just had dinner with baby! ^^ heehee totally made my day. its been a long time since i get to spend time with him alone, just the 2 of us. but hes has to go home at 8 so we spent less than 2 hours together. :( but well, i cant be so greedy. at least i get to spend some time with him! <3<3
it really broke my heart when you told me that on the first day when you went back to malaysia, that your family went out & left you alone at home with your grandparents. :( how can they do this to you. she was the one who asked you to go back with them & she left you there alone. tsk. she call herself a parent? seriously. no offence, but i really hate her. :(
went to watch 孩子不坏 with my family ytd! that movie was pretty nice! :) one thing that i learned : THINK POSITIVE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
baby's finally back from malaysia! met up with him just now.
im sorry that i threw my temper at you again. im angry because you promised me that we would go out today & you would be coming to my house to bai nian, it all end up as empty promises again? i know its not your fault, its your mum. this is why i dislike her. seriously. how many months has O's been over alr? shes another one that doesnt keep her promises. -.- i hate people who dont keep their promises. anw, please keep your promise that we will go out soon & that you will come to my house to bai nian. this is the last chance alr baby. i love you. <3
bitch. didnt i just warn you about shooting your mouth off before getting your facts right? what are you after? breaking up my friendships before you are happy? please, are you trying to tell me that you have no best friends & youre jealous that i have one & there you are, trying to destroy my friendship? oh, you got the wrong target this time round. the one that im talking about her in the last few posts, is not her. wtf srsly. whatever the case is, just fucking stop what you are doing. you think i dont know what shit you have been doing behind my back? all those thaat you said of me, arent true AT ALL. it just shows how ugly your heart really is. you have a problem with me having a boyf? if no, then why do you keep going around spreading rumours that arent true at all about us? piece of advice? LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT, IF NOT NO ONE WILL EVER TRUST YOU EVER AGAIN. OH AND PLEASE LEARN TO GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START SHOOTING YOUR MOUTH OFF. THANKS. & dont worry. im not going to do anything to you. im just gonna sit & watch while karma fuck you up.
christine,
are you gonna let what someone told you, ruin our 4 years of friendship? we've been through so much. rmb you said those are what that shaped us today? & youre going to let what she told you ruin this friendship? did you even ask me if that was true? you should know that if i have anything that im not happy about, i would just say it to you, why would i have to scold you on my blog? when i say we are best friends forever & that we will keep in touch after sec sch, i really mean it. with that, i dont have to do whatever you said i did right? you listen to whatever she says but did you even give me a chance to explain? can i just ask of you to be fair for once & listen to my explanation? anw, i sent you sms-es last night. im sure you saw it. reply me soon. i dont want to lose my best friend over something that werent even made clear to me.
most of the pictures that i took during CNY! :) didnt take much pictures these year. but collected many ang paos! HAHAHA. i get to keep around $200+! YAY.
slept at 2.30am last night because i was watching some movie on channel 5. quite nice actually! & i slept till 1.50pm this morning. :o to make it worse, i fell asleep around 4+ & woke up around 6.30pm. IMMA TURNING INTO A PIG ALR. OMG. expecting to sleep late again tonight, cause i want to catch up on a korean drama :D
hey love, youre finally coming back tmr! my patience is running out alr you know~~~~~ later i dont want wait alr then you know! >:( hmph.
I miss you, baby. :(
Today's the 2nd day of CNY but I'm not really feeling the CNY mood. I mean, there's still feeling like its CNY but well, lacking something. maybe because a lot of my relatives are overseas, hope things will turn for the better next week! :)
Baby, your family are like back in SG alr but you're still there. ._. your girlf is really bored here yknow? ._. aiyoooo, if I happen to see your mother around howww? ._. TELL MEEEEEE. come back soon okay? I really miss you very much. :(
<3<3
& I'm sorry that I ddnt blog for the past 3 days. kinda busy, going around bai nian & all. but you know still love you! ;)
YAY TMR EVERYONE HAS TO GO TO SCHOOL. EXCEPT ME. WOOHOO.
comparing how i treat you & how you treat me, it really makes me feel so guilty. you pamper me like no one else has ever done so. you showed me that not all guys are the same. you care for my every need & that prince charming does exist.
come on, where do you find a guy whose willing to piggyback you up a stairs & attend to you like a caring mother when youre having bad menses cramp? where do you find a guy whos willing to stay no matter how bad your temper/PMS is? where do you find a guy whos willing to do anything just so that his girl is happy? where do you find a guy who goes against his parents when he has been a good boy for the past 16 years, just for your sake?where do you find a guy whos willing to give his whole world to his girl? dont think this guy exist? well, this guy does exist & hes my boyfriend.
he always say hes the luckiest guy on earth to find me but, im the one whos the luckiest. i have a temper that not many can tolerate. he saw the real me & still chose to stay. i swear i can never find another guy like him.
people say, to be able to love once in a lifetime is enough, if you love the right one.(true that.)
to me, he is god's best gift to me. i dont think i will love another guy in my life, for he makes me wanna say i do.
14 months together. not easy. the journey has been tough & long but its worthwhile to know i have him. hes currenly in malacca now. cant celebrate 14th monthsary together. :( but, just knowing that he is fine there, is the best present that i can ever wish for.
HAPPY 14TH MONTHSARY BABY! <3<3 HOPE YOURE HAVING A GREAT TIME THERE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! COME BACK SOON OKAY? I LOVE YOU. :*:*:*
4th day! ^^ heehee baby, its tomorrow! hahaha so fast right!
14th monthsary! <3<3 super long post tmr! wait for it!
not your fault that you cant get internet there. :) countryside ma, cant blame it. just 4 more days okay baby? very fast de! you everyday play with your cousin, time will pass by very fast! trust me! i was hoping that you can come back earlier but i think gone case le uh? :(
ready for valentine's day? hee i hope you are! i have plans in mind alr, but im not going to tell you. NEHNEHNIPOOPOO. HAHAHAHA. eh, you better have some plans for me too! & no more late presents le hor! if not, im going to be so mad!!
come back soon okay, my dear? i miss you so much. im so so not used to seeing you around for so long. :( come back soon okay? i wanna hug you. <3
its chinese new year's eve tmr! hahah reunion dinner! having it at 2 different houses this time. -.- sian. so busy. nvm, it just means more ang pao!
today wasnt a really happy day for me. :( suddenly all the new year clothes dont look nice anymore. boohoo. :(
as the days passes, i miss you so much more. :( very very not used to seeing you for so many days~ :( finally can contact you, but the internet connection there sucks srsly. come back real soon okay? <3
to be honest, i cant imagine my life without you anymore. you are a part of my daily routine, a day feels so incomplete if i dont get to talk to you, ive tried so hard not to get so attached. but i realize how worse my life would probably be if i didnt met you. how lame would my days be if you werent in them. please dont leave okay? i dont want to ever lose you. <3<3
feel that we can relate to this song alot! listen to the lyrics! <3
sian day today. cooped up at home for most of the day. :( nothing much to say. dont really look forward to the new year. :( hope tmr will be a better day.
(ORH. GIVE THIS KIND OF FACE UH!?!?!? SO FIERCE FOR WHAT UH. HAHAHA)
2nd day! :) heehee well, so fast uh? the day is going to end soon! 6 more days baby! ^^ heehee finally can talk to you through FB! like a happy girl only. <3 but you keep on off on off. sigh, but its okay! aiyooooo, uncle ah. i tell you liao, overseas calls & sms very expensive leh! i know its nice of you to call & sms me, but very expensive you know? :) heh.
我今天受了很多委屈 lehhh. :( discovered alot of things, unintentionally. youre right. fake people all around. especially those. :( totally ruin my day. :( tell you more when you are back. hate them. :(
anw, thanks for sending me a text just now! it really made my day! ^^ heh & of course talking to you nowww on FB! faster come back okay? i got alot of things want to complain!! nobody to sit down there & listen to me rant for hours. FASTER COME BACK LEHHHH. eh, got buy anything for me not!? hahaha *winkwink* you want know something? I MISS YOU. HAHAHA
okay, enjoy yourself there! i love you! :*:*:*
this song is for you! <3<3
went back to school for band! :) not practice. hahaha went back to help! saw darling & lishan there too! aww, miss them so much!
went for dinner & movie with tuesday clique after that! went to watch 龙众舞 (DANCE DANCE DRAGON), the storyline was like so so but the baby is like awww so cute! HAHAHA. <3
caught up with them for a short while & went home!
eh, please. you know whats called dk the facts, dont anyhow say? bitch. go fuck yourself la okay? keep your big mouth shut. youre not any better. look at yourself in the mirror? i hope you dont faint CAUSE YOU WILL SEE A UGLY BITCH THERE. HAH.
HMPH. SO PISSED.
okayyyy, im going to watch my show alr! goodnight! BYEBYE.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
idk if its me or if its the night that making me feel so insecure. my mind runs wild at times when im all alone, trying to get some sleep/trying to get some alone time. very wild, in fact. i start thinking of the future, thinking about all the negative things & end up crying myself to sleep. adding trouble to my life right? i know. how i wish i can stop my mind from all these negative thoughts. & the only way is to sleep. sighhhh.
baby, i miss you so much right now. i was happy through most part of the day but idk why im feeling so sad now. i want a hug from you, telling me its okay nothing's gonna happen. :(
THIS BOY WENT BACK TO MALACCA, FIRST THING THIS MORNING.
i miss him so so so so so so so much. <3<3<3
cried alot yesterday night. held it in for the whole day. it felt terrible. i guess i just cant bear to let him leave, just not used to life without him. say that im dependent on him? yeah, i admit. without him around, theres no one to sweettalk me, no one to make decisions for me, no one to hug me, no one to cheer me up, no one for me to disturb. cried so much that my eyes were damn swollen this morning. FML. but i told myself i will be strong, waiting for him to come back. :)
was so worried the whole morning about him. worried because idk where he is, idk how he is, idk if he is safe. BUT! he called me at around 4+ & told me he reach there safely le! finally can put my mind at ease. :)))) super happy to hear his voice because i didnt see him since yesterday afternoon!
he wont be in singapore for 8 days. :( so longggg. so not used to having him around. so not used to not receiving his goodmorning & goodnight texts. it sucksss. got through the first day! 7 days left! ^^ maybe he will come back earlier? heehee. just hoping to see him real soon!
oh well, will be posting every single day for the next 8 days till he come back! (eh! i kept my promise okay! hahaha) well, keeping myself entertained, letting him know im safe, whatever. hahaha
baby, im fine! :) i hope you are too! hows seeing your grandparents after not seeing them for about 2 years? miss them so much right? i bet they miss you too! & i miss you too! hahaha abit extra. eh, you never keep your promise lehhhh. you say will contact me, contact your head! hahahaha but i understand its hard to find internet/wifi there. ;) no worries okay? just keep yourself safe! &&& overseas calls very expensive lehhh! dont need always call me okay? i know you miss me but no need like that luh. :p HAHAHA. SO BHB. just come back soon okay? & you this pi gu! say want help me to carry drinks back to my house for CNY in the end, carry until go back malacca uh?!?!?!? !@#$%^&*)(!@#$%^&*)( make me wake up so early in the morning & went down to help me ahma push 5 big cartons of drinks home. my arms nearly break. T.T dont friend you then you know!?!? hahah & yknow something? my mummy prepared a ang pao for you lehhh! inside how much idk luhhh, but WHAT IS THIS. SHE LIKE YOU SO MUCH UH UH UH UH. EH THEN I DONT HAVE UH?!? WHAT IS THIS. HAHAHAH okay luh, i dont want disturb you alr ( bet youre laughing when you see this! ugh, evil pi gu!) lastly, my flu is better alr! but still not fully recovered yet! i will take care of myself! you too okay? :) muacks muacks! i love youuuuuuu! :*:*:*
baby, watch this! this is sooooo sweeeeeet!
i would die, not being able to see you for so long. :( not kidding.
(this picture is for you, baby! i know you miss me! ^^ hahaha)
anws! was busy busy the whole day! went market with my mum & ahma this morning! bought 5 cartons of drinks & mandarin oranges back for CNY! i tell you, its freaking heavy!! my arms nearly broke. -.- sweating like a mad cow when i came home. tsk.
went to BBQ bak kwa when i reached home! (smelly alr, might as well finish all the smelly chores first. hahah) pretty easy job! no prob for me! ;)
accompanied my mum back to her office to get some stuffs & 90% of her colleagues asked her this question :
'your daughter uh? this year sec 2 uh?'
I WAS LIKE HELLO. IM TURNING 17 THIS YEAR. PLEASE. -.-
i heard this like over 10 times today. but, i heard compliments too! saying im pretty & tall & has good figure! hahaha LOLOL ^^
came back home & removed my bling bling nail polish & tried french manicure but failed. :( & now my nails are naked. HAHAH shall try again tmr afternoon! since im so freeeee ~~~
okayyyy, my baby called me just now & told me to sleep early! hahaha i shall be a good girl! since im waking up at 8+ to go cushion cover shopping with my mummy & ahma tomorrow! :)
been busy for the couple of days, deciding which poly & which course to go to. /: pekcek ttm. well, submitted the JAE form a few minutes ago. hope everything will go well! :))) *keeping my fingers crossed*
went to USS with babylove & a group of friends to celebrate valerie's birthday! ^^ heehee went there for the first time & wow, it was fun! took a roller coaster ride for the first time & i nearly died. T.T it was really scary but shoik! hahaha sorry babylove, your ear must be hurting from my screaming & i injured you as well. sorry!
it was a fun day! gonna go there again! heehee!
oh, i sprained my ankle there. ): didnt see a step & missed it & my ankle suffered. tsk. had to walk around USS with a sprained ankle. FML.
been PMS-ing alot these days & the one that suffer the most is my boyf. ): sorry baby, i shouldnt have take it out on you. getting paranoid & crying over stuffs. sigh. baby, actually i dont want you to go back to malaysia for CNY. but i know i cant be so selfish. afterall, you didnt go back last year for my sake. i will be fine de. :) i love you. <3<3
been a pretty gloomy week ever since monday. ): just hope that everything will clear soon! im sure it will! afterall, CNY is around the corners! $.$ heehee. more $$ coming in! & going to look for a stable job! went to work for one day & quit. fuck the people there seriously. assholes. -.-
i love my nails! <3 super niceeeeeeee. heehee. all ready for my relative's wedding dinner this sun! ^^ good food & pretty bride! woah, jealous!
