does it matter anymore?

hellos.

as you can see. i private up my blog.
2 reasons. lazy say lah. damn pissed off.

anws. today is my sis birthday.
SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
like she will come my blog. -.-

kay. so woke up and went J8 with my mum. brought pillows and wanted to go buy water bottle(cos i lost mine again.) BUT out of stock. :< walao.
nvm. next time loh.
then homed.

did homework and stuffs. yah. kinda boring. ltr going celebrate my sis b'day with my family.
(:

and tmr theres school again. BORING.

so byebye. :D



idk. but i kinda starting to suspect if you are the one. i hope not. pls dont betray my trust for you.

the storm aint over yet.

hellos.

had a BUSY BUSY week. so didnt update. HAHA.
as usual. studies and band. my world seems to revolve around that uh. (:

anws. im lazy. so i just talk bout what happen today.

29 jan FRI

school as usual. seems to pass pretty fast. idk why also.
YAH. AND IM FLOODED WITH HOMEWORKS.
after school ,
tutorial. did fundamentals.
blahblahblah.
dismissed at 6.
waited for liyana with cong. meanwhile doing some random things. :D
and then homed.
yep. thats about it.

this week. to summarise. got bad. got good. laugh like a siao woman. yah. and sec3 life IS tiring. i hate it. OMG.

nvm. i dont want crap liao. im tired. :p
so byebye and nights !





i knw probably im just not good enough for you uh.

rainbow connection ,

hellos.

(: today is a tiring day. -.-
BORING lessons as usual. and i seriously HATE the cme tchr. :c
dont like.

anws. the sunburn is freaking super duper uber pain. :( SO PAIN. CAN DIE. feel like crying. OMG.

yeah.. these days school is getting more and more boring. IDIOT. i hate school. i dont like waking up so early lah. walao.

nvm. dont crap liao. byebye ! :D




you will never know.

a mountain made up of tears ,

hellos.

yes. its been a tiring week. AGAIN.
but how time files yah? its alr the 3rd week. to me, it fast alr. to others could be slow. haha.

feel like dropping amaths. i understand but seriously dont know how to do solve it. hate amaths lah. stupid subject. -.-

this week was kinda crazy. went super uber HIGH. :D like seriously. kept laughing. especially during EL lesson. HAHA. okay. nvm.

went out with shihui, sunicia, ffion, shengda, edwyn and seong ku to marina barrage ytd. YES. its fun.
BUT I GOT SOME SERIOUS SUNBURN. AND IT HURTS! :c feel like crying. OMG. shihui is now darker than me. HAHA. nvm. so bad. heehee.
stayed under the BIG HOT sun for like 2H++. what do you think? then left for the cathay. everybody was dead tired. 0.0 sunicia treated us to BEN AND JERRY's icecream. so nice of her. ♥!
yup. then homed. gosh was tired.

EEEE! DONT LIKE SUNBURN! -.-

anws. sec3 NYAA camp is on 22nd-24th feb. (Y)! cant wait for it. HAHA. faster come leh! whoo! LOL. hyper now. teehee.

...........................................................................................................................................................

had tutorial on fri. (: FUN. heehee. started at 1. so rush. then saw the new sec1s. they were cute.
AT FIRST. yes. anws. went to canteen for lunch after tutorial marcus's treat. :D yes.
AND I GOT BULLIED. T.T

enough of crapping. yes. idk why leh. i keep crying for no damn reasons these days.becoming a cry baby alr.
probably im just tired. on both sides.
nvm.

ok. so these days there maybe lack of posts due to my busy schledule. ^^ heehee. sorry.

anws. so byebye!




you are so not worth it.

                           


       its so hard to fake a smile.

its just so complicated.

hellos.

(: didnt update for the past few days. was tired. haha. and busy. busy with studies and band.

heh. new class is getting better lah. at least now a bit more close. not like last time. haha.

yah. im really talking crap lah. i dont know what to blog these days. heehee.

nvm. i lazy blog. sorry for the super short post. :p

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YES. IM ANGRY AND TIRED. TRYING TO FIND A SPOT OF HAPPINESS AND SMILES.

i know.

hellos.

today is stay-home-day again. ._.
and for some freaking reasons , ALL my relatives are here today. i was like so OMG.
nvm. i dont really care. im cooped up in my room the whole day. HAHA.

I SWEAR I HATE AMATHS TO THE MAX. :@ sucks lah. i totally forgotten what mr phua had taught in class. does that mean his teaching doesnt leave a deep impression? MAYBE. HAHA. or is it that I WASNT EVEN LISTENING IN CLASS. whoops. keke.

couldnt really be bothered to do my homework at all lah.
me : YAY. FINISH ALL MY HOMEWORK LIAO. HAHA.
sis : EH. YOU DO WORK DAMN FAST.
me : I PRO WHAT. HAHA.
HAHA.  LOL.
but i finish emaths and physics in like 15mins ? amaths I TRIED OK. but I CANT BE BOTHERED. HAHA.
and for the rest of the time, i was rotting away. :D

yah. watched 桃花小妹 last ep. last night. was like trying super hard not to fall asleep lah. OMG.
but the ending was SUPER FUNNY can.

suddenly had the urge to go to the QUEST FOR IMMORTALITY exhibition. HAHA. wanted to go tmr. but suddenly rmb i got sectionals. SAD. -.-

aiya. i damn bored now. HAHA. anybody want entertain me? (:

kay. enough spamming. im seriously in need to find someone to teach me amaths.
any kind souls? :D

im still spamming. i know. HAHA. ok.

byebye! gosh. theres school tmr.




SHE BELIEVED.

hellos.

came back from band prac. not long ago. IT WAS TIRING. gonna turn in early later. (:
OMG. still having common test tmr. -.- dont feel like going school but still have to lah. idiot.

WALAO. i falling sick le lah -.- having sore thorat and headache almost everyday. getting worse day by day. idiot.

was talking to christine for the past few days. like heart to heart talk lah. dont know why. felt a lot better after talking to her. but of course. the scar is always there.

anws. im logging off alr. :D so byebye and nights peeps!






I HATE YOU.

hellos.

didnt update for the past few days. im sorry. :<
was kinda busy. (:

yupyup. nothing much happen. even if got i also forget liao. these few days alot of things to do. haha.
im a busy girl. ^^

anws. i think im falling sick. OMG. having sore throat and headache for the past 2 days lah. idiot.

aiya i nothing to say alr lah. veyr pissed off/angry or whatever now. SORRY.

um. so byebye and nights. (:




pause that moment when im with you.

hellos.

was damn angry/frustrated/ irriated/confused over somethings before i left house today to meet my mum.
then when i talk to her kinda like attitude her. whoops. i didnt do that on purpose. :c

anws. came home and did my homeworks. hahha. so guai right. i know. :p
finish liao then watch tv awhile before i use comp.

talk to christine and found out bout something. o.<

yes. my eyes are kinda swollen. OMG. -.-
i hate it. idiot.

nvm. byebye! :D


its what you did that make me hate you. idiot.

hellos.

its the 5th day of school. pretty fun but pretty boring too. :)
new classmates. they are nice. ^^

sorry for not posting the previous few days. was busy with homeworks and stuffs and  I WAS VERY TIRED. so didnt feel like using comp.

so im just gonna talk abt today.

ct >> pe >> chinese >> foundation class.

was quite ok lah. went crapping with christine after school at shine centre. till like 3+ going 4?
super long. talked to her bout stuffs and she told me too. (:
then homed after that.

as usual. im tired. so i shall just stop here yah?
byebye and nights.

idk why im actually crying. like wtf. will you even know. will you even care. and the answer is NO. yes. i know. this will have no end. we just arent tht close anymore yah? no more sms-ing , no more laughters, no more sharing of things. the ONLY memory that i have of you is those times spent with you. those are that i will never forget. do you still rmb everything? i guess not. its just me. NOT you.
i told myself to stop crying. you are not worth of my tears. from today onwards, you will nvr be in my life again.

im just not me anymore.

its you and your promises.

that made me hate you.

hellos.

today. hmm boring day at home.

going out later to J8 first and then to my uncle's house for a family gathering. ._.
BORING. so many kids comfirm very noisy de loh..

and great. my stomach's not working with me. -.-
been having stomach ache since last night. OMG. its like killing me.

gosh. i cant wait to see all my friends sia. haha. :D miss them so much.

alright. i shall stop crapping. kay. byebye!

hellos.

its 01/01/2010!

hahas. its a brand new year, a brand new chapter of life and a brand new start yah?
(:

not really anticipating this year though. ._.
idk why also. haha.
school's reopening in 2 days time! WHOO! kinda looking forward to it! :D

anws. went to buy new school shoes and had a haircut. :x
the aunty cut my hair until so short. OMG. i feel like crying. T.T

got screwed by my mum this morning cos i bought a new bag. LOL! i bought it with  own money loh. stupid. -.-

anws. ITS A NEW YEAR! SMILE MORE PEEPS! HAHA.
LOL. im damn high now. :p

kay. im looking for a new bottle before school starts. I BROKE MY OLD BOTTLE. PRO RIGHT. HAHA.

kay. busy looking. so byebye!





you dont know how much i missed you.