Thursday, December 31, 2009

two-o-o-nine

hellos.

today's NEW YEAR EVE!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
haha.

went out with shihui today. caught ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. damn cute can?! (:
then went to get my bag and walk around and homed. haha.

yah. nothing much to crap. school's reopening soon. -.- hate it.

anws. byebye and nights.
its just a FEW more hours to 2010.
gonna miss 2009.




i've got so many things to say to you, so many questions to ask you. but i dont know where to start.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

:D

hellos.

2nd post! ^^

got a new blogskin. like it much! ahaha.

ok lah. i wanna go sleep le. byebye and nighty nights! :D




everytime is like the first time. (:

everytime is like the first time ,

hellos.

tmr's sec 1 orientation. going back school. time flies uh. 2 years ago was still a newbie in school and went for orienation and everybody looking so nerdy. gosh. cant imagine that.
but its nice to think back to the past. (:

today. nothing much happen. talk on the phone with christine and the both of us become damn high lah. haha. :D

school's reopening next week. havent do my homework yet. haha. :p very lazy do. but next year will buck up de. ^^

haha. okok. nothing much to crap le. so byebye and nights! ^^




am i missing you alr?

Monday, December 28, 2009

bet you wont ,

hellos.

um. nothing happen much these days yah? sian.

school's reopening soon! whoo! ^^ or rather boo? ><
idk also. happy can see friends and go high again. sad because studies very hard and sec3 liao. OMG. so fast. LOLOLOLOLOL.

yah. got my books except for one. going back to school to get it. hmm. tmr still must go get uniform. sucks la. changing to pinafore. -.-

enough crapping. going out ltr might be back for a second post ltr. byebye! :D





the feeling is the kind that you will never understand.

Friday, December 25, 2009

arghh.. why do i have the urge to cry? -.-
feel like slapping that bitch's face. for goodness sake. its damn disgusting alright. eww.

shadow of my heart ,

hellos.

today is christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

hahas. yah. as usual. celebrated it with family. ^^ woke up at 12+ again. gosh. waking up so late evry morning. -.-

bathed and went to amk hub for lunch at ichiban sushi. eat until damn full. (: but damn shoik lah.
haha. after that walk around and had christmas gift from my mum. love her! :D
then homed.

was slacking at home. haha. until now then use comp.

today is the 25th of dec. 6 more days to 2010.
every 31st dec. im anticipating the arrival of the new year but this time im not.
this year seems to  past so fast. a blink of an eye , its the last 6 days of the year. gosh. im so gonna miss this year.
all those laughters, joy, tears, jokes and whatever that we shared after all can only be in our memories.
through thick and thin are we still close? i hope so.
yah.. im not looking foward to the new year. its just..

moody these days. cope up at home. but at least my sis still got pei me. haha. LOL.

enough crapping. byebye and nights peeps! :)




gosh. i feel that everything is changing and there aint a purpose in my presence anymore yah.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

wish upon a star ,

hellos.

WOW. slept at 12+ last night and woke up at 1PM this morning. haha. was damn shoik arh. ^^
hmm.. could be going out tmr! buy clothes!

ohya. TODAY'S CHRISTMAS EVE! MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!^^ HOHOHO!
sorry. im very high. :p

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wishlist and to-do list for now. :D

1. I WANT A NEW BAG. it cost $69.90. o.o
2. I WANT TO GO OUT! I DON WANT STAY AT HOME. ANYBODY? (:
3. movie marathon! i want to watch lots of movie.
4. get a study schledule done. haha.
5. to be a more happy and lively person! ^^
6. life to improve and more friends. :D
7. to have MORE sleep. and dont skip my meals anymore. haha.


yah. im missing those times when we used to go out together. when can we go out again?! -.-
im bored at home.

haha. yah. enough spamming. blog mr or some other time. (:
byebye and nights peeps!





will you be by me when i need you the most?

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

make me believe ,

hellos.

im back from overnight camp in sch. :D

it was fun! ^^ with all the seniors and of course friends.

band concert was great. enjoyed it pretty much. (:
after that had stay over. although there were bad moments but still enjoy it.
slept at 2+ and woke up at 7. like OMG.

went band room for xchange of presents. ^^ after that went mac with shihui and valerie for breakfast. was super eerie. was crapping over there. after that homed.

went popular to buy books after that. GOSH. its super heavy! >< the amount and weight of my books are equaivalent to my sis+bro books. imagine that. carry until i wanna go crazy.

came home unpack and slept. was super tired. from 4+ till 6+ haha. but still very tired. gonna sleep until late tmr. haha. :>

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sorry peeps. was kinda moody during the overnight camp. but felt better due to seniors and friends jokes and all those stuffs. ^^ thanks guys. alot lah. very lazy list out all. hahas.

ohya. sec 4s leaving alr. :< so sad lah. gonna miss them lots. but they will be back as alumni. but still will miss them lah.

made a card for sabrina. gosh. i love it so much. cause its the combine effort of everybody! ^^

yah. kay. enough crapping. will upload the photos soon. very tired now. :p

okok. nights peeps!






to get rid of the shadow its really hard. it haunts me everynight and tears will roll down. the hurt that has been done, can never be removed.

Monday, December 21, 2009

its everything between us.

hellos.

sorry for not posting the last 3 days. :<
was kinda busy with stuffs.

yah. and pretty tired too. physically due to the alot of band practices and emotionally due to ALOT of stuffs. personal stuffs though. not to be shared. hahas. kay lah. except to some peeps. :p

anws. tmr is the day of concert. like OMG  lah. so fast. T.T
um can say is prepared alr? hahas. still got some stuffs. but just some littlestuffs.

so wont be blogging for the next 2 days cause having overnight camp in school. (; ohyeah. ^^ cant wait for it. hahas.

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these days. been thinking about the same stuff over and over again. i know every single time i think of it tears will brim up to my eyes but it just left a huge impact on me though. and that shows how much hurting it is. true enough. i dont blame you alr. BUT everything seems to revolve around her. i can see the effort that the both of us are putting in to maintain it but what about eveyrone else? they dont understand how it feels. JUST the mention of name really kinda brings up the hate in me. i dont wish to but it cant be helped. whats done cant be undone. the scar is alr there. it can never be removed.

kay. i wanna go do other stuffs le. so byebye and nights. ^^






每一次强颜欢笑都很辛苦..
would anyone understand it?

Saturday, December 19, 2009

behind every line is a lesson learnt.

hello.

um. yah. peeps. just ignore the previous post kay? not feeling very good then but now much better le. so yah. ^^

oh yeah. i gonna get a new bag for myself. it cost $70. OMG lah. T.T
tmr gonna get xmas presents. so gte ready for a good treat peeps!

kay. feeling kinda high today.

OMG. my eyes are swollen from ytd _____ . O.O

heh. yup. concert is coming up. like less than 3 days?!

ok. i wanna go blogshopping. byebye!




im happy to have fabulous friends! :D
*you guys know who you are*

Friday, December 18, 2009

the heartbreak never ends.

hello.

today post will be a super short post ok?

ytd 17/12/09

went dunman for exchange. it was fun. (: especially the interaction part. love it.

today 18/12/09

had full band followed by sectionals in school. band concert is coming up alr. OMG.

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you know something? if you are such a coward pls go find some courage alright. for your information this time im not going to make the first move again. SO WHAT if i cried. will you even care. you dont give a damn i guess. so why shld i care so much. wondering why i just walk off today. GO THINK BOUT WHAT YOU SAID. any fking idea how hurting it is. WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO SAY THAT TO YOU? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL. if you never realise. you have changed. change to someone that i dont even know. i want that old friend back. losing a friend isnt a good feeling.
to say the truth. if thats you want to know all my secrets.
have you ever thought of the EXACT reason why this happen. I CLEARLY KNOW.
i have tolerated long enough and i realise i cant hold much longer. IM TIRED.
will you understand?
if you wanna trash things out monday after band. appraoach me if not. you know.



anws many thanks to junhui , shihui and jiading. love guys lots.

im not really in the mood to post anything more so byebye and nights.



seriously. wtf.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

finally the pain has passed ,

hellos.

today had band in the morning. :D

after that went out with junhui,jiading and christine. ^^
it wasfun.

ehub >> bugis >> home.

pretty shortday. but ENJOYED IT ALOT! ^^
it was super duper fun. laugh lik siao today.

and had lots of presents tday. THANKS LOTS!
♥ you guys lots. ^^

took some photos. though not together. :<

kay. enjoy the photos. byebye! tmr still got band. OMG. so tired.
nights. ^^

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

regretting ,

hellos.

today uh...
not much things happen. no band. just stay at home loh.

my sis is going to design a shoe for me as my bday present. ^^ so happy.

haiz. sorry guys. not really in the mood.

i just think that this blog isnt where i can say all the things in my heart out. once i say it out it would be damn obvious who im talking bout. so ya..
thinking of creating a secnd blog but private it up and rant everything there.? lets just see how it goes.

hmmm.. yah. will be uploading pics. so stay tuned. (:
byebye. :D





i know from the moment i gave you, everything would have changed.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

too much to handle ,

hellos.

IM BACK! :D
had a tiring 3 days. but fun.

day 1 [10/12/09]
woke up. bathe. and off to genting. ^^
i swear i hate SUPER long bus rides. -.- makes me feel so sick.

reach genting. check in and went for lunch. after that walked ard. met my cousin and his family and took photo and all those stuffs.

went back hotel. couldnt really sleep.

day 2 [11/12/09]
woke up at 8 plus. ^^
had breakfast and off to theme park! ^^

played until like 12+ then my couin they all came cause they just woke up. hahas.
went to tried lots of rides and it was fun. ^^ though scary.

went for dinner with my cousin's family and ordered lots of stuffs lah.

and cousin keep bully me lah. stupid. take his sister's seahorse(fakeone) and hit my head when im eating icecream. -.- and all those stuffs lah. but it was fun. ^^
went shopping with him and my sis aft dinner and he keep making me and my sis laugh like 2 freaking mad woman. haha. LOL.

walked rd until 10+ then went back hotel le. i was so tired that after i bathed i fall asleep straight away. o.o haha.

day 3 [12/12/09]
ITS MY B'DAY! ^^
woke up. saw a message from JD. haha.
wash up andwent for breakfast then check out and walked ard buy stuffs.
finally 3+ board the bus and homed! ^^
HAHAS.

it was freaking cold over there but the weather was super nice. not even a single drop of rain during the 3 days. ^^

photos in the next post. stay tuned. ;D

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thanks alot to those that have wished me. LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS! <3

kay. i wanna go facebook-ing le. byebye! ^^





all the beautiful things in life are not seen not touched but are felt in the heart.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

shattered pieces ,

hellos.

wow. IM GOING OVERSEAS TMR! WEE!
actually not very looking forward to it. ._.
dk why also.
so my blog will be dead for 3 days. ^^ ohya. and dont miss me too much kay. :p

haiz. found out that time really flies. so fast going mid-dec. SCHOOL GOING REOPEN LE.
dont want sia. sian.

ANDANDAND band concert coming up le! yay! LOL.

haiz. alot of things happen and ppl havent been feeling happy and of course that includes me. for whtever freaking reasons.
hope they will cheer up. ^^ you know who im talking bout. (:

aiya. i dont feel like blogging le. so byebye! ^^





all because of a stupid you.

Monday, December 7, 2009

what if everything was colourless ?

hellos earth-lings. ^^

haiz. raining again. everyday rain de loh. sian. thats not the point. nvm.

yup. IM GOING OVERSEAS ON THURS! WHOO! CANT WAIT. ^^
heehee.

tmr having band practice at sembawang cc. very tired sia. :<
nvm. hahas

ltr going library help shihui return her library book see i so good.hahas. jkjk. :p
ahh. but its raining leh. aiya see how it goes.

ohya. nearly forgot.
TODAY IS CHRISTINE YANG'S B'DAY. HAHAS.
HAPPY 14TH B'DAY!
14 LE GROW UP AND MATURE MORE! ^^
yupyup. hahas. HAVE A ENJOYABLE B'DAY YEAH? ^^
♥!


kay. i got nothing to crap le. so byebye! ^^






its not what i ever wanted.

Friday, December 4, 2009

paranoid ,

hellos.

today is a rainy day. (: good day to sleep in uh. hahas.
LOL.

going for some dinner at hougang today. sian. dont feel like going loh. ._.
forced to go. Zzz.

and heard from sunicia that the school comfrim change the girl's uniform le. wtf lah. heard that chnage to pinafore cos we fold our skirts. =.= WTH LAH. they change pinafore we cannot alter meh. LOL.

so YCKSS GIRLS! TAKE NOTE!
29TH DEC GO BACK SCHOOL BUY UNIFORM OK.


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im thinking was i so stupid to have pitied you and trusted you and whatever. i shld have known this since long ago. ITS THE STUPIDITY OF ME. whats the point of caring and treated you with all my heart as a friend at least when you give a damn attitude and like as though you hate me. what did i do. talk to your friends and you are jealous or what. pls lah. they DONT belong to you alright. tell you something ok.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN OF WHATEVER YOU DO ANYMORE AND I WILL JUST TREAT IT AS THOUGH YOU HAVE NEVER EXISTED. HAPPY.


sorry. was kinda pissed off. not telling you guys who that is.
its for me to know and for you to find out. ^^ HAHA.

ohya. and im broke now. :< sad. all because buy christine's present. WALAO. spent pver $50++ leh. i cry for you to see.
but the present is nice. ^^ hahas.

kay. i dont want crap le. byebye! :p







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Thursday, December 3, 2009

SO WHAT.

hellos.

never blog for a few days le. so im here to blog. ^^

been having band camp the past few days. was pretty fine and fun. heehee.
BUT TIRING.

yah. then nothing much ba. OHYA im going overseas soon! WWEE! :D

hahas. kay. i gtg soon. going out with my sis. ^^ so byebye^^





i can tell you straight in the face. I OFFICIALLY HATE YOU.