two.

FLY FLY FLY far away.

hellos.

another week has pass and holidays coming soon. (: / :( idk

oh yeah ! 4 papers down le ! finally. but i scraed i dont do well for the papers.
EOY paper are not that easy after all.

anws. eventful week uh. ^^
wow. exams sux. RANDOM. nvm.
kay. idk why but i simply cant sleep deeply during exams. sleep for a while and thought it has been half an hour or so. ZZZ.

anws, met up with jiading and junhui this wed. was pretty crazy. me kelly and christine was like running around and laughing like mad when the 2 of them was like playing soccer ? o.o
then we sat down finally. and me and kelly say its kind of funny to see 2 people playing soccer and the ball fly here fly there when people is eating. HAHA.
then went mac. saw alot of people there hor christine. somebody saw her *ehem* there. muahaha.
then laugh quite alot also. then hub. then homed. ^^

yup. and then the rest of the week was exams practically all the way. ^^ pretty tiring.
and next week got 2 days is exams then the rest is school day. sian sia ! ><

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ohya. my sms for this month comfirm BAO de loh. then i will kenna kp again.
WHO CARES. ^^
yah. and BAO due to calling of people these few days and duration damn long can ?!
and yeah. sms. mostly to jh. pretty fun talking to him. ;D
dont think wrong. friends only.

and hor. idk whats so addictive about you that still makes me have that kind of feelings for you. what the damn prob with me !! i want to gte over you to live a new life but i cant. WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
many people can see that i havent got over you.
haiz.
i simply find myself so useless.

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someway somehow. i feel all of us are drifting apart. what will happen to us next year ? will we still be so close ? i hope so.
i miss the times we were having so much laughter and fun but now ? i dont think so.

anws,i got nothing to update le lah. i wanna go facebook-ing le. byebye and nights ! ^^



time is all i need.

and thats exactly what im going to do.
and i can do it. trust me. (:
I HAVE TO BE STRONG.
heehee. (:

one

i will. (:

hellos.

today will be the last day i post until next week or mabe after exams. guai right ? heehee.

anws , today woke up and went for breakfast at mac and then went J8. played at the arcade.
know what? i realised that playing street basketball at arcade is a good way to relieve stress you know. heehee.
it was ultra fun ok ! and i played it 3 times! heehee.
and i played till round 3 with the score of 203 !
hehe. first time play leh. not bad le loh. ;DD

anws, homed after that. ^^
then did abit of history then bio then maths.
then take a nap.
dinner and then finish english homework.
now. watching tv and using comp. weeeee!!

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anws, to those that cared.
im fine. heehee. really. so dont worry so much ok ? i will be my ususal self tomorrow alright ? or maybe try to. heehee. :P
but seriously a BIG BIG BIG thank you to all of you guys. ♥ you guys lots ! ^^

yeah. wasnt feeling very good because of a bastard. opps. hehee.
but now . its time to concentrate on my studies and must score well !!
heeehee.

ok lah. i wanna go facebook-ing le. so byebye and night peeps ! ;D




truth hurts - thats the fact.

tears of lettin go.

i look so weird. ><

hellos.

another week has passed. exams starting the upcoming week. :< ultra stress.

through this week , alot alot alot of things has happened. idk if you all have realised but i just wish for holidays to come faster. perharps this will be the chance to not see you guys and him.
PERHARPS. i want some time alone.
i admit i wasnt feeling really in the best of mood or rather was feeling rather irritated and stressed up and confused over alot of matters.

if thats what you call attitude , so be it. and at the very least she know part of whats going on and you dont. so whats the point of saying me if you dont even know what happened. its of no use alright. you always do this and do that to your own liking. you say you dont like this person then restrict me and her from going to that person then now you like that person then you like suck up to her. whats the point. i seriously dont understand.
to another person (you know who you are)
to tell you the truth , its a matter of time this will happen. life is just but going through obstacles and overcoming them and to await anoher obstacle to come. if we cant even cross this , then im afraid we cant be BOFs anymore. i didnt treat you that way because i feel like it but just that im seriosuly very stress over stuffs that i do not wish to say. the reason why i treat you and others differently is because i thought you would understand and perharps i could tell you some other time. but apparently you hought it in a different point of view. i hav 1 o word which is sorry. i didnt mean it but seriously my emotions are like different and changing almost every second. perharps its just stress. if you think that i pangseh you for the past few days, then im sorry. but have thought about it. is it you who changed or was it me. maybe thats going to be a question left unanswered.

okay. sorry peeps. wasnt feeling really good. because of studies ? him ? other stuffs ? idk. but i know because of that. im having like pms. >< bu seriously im tired.
how i wish for exams to finish soon. IM ULTRA TIRED ! both emotionally and physically alright ?

idk why but i have the urge to cry. perharps is about you or about the incident that i came to knew ytd. anws thanks to those wh tried to like kinda stop me from knowing the truth in order to protect me. (: but if i knew the truth earlier , wouldnt it be better ? or maybe not. idk. perharps i want to cry everything all out and i will be fine.
can i have a shoulder to lean on ? JKJK. (:

ok lah. i very lazy to type all out throughout this whole week. so sorry peeps.

to that idiot.
i was thinking after what christine told me ytd. why was i such a retarded to even cry for you. even if i do, would ou even care or evn know i guess no right. I WANT TO ERASE ALL THE MEMORIES BETWEEN US AND I WILL TREAT IT THAT YOU HAVE NEVER BENN INTO MY LIFE AND YOUR NAME WILL NEVER APPEAR IN MY DICTIONARY ! you asshole. hmph!

heehee. thought it through today. i ahve never felt so stupid before ok.
and ok lah. i cried myself to sleep ytd. (: i wonder when was the last time i cried myself to sleep. and when i woke up , my eyes were kinda puffy. O.O
i still feel like crying how ? :<
do you really have such a great impact on me ? idk.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE NOW !

okok. i very tired of all those scolding and those talking. its been a pretty long post i know. sorry guys. just needed some place to vent it all off.
i wanna go facebook-ing le. heehee. byebye and night peeps !




letting go can be hard. or easy. depending on what you have left behind.
am i thinkin too much thus causing it too hard for me to let go ?

im really letting go.

desire ,

hellos.

tomorrow is the start of a new LONG week.. which means no comp for 1 week ! :(
everyday must study study study. ><

okok. today woke up and went for luch with family at J8. then went walk arouund.
brought mooncakes and then went ntuc brought some stuffs.
homed.
changed and studied bio. then use comp until now but logging off soon le. :(

okok. im like dan hungry and tired now can?
but my mom cooking mee hoon kueh tonight ! heehee.

ok lah. i wanna go facebook-ing le. so wait till next sat peeps !
byebye ! :D




holding on or letting go ?

distance ,

this dog above is said to be the world's saddest dog. i feel like just hugging this dog to make it feel better. (: perharps, im someimes like this dog..

hellos.

im back ! heehee.
finally , survived 1 week without comp during the weekdays.
so , i really spent my week studying alright. (:
i finished some of my notes le. HAHA. history actaully plan finish today de but dont understand some of chap 9 so monday go ask mrs chong. ^^
ok. very tired and sick of studying le. :( wish for time to go faster. (:

tues
school as usual. nothing much happened. (:

wed
pe : have to write the supid NYAA booklet. == alot to write sia.
then ok all the way until physics.
physics : never do homework then that mr foo ask us to sit on the floor. almost half the class ok. heehee. ur class very pro. ;D
then had learning journey after school. went with 202 and 204.
wasnt really happy for the first part lah.
i just find that people very kp. you do that to people first then now then you jealous. whats the point lah. and theres not even a thing going on between me and him so you jealous for what. its your own decision and you were the one who asked for it , not him. then now you and your friend kp so much. asshole.

thurs
had home econs practical.
enjoyed cooking. ^^ cooked a SUCCESSFUL DISH for the first time ok. HAHAH.
turned out it was nice ! ;D

fri
english common test. summary. i exceed the word limit by 50 words ! == die.
then recess. walao. all bully me only loh.
and the all refers to KELLY , CHIRSTINE , TIMOTHY , matthew ng , jonathan lau(204) and alot of people which i cant remeber lah. kns. damn 过份 lah. :'(

thats about the week for today.
pretty much of laughing and sometimes emo lah.
for some reasons which idk what. i get emo for sometimes. i also dont know why. :(

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okok. so as you can see. life without comp can be very bored. :(
feel so tempted to use comp lah.

okk. actaully i find that people are changing and that includes almost everybody. not that im critising anybody but its the fact. so has changed for the better some for the worse. idk.

ok lah. i wanna go facebook-ing le. ^^ very long never go facebook le. ;DD

andandand im having KFC for dinner ! very long never it le. been craving for it. ^^v




day by day , i starting to find myself hating you more and more. will a day come by that i will hate you so much that theres not even a thread of love ?

chances

hellos.

2nd post of the day. (:

okok. just wanna tell you guys that..
I WONT BE BLOGGING FOR A PERIOD OF TIME. SORRY FOR THE LACK OF POSTS READERS !
due to examination. ;D

so yeah. byebye and nights !
GOOD LUCK FOR EOY !
F.A if can must all go same class ok ? heehees.




i have no more faith in you.