we are young.

 i will never forget what you did for me. thanks. :) appreciate it very very very much. <3

these are my sweetie pies in NYP! awesome people, really. they are the ones that didnt make me regret my choice in coming to NYP. love you guys so much! <3 

had our first formal presentation on friday! statistics theory for business! it wasnt too bad but oh well, we did our best. :) 

went back to YCKSB to perform with them for speech day as an alumni! feeling good. heehee though the performance was abit messed up by my junior, i still feel good being able to play with the band after such a long time. but of course, i miss playing with the my seniors and the previous batch of band committee. i miss you guys. :( 

this awesome friend went back to perform with me! heehee thanks bro! 

p.s. look at his tiko face -.-

last but not least, i went for NYP CLIMB RUN 2012! never thought that i would attend this kind of event hahaha but nevertheless, it was very fun!

took part in the duo challenge with jiading and yeah, i kinda slowed him down. i think? /: well, hes a sprinter and my stamina is not that good and think about it, going up 7 stories and coming down again. had jelly legs. wanted to give up halfway, really. totally drained but he pulled me along and im glad we completed the race! despite my sucky stamina, we still managed to overtake quite a few teams and i guess our timing should be less than 20 mins? 3.6km in less than 20 mins. wow. thats a huge accomplishment for me! considering my 2.4km run timing HAHAH 

i had a really fun day, taking part in the climb run, having fun with my classmates and jiading and of course, making new friends! 

IM ENJOYING MY POLY LIFE IN NYP. ITS WAY TOO AWESOME. 

have you ever felt like youre important to someone but the next day/moment, everything changes? they can update their statuses on FB or do anything but reply to your text messages. /: & then, come back like nothing happened. i totally hate that feeling. 

i may sound like im referring to a guy in the above passage & two-timing my boyf but im not okay. before you judge me, get your facts right. 

dont like me? just close this page. i dont live for you anyway. youre not obliged to like everything about me. i know i can be bitchy, irritating, pms-ing, at times but come on, who are you to judge me when you dont even know what im thinking? 

(im not referring to anyone in particular. dont get sensitive.)

i just needed somewhere to rant. /: its not that i dont have anyone to confide in but sometimes, these are small little things that i feel that i shouldnt be bothering them with. 

oh well, thats all for the day i guess.

GOODBYE.

forever and always.

had a fun morning at gardens by the bay with my family today! ^^ 

though its just the 4 of us, we really had a fun fun day especially when my grandma rarely wants to go out with us. we didnt go to the flower dome and cloud forest even though my grandma really wanted to see the flowers there. the queue was mad long and we said we would visit it once the hype period is over. :) 

we went to the OCBC skywalk which is about 6-7 stories high? it was damn scary, partially because i have a phobia for heights. /: my mum was the funny one. paid $5 for the entrance ticket and the moment she stepped out of the lift, she got jelly and took the lift down again HAHAHA 

well, im proud to be a singaporean! not many countries have gardens by the bay, the singapore flyer or the marina bay sands like singapore! and i once read a post on FB, written by a foreigner, living in his own country and praising singapore and asking singaporeans to be happy with what they have, which is pretty true to certain extend. its funny how a foreigner is the one asking us to treasure what we have when we dont even treasure it huh?
anyway, some singaporeans are really sweet. went jogging at bishan park at 8 + just now and a lady offered me a drink when she saw how tired i was. was really touched by that :')

my awesome buddies in NYP! glad to have them around. :)

went to old airport road market to have dinner with them yesterday! main highlight was the beancurd there! we bought 15 bowls of it! HAHAHA. 

miss them so much after graduating from secondary school! best friends in different schools :) 

NYP, TP, SP. love these guys. 

went ice skating with them on 14 june during the holidays! totally had a awesome time. i fell down and they laugh at me before coming to help me up. ._. well, these are what friends are for HAHAH 

hope to meet up with them again soon! ^^

this boy, has the ability to make me smile faster than anyone can snap their fingers. :)

holding hands is probably one of my favourite things in a relationship. it gives me assurance about me and you. it makes me feel protected when im with you. its such a small gesture but holding hands symbolizes that im comfortable around you and all i want to do is be with you. its like the most intimate thing without too much PDA. i just find it beautiful that when couples hold hands, they never want to let go. to me, when i hold your hand, all my fears and insecurities disappear and only happiness follows. :) this time, i wont let you go again. i love you. <3

look at this cutie pie! hahaha its actually a stray cat which wanders around my block. he always come to my house, like 5 times a day, for his meal and play around with us. hes really very adorable. <3 

a few days ago, he refused to eat and idk why. :( was pretty worried. but i realize that it was jut because he got sick of the wet wet food and prefer the dry food now! happy to see that hes eating well! ^^

i really love making people happy, smile or laugh. it feels good to know that i was able to better or brighten someone else's day. i think being someone else's source of happiness or laughter is the best feeling ever. i love seeing the smiles on their faces and i love knowing that i was the one who helped to put it there. its not really the idea of self-satisfaction but its more of having the knowledge that i was able to give someone else joy. thats what satisfies me. 

how do you like my leopard print nails? ^^ 

pretty satisfied with the outcome! first time trying, considered not bad! heehee. 

thanks for being so sweet to me :') 

in case youre wondering, this is not my boyf. this is someone who is super nice to me besides my boyf, who is always there for me when i needed a listening ear. 

thank you for everything. 

SORRY FOR THE SUPER LONG POST. :) GOODNIGHT AND BYEBYE. 

reminisce.

once again, its the 22nd!

many things has happened lately. how i wish we can go back to how it was in the past. its like everything isnt the same anymore. firstly, we are in different polys and our schedule for everyday is different. its so hard to balance everything out. during the days when youre free, i have projects to finish. i hope that you can be more understanding that i have 3 major projects that i have to complete before school reopen & i have been going back to school for the whole of this week and im really tired. i know you have been very understanding alr but im sorry baby. give me 3 weeks. by then, i would have completed the projects and would have more time for you.

nowadays, we meet up for like less than 2 hours each day. that feeling really sucks yknow? /: sometimes, i do wonder where this relationship is going and whether is this the best for us. 

after 19 months of being together, im pretty much drained out from having to face your family and all. how long more can we go? i really dont know. theres too much uncertainty in this relationship.

i know i shouldnt be saying all these now but idk, these are what i have to tell you this month. 

all in all, im thankful that you have stayed by my side for the past 19 months and tried to put a smile on my face everyday. im sorry that you have to put up with my not-so-good temper and all. /: for that, im feeling very guilty. 

i love you. <3

these are my loots for the month of june! /: too much huh? 7 bottoms & 7 tops. oops. 

i may have left out some that i dont remember buying as well. HAHAH i really need to stop shopping! 

but do you see the polka dot highwaist shorts? it used to be a skirt that i bought last year & i wore it once only. soooo, i got it transformed into a shorts? its really damn damn nice! love it! <3

and i think im addicted to playing pool alr. :x how how how?

OKAY BYE.

coincidence much?

been going back to school for the whole of this week for projects. /: no wonder its called project week. LOL. efforts did pay off! finished statistics report in just 2 sessions! huge sense of accomplishment heehee ^^

2 weeks pass by so quickly! holidays ending next week alr. awww, its back to school again. but well, come to think of it, its good to be back in school so that my mind wont wander off somewhere else again. 

oh, and can you believe the world is so so small? met jiading coincidentally at amk pool yesterday while i was with my poly friends and he was with his friends. turned out, his friend is my primary school friend. like wts? HAHAHA too much of a coincidence!? 

 this group of students from hwachong JC was in NYP the other day raising funds for a charity. so, my friends and i took it for fun and doing our part for the society! :)

went to Far East Plaza to get a top that i have been eyeing for a very long time and finally got it! heehee <3 while i was on my way home, a lady approached me and asked me to be their model. i was like 'whuttttt?' totally troll-ed. biggest joke of the year. should i go for the interview? /:

19 months tomorrow.

OKAY BYE.

midnight post.

i finally understand what true love meant. love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.

its 12.20am now.

just a random post for you. goodnight all. sleep sweet. :)

something wrong with me?

recently, i feel that my health is not as good any more :( its like im getting so paranoid over little issues. was it because my grandfather had several diseases before he passed away and that im afraid i would get all those diseases? :( perhaps im just too paranoid. i hope im just too paranoid.