asshole.

...................................................................................

realise that im going out many times during the december holidays. :>
with diff groups of ppl of course. but of course have christine in for every outing lah. hahas.
scared not enough money sia.
gonna declare bandkrupt soon. :<

kay. i want go youtube watch shows. ^^ hahas. sian. tmr got band again. Zzz.
anws. byebye! ^^





lets just hope its never too late. ^^

mixture ,

hellos.

2nd post. (:

now talking to shihui and edwyn on msn abt the class outing thingy. talk to edwyn until damn pekcek lah. Zzz.

suddenly talking to so many people.

tmr comfirm going back sch to check the subject combi. result le. meeting F.A. in school at 10. ^^
but hor. i not doing CIP. i feel so bad lah. lying to my mom. :<

kay lah. late le. i wanna go sleep le.

nights.




never gonna be the same anymore. (:

what if everything was colourless ?

hellos.

changed blogskin. AGAIN. (:
the previous one was pretty dull so yah.

woke up and went for lunch with familyat AMK hub ah mei cafe.
crowded. as usual.
walked around. eyeing on a shirt. ^^
brought stuffs and homed.

made mayo egg sandwich then watch tv. :DD

then use comp loh. until now. had pizza for dinner! yay! LOL.

..................................................................................

tmr might be going back school to check subject combi. .
maybe only.
shihui ask me do cip with her. dk whether to do or not. hahas. very lazy. :p

yah. and not fair loh. my sis since afternoon go out with her friends until now havent come back. ZZZ. throw me alone at home. ._.

kk. i wanna go facebook-ing le. byebye and nights! ^^





promises? dont seem fulfilling now.. perharps im just being too sensitive.

awesome without you. ^^

hellos.

today went out. and blahblahblah. lazy elaborate.

planning a class outing with shihui. hopefully it will work ^^ details soon peeps!

and great. i havent finish e-learning. i dont feel like doing. very lazy do sia.

yup. these days. nothing much happen so lazy post. hahas. ^^

will try to update more ppl!

so, byebye and nights! (;




hey you, jealous much?!

its never real ,

hellos.

having a freaking headache now. dont know why. feel like fainting. ==

anws. went IMM with christine, cherie, edwyn, jiading and kelly today. hahas. damn funny. push push! hahas. christine and jd know what i mean hor. ^^ yup. had lots of fun today. (: especially jd hor. hahas. hmm. actually wanted to post something up de. but nvm. i good i dont post. HAHA. see i so guai. :p

yup. and yah. today band was great. ^^ nvr had such fun during band for so long. hahas. (;

kay. i seriously having a freaking headache. i no mood to post le. byebye and nights. ^^




listen to what your heart says.

temptation ,

hellos.

today woke up at 9.30. super tired. couldnt sleep last night lah. ==
then got ready and left house.

band was fine. but my section only got a pathetically 3 people. dont know where that starstar go again. ZZZ.

after that went hub and homed.

watch tv but fell asleep soon after that. (: heehee.
was woken up by christine yang at 7. i want sleep more! O.O tired.

yah. thn use comp until now loh.

tmr till got band. sian. ==

kay lah. tmr then update. ^^ byebye! and nighty nights! ^^





hmm.. a guy shld make the first move hor. christine. (: (she know what i mean. ^^)

i hate my mum.

just because my sis can draw is it really so fabulous?
i know i cant draw and everything i do is inferior to her.

so what if i studied hard for my exams and score so well when you dont even care.
got into 301 and you nvr say anything and no reward. wtf lah.

i dont care alr okay. my sis results are worse than me and you compliment her as though there is no tmr. her EOY level position 80 plus you say very good then what am i?!

yah yah yah. shes the best and shes good at everything and i suck. happy! suckers.

a piece of me ,

[edited]
hellos

2nd post of the day. (;

went to look for my sis just now and went popular with her. brought her stuffs and went back to hub. then to a bakery shop. == then walk home.

then finish up my e-learning. except for science and maths. gonna get help from my sis later. haha. ^^

sian. tmr got band. but 2h only. hahas. (:
very tired!

kay lah. i nothing to post le. byebye! ^^

p.s. somehow, i think christine really think like a boy. immature thinking? maybe. hahas. ^^
know why? cause :
10 nov 2009 tues
iris : are you a guy or a girl uh?
christine : guy.
iris : guys toilet over there. what you doing in the girls toilet? (:
christine : *suddenly realise* oh no! say wrong.
( two of is burst into laughter.)

we can conclude that christine doesnt think when she speaks. hahas.
she gonna kill me for this. :p



should i or should i not? o.o?

one step forward, two steps back ,

hellos.

today woke up quite late. ^^ havent eat anything since then. hahas.
later going to meet my sis. sian.

just now me and shihui was talking abt the cruise thing. and deciding if we want go or not. hahas. cause since ytd 林老师 call us and its free ma. so why not. hahas.
but still deciding in progress.

um. yah. come back for a second post later yah? hahs. byebye! ^^





being happy is not being perfect.

sophiscated ,

hellos.

today woke up at 8++. early uh. (:
bathe and everything. then went to hub to meet chrisitine.
AND CHRISTINE. im earlier kay. hahas. although both of us was late. haha.
then actaully want go cineleisure de. then christine cannot go ma. so stay at hub loh. see i so good. hahas. JKJK.
brought tickets for my sister's keepers. then went arcade play. hahas. got 26 tickets for free. ^^ took neoprints. hahas. ^^
then went into the cinema.

the show was nice. hahas. we cried. :'< it was very touching loh. should go and watch it. ^^ *thumbs up*

tehn homed. (:

................................................................................

tehn use comp and all those stuffs lah.

i realise that i been every very little tehse days. literally LITTLE.
YTD.
1 cup mashed potato, 1 cup of drink and 1 egg tart. thats it. hahas

today
1 cup of ice milo.

hahas. thats how little i eat. dont know why im just not hungry. O.O? weird uh. hahas.

................................................................................

rmb the promise we made?

- to go out together at least once a week.
- to call each other eveyrday.
- share ANY secrets.

if those are not fulfilled, you die. muahaha! ^^

...............................................................................

um. yah. i wanna go my e-learning le. byebye! ^^





i want to know the truth. (:

its nothing.

hellos.

2nd post of the day. ^^

changed url and changed blogskin. ^^ finally after so long. hahas.

rmb i said i will be doing my e-learning? by the end of the day, i realise i havent done 1 assignment yet. and im just slacking. :p hahas
dont feel like doing. heehee.

kay lah. im going to go off comp le. using it for almost for 1 full day le. byebye! (:
p.s. hope i can sleep peacefully tonight. :<




everything feels like its just a dream.

truth is i dont love you anymore. (:

hellos.

woke up at 12 today. couldnt sleep last night. :p
then went to have lunch cum breakfast then use comp until now loh. ^^

yesterday 8/11/09
went for steamboat instead of kbox. sat down tehre and ate for 2 continous hours. perharps cause i wasnt really in a good mood so juts eat to my content. ^^ hahs.
tehn walk arund bugis. went iluma and brought a dress. ^^ nice.
then homed.

................................................................................

watched the devil wears prada. the show is nice. ^^ then after that talk to christine on the phone. then in the end the both of us started crying. :< but felt better after that. but felt better after talking to JD. (: thanks. yeah. and then um.. like that loh. i very lazy post le. hahas

yah. i wanna go do e-learning le. post later. ^^ byebye!





to let go of it, is definitely the best choice and im trying my best right now. ^^

desire ,

hellos.

today. nothing much happen lah. veyr lazy type out. :p

.................................................................................

ytd night went for SSO concert at esplnade. wasnt really nice. maybe cause we didnt know how to appreciate it. :p should have left dring the intermission loh.
kay lah. then took photos. upload later. ^^

.................................................................................

decided not to change class. anw my mom also dont allow so forget it loh. so just stay in 301 as many suggest. :< although reluctant but no choice.

haiz. guess after all, being separated is what we get. i dont knowhow you feel bout it but i guess you dont really care. so why am i caring so much. am i the one who cares and treasure this friendsip after all? maybe or maybe not. after all, secrets will not be shared anymore and as you said theres no much trust between the both of us. right, being able to get into 301 is a good thing but losing a friend who im so close to isnt a great feeling either kay. idk if you are aware of that but if its meant to be left this way then i guess we cant help it either.

sorry bout that. wasnt feeling really good. :< still havent really gotten over that ting lah. thanks to those that cared. ^^

.................................................................................

yipee! going kbox with family tmr! woo! finally can relax. heehee. ^^
cant wait. :p

kay lah. i wanna go watch tv le. byebye! ^^




to me, nothing is the same.

i ♥ 201'09!

hellos.

today was a suckish day alright. went back to school to collect report book.
met with F.A. at park mac to have breakfast. as usual was bitch-ing and laughing like mad there, heehee.

then went to school. did some admin stuffs. then report book.
i was so scared okay. i saw my level position. 19! i was super shock okay. i expected for like 30+ or 40+ lah. but F.A. did well this time round. ^^ well done! hahas.
then time to announce class. me, jaclyn, jochebel, lynette,cong and deb got into 301. dafinah , christine and liyana 302. I DONT WANT!! I WANT GO 302!! :< tonight gonna protest to my mum. haha.
yah.. then liyana cried. i cried and christine cried. :'<
haiz. i dont want separate lah.

to fellow 201 peeps :
hey! today is the last day we are 201. from tmr onwards we are sec 3s! omg. sound so old uh. diff class, diff people. must get use to the surroundings. although we might miss the times we were together as a class, but we all know that the precious memories are always kept in our heart right? hahas. so cheer up because we still have one another by our side and we will forever be 201'09! hahas.
rain or shine, we will be by each otehr side supporting each other right? ^^
and dont forget we have the greatest TCs who treat us very good okay? memories shared will never be forgotten. :>

201'09 is always ♥ ! ^^

heehee.

hahas. i will miss 201 lah. best class ever man. ^^

..................................................................................

um.. yah. results still consider quite good lah.
english- 59 (c5) <- sucks!
chinese - 74 (a2)
maths - 65 (b3)
science - 63 (b4)
geog - 79 (a1)
hist - 73 (a2)
lit - 62 (b4)
d&t - 63 (b4)
art - 62 (b4)
HE - 69 (b3)

class position : 10
level position : 19
L1R4 : 13
L1R5 : 16

results not very good still can go 301. wth lah. sucks lah.
haiz.

................................................................................

kay lah. i want go bathe le. later going for SSO concert at esplanade. kinda sad. feel like crying. :<
kay lah. byebye! maybe post tmr or something? (:




make two grins where ther was only one grouch before. ^^

love, lile life, is an adventure.

hellos.

today as usual was another boring day. saty at home. watch tv, use comp, sleep and l those stuffs lah. yeah.

um. yah. tmr having band. 1 to 5. :o

then no more le. ( sorry. this is a very short post. no mood. )
byebye.(:




its time to cut loose. c:

collition of emotions ,

hellos.

today had band in the morning. but before that went mac with cong. had breakfast then went school. (:
then band ended early today. suppose to release at 1 but released at 12.05.
so went pizza hut to eat. damn nice. ^^
then actually wanted to go hoem but instead went IMM with fellow band members. alot of people. very lazy list out haha. tehn on the MRT, was bitching. hahas. damn fun. ^^ then went band world. damn creepy there lah. :o then helped christine to carry instrument.
DAMN HEAVY SIA! then now my hand swollen. :< ZZZ.
then walk around and then took train back with christine first. then homed.
tiring day..

tmr no need go back school! ^^ can sleep in le. hahas.
but thursday go band. haiz. very tired sia.

kay lah. i wanna go do my e-learning le. byebye! (;






wish someone was there to tell me what to do. x.x

here we go.

hellos.

2nd post of the day le. few hours has passed since then. but i very bored lah.

so i have only completed chinese e-learning. im seriously in no mood to do. so lets just forget about it. ^^ later then do ba.
so i have been wasting my time on facebook and blogs. (;

.................................................................................

im thinking.. does friendship really exist?
im starting to doubt it.
so many things happen this year and of course, last year too.
first this and now that.
many say forgive and forget. but is it really so easy?
if you wre me, maybe it wouldnt. after all those that she has done, i have had enough of it.
so much for 'we would be friends forever uh."
i wished for it too. but do you think its really possible?
to me, nah.

ever though of how many friends really do stay?
how does it feel to have someone you cheirsh so much to leave so suddenly?
it hurts doesnt it?

firstly, you make new firends.
and then when you get all close and time goes by,
you will find drifting form them cause you found new ones.
its just so simple to tear friendships apart.

however, theres another thing. but RARE. highly impossible. maybe 0.00001%?
LOL.

you meet new friends, get all close and remain close,
and make even more new friends but still remain close to the old ones.
do you think this is possible? perharps?

with friendships coming and going, i wonder where the true ones go.

to me, all my friendships have turned into a fantasy,
although there will still be hiccups but who cares.

fairytale much? x.x

just a random post. but i realized alot of things after all these times.
forgive and forget? IMPOSSIBLE.
to forgive but not forget?
to forget but not to forgive?
not to forget and not to forgive?

idk. lets just see how things progress.

.................................................................................

ohya! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOCHEBEL !
1 year older le! but still very pretty! stay cheerful and smart okay? wish you good luck in everything you do! F.A. is always loved. ^^*

kaykay. realized something?
ytd, 1st nov was lynette's birthday and today 2nd nov is jochebel's birthday. these 2 best friends are just so cute uh? :>

haha. kay. i wanna go take a nap le. very tired. o.o
byebye!



i wish happiness last longer than it did.

mending in progress,

hellos.

so today is another stay home day. have e-learning assignments to complete. will try to choing finish everything by today cause tmr having band. :<

okay. so yeah. as you can see. instead of doing my e-learning assignments, im here blogging and facebook-ing. ^^ haha. dont have the mood to do. and im very hubgry now lah.

okay. i shall be a good kid and do my assignments before my meal comes home. (;

byebye! 2nd post later!

trust in you.

hellos.

so today woke up at 9 plus. went out for breakfast at amk central. after that went shopping! heehee. (; went J8 first then to far east plaza. ^^
brought a new pair of heels. weeeeee! but not i pay money de lah. i broke now. :'(

today is 1st november. the start of a new month. gosh. so sian.
and today is 1st november and its LYNETTE KUOH YAN LING'S brithday!
happy birthday! stay happy as always and be crazy as always. hope F.A. can go same class next year. (: enjoy this day and live it to the fullest. ^^

haha. kay. im having barbeque for dinner tonight! yessa! haha. damn happy. cant wait for it. ^^

okk. i wanna go facebook-ing le. so byebye! :>




life is short. learn to smile more, laugh as though theres no tmr, forgive and forget and most importantly, to live life to its fullest. ^^